Holding On Until Tomorrow

Holding on Until Tomorrow

Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the characters associated with Yu Yu Hakusho.

Note: I was going to include lyrics with this because I think they’re very fitting, but I’m not pushing my luck with I’ve pretty much written this entire chapter while listening to The Only One by Evanescence. I wanted to include the lyrics, as I said before, I’m not going to push my luck with warnings: angst, rape, and language.

Chapter 6 The Only One

Touya’s condition finally improved enough to where he was allowed to leave the infirmary. This was both good and bad-he was finally on the mend, but it also meant that he had to face Risho-who was also back from the infirmary. He wasn’t particularly thrilled about this, but he but on a determined look of bravery as he and Jin made their way back to their hotel room. Many of the losing teams had already departed, not bothering to stick around for the finals, but the three remaning members of Team Masho had stuck around.

“Risho is probably gonna want to be leavin’ tonight,” Jin murmured softly.

“I don’t want to go back,” Touya answered. “I’m starting to like it here, as weird as it sounds.”

“Naw, I agree with you. I wanna stay because I’m enjoying myself. Plus I wanna see Urameshi go up against Toguro in the finals.”

“Yeah, that too,” Touya nodded. “Do you think we can convince Risho to let us stay until the finals are over with at least?”
“I dunno, but I’m not gonna let that jerk be a total boss over me.” Touya snickered softly. His face paled as they reached their door and he tried to hide the fact that he was trembling. Jin opened the door. He hesitated slightly, then entered after his friend.

Risho stood in the middle of the room, looking as domineering as ever.

“So you’re finally out of the infirmary?” he sneered. Touya’s eyes narrowed, but he kept his temper.

“Yes.”

“Good. We’re leaving tonight.”
“What?”

“I said that we’re leaving. Pack your bags.”

“No.” The harshness in Touya’s voice startled not only Risho but Jin as well.

“What did you say to me?!”

“I said I’m not leaving. Not yet anyways. Jin and I want to stay for the finals.”

“And you think I will let you?!”
“You cannot tell us what to do. You may have been our leader during the match, but now you have no authority over us. You are just like us once again.” The words hit Risho hard. He swung his fist around into Touya’s cheek, causing him to go flying backwards.

“Touya!” Jin cried, rushing to his friend’s side.

“I’m okay,” Touya murmured, shaking his head and slowly getting up.

Once Jin was certain that Touya was all right, he turned to Risho, incredibly pissed off.

“How could ya have done that t’ Touya huh?!” He demanded, taking an angry step towards Risho. The leader of the Shinobi calmly stared the Master of Wind down without retreating one step. “You attacked him! Him! Your own sect member!”

“He needed punishing, Jin,” Risho said calmly. “He stepped out of his place and I needed to put him back in it.”

“Well that’s the biggest load of shit I’ve ever heard.”
“What?!”
“You heard me!”

“You dare defy me?!”
“I’m not defying anything. I’m just tellin’ you the truth.” Risho growled softly, but he seemed to get control of his temper and turned to Touya.

“Can I have a word with you in the bedroom…alone?” Jin started to protest, but stopped with a glare from Touya. He backed away, preferring to not have his balls frozen off by the Ice Demon.

“Sure,” Touya said. He started to follow Risho into the bedroom. He was stopped by Jin.

“ Touya, wait. If he does anything in there you don’t want to do, then just scream and I’ll intervene.” Touya silently nodded. “I’ve got a bad feelin’ about this. Somethin’ doesn’t feel right. Jus’ be careful wit’ him in there, okay?”

Touya managed to make a small smile. “I will. I promise.” Though he didn’t feel right about it, he followed his leader into the small bedroom. The door closed and the light was turned on.
“Touya, Touya, Touya, I must admit that I am impressed,” Risho said in a silky smooth voice.

“What are you talking about?” Touya demanded, balling his hands into fists. He was this close to freezing Risho’s balls off.

“You have made me want you even more than the first time we met. Do you remember?”
“Yes,” Touya hissed softly, wishing he didn’t. From the first time they had met, Risho had stared at him as he did now-with a carnal hunger that made him feel uncomfortable. Risho stepped up close to him so that their faces were almost touching.

“Do you remember what I told you?”

“N…no,” the words caught in Touya’s throat as Risho ran his tongue over his lips.

“You belong to me.”

“I belong to none,” Touya hissed, his eyes narrowing to mere slits, trying to pull away.

“You will be mine. I am going to take you for mine.” His hands went around Touya’s waist and pulled him close.

“No,” Touya pleaded, closing his eyes.

“Shh,” Risho tilted Touya’s chin up and slid his tongue into his mouth. It roved around for a while. “Mmm your mouth tastes so good.”

“Bastard,” Touya muttered.

“Now Touya, is that any way to speak to your lover?”

“You’re not my lover,” Touya growled.

“I beg to differ.”

Risho slammed his lips against Touya’s again, hungrily licking his lips. Their bodies slammed against the wall, his hips brushing tantalizingly against Touya’s.

“S…stop it,” he gasped. Risho only did it more.

He ripped the clothes from Touya’s body, leaving only flesh. Touya’s breath was hitched as he knew what the leader of the former Team Masho was going to do. Risho undressed and pulled Touya close so their bodies were touching.

“Your body belongs to me,” Risho whispered.

“No,” Touya whispered. He remembered Jin’s words.

“If he does anything in there you don’t want to do, then just scream and I’ll intervene.”

He opened his mouth to scream but Risho pressed his mouth to Touya’s for a silencing kiss. His hands touched lower and lower and Touya shoved his tiny body sideways into Risho’s. Caught off guard, Risho went backwards, giving Touya the chance to escape. Risho was faster. As soon as Touya had made it to the door and wrenched it open, the Earth Master had sprang from the bed and slammed it shut just in time.

“You bastard,” he growled.

“Get off me!” Touya cried, hoping that his voice would alert Jin.

“Shut up!” Risho knew as well as Touya that if Jin saw that Risho was hurting the Ice Demon, he’d get very angry and it would not be very pleasant. He dragged Touya away from the door, keeping a hand over his mouth to keep him silenced. It never occurred to Touya to bite his hand to get him to let go. He threw Touya against the wall, causing him to fall to the floor, dazed. Touya slowly tried to pick himself up, his head feeling like someone had taken a very large sledgehammer to it. His vision spread out and suddenly, he was seeing double. Risho walked over to him though Touya saw two Rishos instead of just one. His head was still swimming so there was nothing he could do. The moment when their two bodies connected was when his vision suddenly became clear. Risho jammed his mouth to Touya’s and hungrily began searching out his mouth with his tongue. Their bodies slammed against the wall. Touya’s eyes watered with pain, but he refused to let the tears out. He had promised himself long ago that he wasn’t going to cry. It was a shame he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to deal with, not only as a man, but as an Ice Demon. He whimpered and Risho growled in lust, the sex getting more and more passionate. His face was flushed; his body enjoyed what he was being put through, but his mind screamed in agony.

“Aww what’s the matter Touya?” Risho taunted in a husky voice. “Am I hurting you?”
“Stop it Risho! Please!” Touya cried.

“Keep your voice down,” Risho snarled, slamming their mouths together. Touya choked. He could barely see because of the tears in his eyes. Still, he forced them back. He wasn’t sure if he’d be able to bear it any longer. He wondered if Jin could hear anything going on and wondered why he didn’t rush in. Perhaps he thought that the noises they were making were supposed to be happening.

“No more,” he whispered as Risho continued slamming into him against the wall. He raised his voice. “No more!!” Risho pushed his lips against Touya’s and their hips slammed together. Touya broke the feverish kiss. “NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!” He screamed. Several things happened at once. The temperature dropped to freezing, the door slammed open, and Jin let out a bellow of rage. The next thing Touya knew, Risho was being pried off of him in a very painful manner and he collapsed. All he knew was that he needed to escape. He scrambled out on all fours, not even trying to get to his feet.

“WHAT THE HELL DO YA THINK YOU’RE DOIN’ TO TOUYA?!” Jin roared. The whole floor probably heard. Touya didn’t care. He made it out of the bedroom to hear Risho roaring in answer. He pushed every thought out of his mind except the thought to escape. Once outside, he managed to get to his feet. His Shinobi garments hung torn off his body as he ran. He didn’t care where he was going. People were coming out of their rooms to see what the source of the bellowing was and stared as he passed. He ignored them. He tripped and fell to the ground, crumpling into a ball. He blinked back his painful tears. He had promised himself that he wasn’t going to cry. Ever. He struggled to keep his emotions back. Pain. Rage. Horror. Betrayal.

“How could you do this, Risho?” he asked softly to no one in particular. “How?!” The hall was eerily silent. “You were supposed to be our leader. You were supposed to be someone we could look up to in times of trouble. You bastard…! I’ll never forgive you. Never!” His breathing came in short gasps. He tried to control himself, fight back the tears. It was a losing battle.

To be continued…