A Confession Of Love

AN: Hello everyone Sesshoumaru-dono here some of you may know me and some of you may not. I usually post my fics on ff.net, but recently they’ve been deleting all my stories. BASTARDS!! Anyway, this is my first YYH fic. This will be Yaoi/Lemon. This is a rather odd pairing. Kurama/Kuwabara. I know you probably think I’m a little strange for doing this pairing. But I decided to try something a little different. Plus Kuwabara never gets any love. I will probably get flamed by the Kurama/Hiei fans, but I’m ready for it. Hopefully people won’t think it’s to bad. And for those who don’t like Yaoi, flame if you feel the need to. If it’ll make you feel warm and fuznsidnside fine, but it will be ignored. For those of you who think the story sucks fine. Just be tactful about it. There is absolutely no need for you to curse at me. What does that prove? It just shows how ignorant you are. And now on to the story.


Title: A Confession of Love
Author: Sesshoumaru-Dono
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Kurama/Kuwabara
Feedback: desired.
Characters: People in this story are from the anime/manga Yu Yu Hakusho (YYH)
Disclaimer: Sadly none of these characters belong to me. If they did I doubt the storyline would have been the same.

It was a warm sunny Saturday and Kurama was in the kitchen of his house making ham and cheese sandwiches with homemade fries. Normally on the weekend he would have gone with his family to see his grandparents. But he was allowed to stay home this time bec he he had promised to help Kuwabara with a homework assignment.

Just as he placed the sandwiches on the plate the doorbell rang.
“That must be Kuwabara.” He said smiling to himself placing the plates on the table.

He wiped his hands on a towel and went to answer the door.
He was very happy to the fact that he and Kuwabara would be able to spend sometime together…alone. No one knew of the crush he had on Kuwabara. He was embarrassed to tell anyone. Because as most people could tell they were complete opposites. Kuwabara wasn’t the brightest of people and he was massive compared to most, and unattractive, not mention how clumsy he was. And Kurama was the top of his class, graceful, a slim build, and extremely beautiful. But for him there was just something about Kuwabara that he liked, maybe it was his loyalty, or it might have been that Kuwabara made him feel safe.

He opened the door to see Kuwabara looking off somewhere. Kurama leaned on the door frame and looked in the direction Kuwabara was staring to see what he was looking at. And he found it. It was two small kittens playing in the neighbors yard. Kurama always found it adorable how a man his size could have a love for furry animals.

As they averted their attention from the kittens their eyes meet momentarily. Kurama looked down at the ground to keep himself from blushing.
[He has such beautiful eyes.] He thought to himself letting a small smile creep across his face.

“Hello Kuwabara. How are you?” Kurama said trying not to look directly into his face.
“I’m okay.” He said in his deep husky voice.
“Come in. I made some lunch for us. I hope you hungry.” He said opening the door all the way to let him in.

Kuwabara walked in dragging his bag behind him letting dirt in the house. He took off his shoes and placed them on the shoe rack the was near the door. He dropped his bag by the couch and walked to the kitchen.
Kurama frowned his face at how messy he could be sometimes. He chuckled to himself and closed the door. He walked to the kitchen and saw that Kuwabara was already sitting at the table.

“I hope you washed your hands.” He voiced walking over to the sink to wash hisuwabuwabara grunted and got up from his seat to join Kurama in washing his hands.
Kurama took the soap from the dish and started to lather it in his hands. When he had enough to cleanse his hands he handed the bar to Kuwabara. When he took the soap from Kurama his hand was entirely engulfed in Kuwabara’s massive hand.
Kurama closed his eyes and cherished those few seconds that their hands touched. As Kuwabara was washing his hands he looked over at Kurama who now had a smile on his face.

“Hey Kurama are you okay? You have a funny look on your face.”
He quickly snapped out of his trance and continued to wash his hands. “Yes I’m fine Kuwabara.” He said giving one of his best smiles.
Kuwabara had always loved Kurama’s smiles. They were so warm and loving. He especially loved how his lips curved so delicately. Those lips…he had always wanted to kiss those lips. But he was to afraid to make a move. He didn’t want to tell Kurama his feelings and then get laughed at. He had always tried his hardest to make a good impression on Kurama. But always felt he failed miserably.

Kuwabara sighed heavily and dried his hands on a paper towel sheet. He tossed it into the trash and took a seat at tab table again. Kurama did the same and went to the refrigerator and grabbed two cans of soda and went to the table. Kurama blessed the food and they started eating there lunch.

“Is it good?” Kurama asked sheepishly.
“Yeah.” He said with a mouthful of food.
“Good. So what is it that you exactly need help on?” He asked.
“Well…..I have a couple of English papers I need to turn in by Monday.”
“How many papers?” He asked.
“Well, actually five.” He mumbled, laughing and smiled a little hoping Kurama would be to upset.
Kurama put down his sandwich and stared at Kuwabara. “Kuwabara how many time do I have to tell you to do your homework and turn it in on time?” He said in a angry tone.
“No I wrote the papers already. I just need you to proofread them and possibly re-write them.” Kuwabara said sheepishly.
Kurama rolled his eyes and sat back in his chair. “Kuwabara you can be so irresponsible sometimes. Hope you realize that.”
“I’m sorry, I’m trying really hard.” He sighed and looked down at his plate.
“Kuwabara don’t be sad. I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. I just want you to understand that you can’t live your life like this. You can’t go around not doing things and assume that other people will do the work for you.”
“I know.”
“Well……let’s go and start on your papers.” Kurama got up from the table and took their things to the sink.

Kuwabara whet into the living room and got his backpack and followed Kurama to his room. As Kurama turned on the computer Kuwabara fumbled through his backpack trying to find his disk. When he found it he gave it to Kurama and he placed it in the hard drive. Kuwabara was still fumbling around in his bag for a stick of gum.
Kurama opened the disk and saw a icon listed “Kurama”. He figured that Kuwabara would be in his bag for a while. He double clicked on the icon and began to read the entire.

Dear Journal,

Boy this was one long ass day. Yusuke was driving me up the damn wall talking about Keiko all day. Well……even though the day was mostly shit it was made better by seeing Kurama’s smiling face. God, he so beautiful! I want him so badly. But I know I can’t have him. I’m too ugly and stupid for him to even look at me. But for him ven ven be my friend is enough for me. I pray every night that I could hold him in my arms. And kiss those full lips. To have him whimper my name when making love. Listen to me I sound so stupid. He would never want me that way. I guess I’ll only have him in my dreams……


“Which paper are you reading?” Kuwabara asked scaring Kurama to death. He leaned over a began reading. Kurama closed the program as quickly as possible, but he wasn’t fast enough.
Kurama turned around to give Kuwabara an answer. When he look at Kuwabara’s face his noticed that all the color had gone out of his face. And his eyes were watering a little.
“I have to go.” He said in a shocked tone. He took the disk out of the hard drive and grabbed his backpack and left the room.
Kurama got up from the chair and chased Kuwabara down stairs. “Kuwabara wait don’t leave.” He said grabbing his arm.
He stepped between Kuwabara and the door and looked at his face. Kuwabara didn’t look at him; but Kurama could see the tears falling down his face.
“Kuwabara pleased don’t be mad at me. I shouldn’t read it. It was none of my business. I’m sorry.”
Kuwabara didn’t answer him for several moments. “I’m not mad at you……… I’m just embarrassed. I never wanted you to now that……I liked you. I didn’t want you to stop being my friend. I feel so stupid.”

Kurama gave him a caring look and lead him over to the couch. They sown own and Kurama placed his hand on his leg. Kurama laughed and smiled at him. “Don’t be embarrassed. You’re not the only one who has these feelings.”
Kuwabara looked up at him not quite understanding what he was saying to him. Kurama bought his hand to the larger man’s face and smiled at him. Kuwabara decided to make him move, he leaned over and placed his lips on Kurama’s. Kurama parted his lips slightly and Kuwabara slipped his tongue into the smaller man’s mouth and pulled him on top of him. Kurama straddled him and tangled his fingers in Kuwabara’s hair. Kuwabara slide his hands under his lover shirt and ran his fingers along his spine. Kuwabara broke the kiss and let his mouth explore the counters of his jaw and neck. Kuwabara brought his hands to the button of Kurama’s shirt and began to undo them. Kurama helped him take the shirt off; letting it fall to the floor. Kuwabara took Kurama and laid him down on the couch and straddled him. Kuwabara kissed Kurama’s lips, neck, shoulder, and stopped when his mouth came to Kurama’s nipples. He gently kissed each nipple and took them into his mouth. Slowly licking and sucking them. He let the nipples fall from his lips. He gently blew on them watching them getting harder begging for more attention. Kurama let out a low moan. He was edger to feel Kuwabara’s skin against his own. Kurama started pulling at his shirt hoping he would take it off. Kuwabara sat up and removed his shirt and threw it on the floor. He brought his lips back to Kurama’s and slipped his tongue inside his awaiting mouth. As they kissed they moved their hips in unison; grinding their manhood together. Both of their nipples were erect erotically massaging each other. Kurama’s hands slowly discovered the newly exposed skin of his lover. As he let out anothow mow moan. Kurama broke the kiss and looked into Kuwabara’s eyes.

“Kuwabara?” He voiced in a pant barely above ispeisper.
“Yeah.” He said lightly brushing his thumb across Kurama’s lips.
“I want to pleasure you.” He said pushing Kuwabara so he would be laying on his back.

Kurama slowly kissed his way down to Kuwabara waist stopping along the way to pay attention to his nipples and navel. When he reached his waist he slowly undid Kuwabara pants with his teeth. He pulled off his pants exposing his erect cock. He threw his pants and underwear on the floor and brought his attention back to Kuwabara’s manhood. Kurama sallow hard as he tried to register how large Kuwabara was. Kuwabara smiled slyly thinking of what he was going to do to him. Kurama grabbed Kuwabara’s manhood and flicked his tongue over the tip of his dick. Kuwabara moaned and squirmed when he did this. He licked his entire length before deep-throating him.

“Oohhhhhhhhhh………Kurama,” Kuwabara loved the feeling of Kurama throat contracting around his tip. His massive hands tangled themselves in the stunning red locks of Kurama hair. His other hand played with his nipples. Kurama used hee hee hand to play with Kuwabara balls.

Kuwabara could feel himself getting close. He tried to hold off for as long as he could, but knew he wouldn’t be able to last much longer.
“Ugh...I’m so close……I don’t want to cum yet…I...KURAMA!!!!!!!” Kuwabara pulled Kurama’s hair sohtlyhtly that his roots ached. Kurama felt Kuwabara release he his seed. Kurama enjoyed the sensation of Kuwabara’s seed sliding down his throat. He removed Kuwabara’s manhood from the warmth of his mouth.

Kuwabara lon ton the couch with his eyes closed. His body was still convulsing when Kurama brought his lips to his lover. Kuwabara responded by parting his lips and letting the taste of his seed and Kurama’s lips mingle with his. After moments of endless kissing Kuwabara’s erection came back to life. Kuwabara pulled down Kurama’s pants to expose his lower region. He told Kurama to sit on the couch facing him. He spread Kurama’s legs and brought his lips to Kurama’s balls. He slowly and firmly sucked on the sensitive sac.
“Oh……God Kuwabara……ugh.” Kurama dug his nails into Kuwabara’s shoulders drawing blood.

Kuwabara sat up and place his fingers a little lower and softly pressed his fingers on that extremely sensitive part. When Kuwabara did this Kurama arched his back and moaned his name. [Oh God it feels so GOOD!!!!]
Kuwabara inserted two fingers into his mouth and removed them. He then slowly pushed them into Kurama‘s opening. Kuwabara felt his lover contract around his fingers. Kuwabara brought his lips to Kurama hard and reddened nipples. He began sucking on them while he moved his fingers in a out of him. Kurama tangled his fingers in Kuwabara’s hair pulling at the roots tightly. Kurama closed his eyes and opened his mouth in a silent cry. He removed his fingers and sat on the couch. Kuwabara told Kurama to straddle him and Kurama did so.
“You ready?” Kuwabara asked.
Kurama nodded his head. “Hai.”
Kuwabara grabbed his dick and placed it a Kurama’s opening. Using his pre-cum and lube he had Kurama slowly move down the length of his shaft. Kurama let out a little grunt. Kuwabara’s cock pressed firmly against Kurama’s pleasure spot deep within his body. When Kurama was ready he started rocking his hips against the larger man.

Kuwabara placed one hand on the small of Kurama’s back and the other on his thigh. Kurama placed his hands on Kuwabara’s shoulders to give him more leverage. Kurama closed his eyes and relished in the feeling of Kuwabara’s thick, hard cock, ramming against his prostate. Kurama let out and deep and long moan of Kuwa’s a’s name. He wrapped his arms around Kuwabara’s neck and rested his head against his lover shoulder. Kuwabara wrapped his arm higher around Kurama’s back to press is body closer to his. Kuwabara could smell the jasmine and rose that engulf Kurama’s hair.
“Ugh…yeah” Kuwabara grunted in Kurama’s ear. Kuwabara took his hand from the smaller man’s thigh and smack Kurama hard on the ass. “You like that……don’t you?” Kuwabara whispered huskily in Kurama’s ear.
Kurama moaned softly in Kuwabara’s ear. “Oh……I’m so close.” He moaned.
“Sit” Ku” Kuwabara said out of breath. “I want to see you face when you cum.”
Kurama sat up and looked into Kuwabara’s face as his continued to work his hips against Kuwabara.
“Ku…” Kurama closed his eyes and arched his back.
“KUWABARA!!!!!!!!”
Kuwabara watched as Kurama face as pure pleasure took over. Since Kuwabara hadn’t cum yet he was still ramming into Kurama which intensified his orgasm. After seeing Kurama experience pure pleasure Kuwabara released his seed into his lover.

Kurama slowly lifted himself off of Kuwabara he laid down on the couch and Kuwabara followed suit. Both breathing heavily they look at each other a smiled. Kuwabara’s face was all red and Kurama’s hair was plastered to his skin. They briefly embraced in a kiss.
“I love you Kuwabara.”
“I love you, too Kurama.”
Kurama cuddled against Kuwabara and they fell into a peacefueep.eep.


AN: I think this story turned out pretty well. I hope you guys feel the same. If you think I could use a little or a lot of improvement tell me so. But please do it in a tactful way. Don’t leave reviews saying you suck, nasty ass bitch or anything similar to that. Because I will simply ignore you comments, because it shows how immature you are. I won’t delete your comment though, I will let everyone see how crude some people can be. Just because you can’t see my face d mea mean you can just say anything. What if someone flamed your story that way you flamed theirs I don’t think you’d be to happy. Just take that into consideration before leaving a comment. Thanks and hope you liked the story.