It'll Be Too Late
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Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male › Hiei/Kurama
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Adult
Chapters:
1
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1,477
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3
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Currently Reading:
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It'll Be Too Late
Friends,
I don't know what to do anymore. I hate him .Every little thing he does, I hate. I hate the way he talks, the way he sways his hips while walking, the way he'd glance at everyone but me. Look at everyone but me. I hate the way he hugs Him now, not me. I hate the way he kisses him. Not me anymore. I hate the way he makes me cry; the way he always makes me cry. Because he can't just fucking look at me. I hate the way I love him so much and yet he could never love me back again. Or did he even love me in the first place? Was all that a bunch of lies?
All these unknown emotions are driving me crazy. I love him...don't I? I should be happy that he's in love with Him. They love each other. It's like a demented love triangle...not really. More like a They-love-each-other-but-I-love-one-of-them-too kind of angle.
What angle is that called again?
I hate the fact that I love him more than I can stand. I love him so much it hurts to be away from him. With every second I do not see him, a little piece of my heart withers away.
The pain is getting worse now. It's been almost a month. A month without his scent, his laugh...without him. It's getting harder to breath. Harder to walk and to stand...to live.
I remember all those years ago. When we were happily together, mated. They say that when two demons mate, they can't stand to be without the other. That they slowly die without the others touch.
I'm dying without him. Dying on the inside. Dying on the outside. My skin is almost white now. My stomach growls furiously whenever I 'accidentally' fail to eat due to 'missions'. I haven't eaten in a week. No water,no food. I don't deserve it. All I deserve is death. A slow and painful death.
The death that Kurama, my former mate, my ex-lover, is giving me because he chose to break the bond we once had and run into the stronger arms on Yusuke Urameshi.
So I choose to die. By myself. That's why I'm writing this letter. To wish you all luck with your wonderful mates. Yours are way better than mine could of ever been.
Hiei
I don't know what to do anymore. I hate him .Every little thing he does, I hate. I hate the way he talks, the way he sways his hips while walking, the way he'd glance at everyone but me. Look at everyone but me. I hate the way he hugs Him now, not me. I hate the way he kisses him. Not me anymore. I hate the way he makes me cry; the way he always makes me cry. Because he can't just fucking look at me. I hate the way I love him so much and yet he could never love me back again. Or did he even love me in the first place? Was all that a bunch of lies?
All these unknown emotions are driving me crazy. I love him...don't I? I should be happy that he's in love with Him. They love each other. It's like a demented love triangle...not really. More like a They-love-each-other-but-I-love-one-of-them-too kind of angle.
What angle is that called again?
I hate the fact that I love him more than I can stand. I love him so much it hurts to be away from him. With every second I do not see him, a little piece of my heart withers away.
The pain is getting worse now. It's been almost a month. A month without his scent, his laugh...without him. It's getting harder to breath. Harder to walk and to stand...to live.
I remember all those years ago. When we were happily together, mated. They say that when two demons mate, they can't stand to be without the other. That they slowly die without the others touch.
I'm dying without him. Dying on the inside. Dying on the outside. My skin is almost white now. My stomach growls furiously whenever I 'accidentally' fail to eat due to 'missions'. I haven't eaten in a week. No water,no food. I don't deserve it. All I deserve is death. A slow and painful death.
The death that Kurama, my former mate, my ex-lover, is giving me because he chose to break the bond we once had and run into the stronger arms on Yusuke Urameshi.
So I choose to die. By myself. That's why I'm writing this letter. To wish you all luck with your wonderful mates. Yours are way better than mine could of ever been.
Hiei