Sex was Never this Good
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Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
11
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1,422
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Sex was Never this Good
Sex was Never this Good
By kauru_ryu
A/N: This is my first time posting here... :D posted this story before, under my other penname, ursan-canine. :D hope you enjoy the story. don't mind the weird author's notes every after chapter. :)
-----Chapter 1-----
Sex was never this good.
Pale moonlight shining, sun-kissed skin glistening. Shit. I can’t believe I deserve this. After all the mass murders I’ve committed? Yeah maybe this is my prize. One heck of a prize. A burdening guilt that I cannot give.
You stir. I do not wish for your awakening. You know why? Because it hurts to see you look at me the same way my heart wishes to look at you. Yes. I know this is a fleeting moment of pleasure. After all we’re demons right?
Sex was never this good. Yeah. As if it feels good… Physically satisfying. But guess what? My heart’s breaking into pieces. I didn’t want this. I want more. No. Not more. More of you. Yes.
Shit. You’re awake. You blink. “Hey. What time is it?”
You act nonchalantly as if what happened was a mere routine. “Three in the morning.”
You’re still lying, your back, to me, adjusting your eyes so you could see. “I never knew the moon was a great sight here in this room.”
“I never really tried looking out.” Yeah. I never because you’re already here. You still look outside, the moon illuminating your face. You really look like a fox right now, you know that?
You sigh. “Is it over?”
“I guess. Do you want me to stay?”
I can’t believe this. I want to go but I’m giving him the choice. Sick, foolish child. I’d hit myself right now if you’re not here.
“Not technically my choice, Hiei. The window’s open you know. Your choice… not mine.”
You stand up and drag your pants and a towel. We both feel the same thing. And being aware of that fact hurts. But that doesn’t really matter doesn’t it? I do the same as you did. My pants, a towel and my cloak.
“So… Mukuro’s expecting you?”
“No. Not really.”
The shower’s big enough. We wash ourselves, our dirt off of us. We never really loved; each other or not. Steam was rising. I only stare at space, as if ignoring your body in front of me. I wait. “Hiei, if you’re done…”
“I know.”
“Huh? Hiei, I was just wondering if you’re serious in leaving… I mean Yukina’s going to stay here and… well…”
“I’m not leaving.”
What?! What kind of shit is this? Wait. It’s my damned emotions. Fuck.
“Really? You aren’t?”
Hopeful? Did you just sound hopeful?
“I really thought you were going to leave you know. After all we’ve been through-“
“What? The sex? You think I’m going to stay because of that?”
Hurt flashes in your face. We are not lovers. “No. I know that’s not your reason.”
You and I look away from each other. Shame from me, pain from you.
We do this for our own pleasure, a couple of hedonists craving for something more than a thousand chocolate bars.
It was all lust.
“I’m sorry.”
“No need for that Hiei.”
You dry yourself. I stand up. I’m dry already. We leave.
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A/N: Revision of this fic. I want to post this again for my sake. I want to write!!!! Wah. Please review.
By kauru_ryu
A/N: This is my first time posting here... :D posted this story before, under my other penname, ursan-canine. :D hope you enjoy the story. don't mind the weird author's notes every after chapter. :)
-----Chapter 1-----
Sex was never this good.
Pale moonlight shining, sun-kissed skin glistening. Shit. I can’t believe I deserve this. After all the mass murders I’ve committed? Yeah maybe this is my prize. One heck of a prize. A burdening guilt that I cannot give.
You stir. I do not wish for your awakening. You know why? Because it hurts to see you look at me the same way my heart wishes to look at you. Yes. I know this is a fleeting moment of pleasure. After all we’re demons right?
Sex was never this good. Yeah. As if it feels good… Physically satisfying. But guess what? My heart’s breaking into pieces. I didn’t want this. I want more. No. Not more. More of you. Yes.
Shit. You’re awake. You blink. “Hey. What time is it?”
You act nonchalantly as if what happened was a mere routine. “Three in the morning.”
You’re still lying, your back, to me, adjusting your eyes so you could see. “I never knew the moon was a great sight here in this room.”
“I never really tried looking out.” Yeah. I never because you’re already here. You still look outside, the moon illuminating your face. You really look like a fox right now, you know that?
You sigh. “Is it over?”
“I guess. Do you want me to stay?”
I can’t believe this. I want to go but I’m giving him the choice. Sick, foolish child. I’d hit myself right now if you’re not here.
“Not technically my choice, Hiei. The window’s open you know. Your choice… not mine.”
You stand up and drag your pants and a towel. We both feel the same thing. And being aware of that fact hurts. But that doesn’t really matter doesn’t it? I do the same as you did. My pants, a towel and my cloak.
“So… Mukuro’s expecting you?”
“No. Not really.”
The shower’s big enough. We wash ourselves, our dirt off of us. We never really loved; each other or not. Steam was rising. I only stare at space, as if ignoring your body in front of me. I wait. “Hiei, if you’re done…”
“I know.”
“Huh? Hiei, I was just wondering if you’re serious in leaving… I mean Yukina’s going to stay here and… well…”
“I’m not leaving.”
What?! What kind of shit is this? Wait. It’s my damned emotions. Fuck.
“Really? You aren’t?”
Hopeful? Did you just sound hopeful?
“I really thought you were going to leave you know. After all we’ve been through-“
“What? The sex? You think I’m going to stay because of that?”
Hurt flashes in your face. We are not lovers. “No. I know that’s not your reason.”
You and I look away from each other. Shame from me, pain from you.
We do this for our own pleasure, a couple of hedonists craving for something more than a thousand chocolate bars.
It was all lust.
“I’m sorry.”
“No need for that Hiei.”
You dry yourself. I stand up. I’m dry already. We leave.
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A/N: Revision of this fic. I want to post this again for my sake. I want to write!!!! Wah. Please review.