Confessions

Confessions

By shivalatina

Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho, they belong to Yoshihiro Togashi.

Pairing HxY/YxH (Yes people, I’m going to make Hiei bottom if it gives me writer’s cramp)

Warnings: attempt at humor, yaoi, lemon, anal, oral, rimming,…happy ending? (not really)

Rating: NC-17 (There’s no way around this)

Prequel #2 to “Amethyst Eyes” Takes places two weeks prior to their return to the human world.

A/N: Demon and apparition will be used interchangeably. This can actually stand alone as a PWP. Also posted on mediaminers.org

*…* = emphasis
‘…’ = thought
/…/ = mental talk

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“Well, well, well. What brings you here? I thought you’d already gone back to the human world.” Hiei stepped aside as his guest entered.

“I just wanted to pass by and say goodbye. I was pretty sure I wasn’t going to see you again once I go back now that you’ve got your own place and a former ruler to please.”

“You’ve got me all wrong, Yusuke.” They both made their way through the hallway and into the living room. Being Mukuro’s second gave the fire demon a lot of perks, one being a mansion of his own. The two made themselves comfortable. Yusuke put his duffel bag next to his pile of cushions and Hiei ordered his servant for refreshments.

“So, what do I have wrong?” Yusuke started the conversation once the servant had left.

“About me not seeing you again and a ruler to please”, Hiei said matter-of-factly. “Mukuro has already given me permission to leave to the human world whenever I want but I told her ‘That’s not why I stay.’”

“Were you waiting for little old me?” Yusuke asked coyly.

“In your dreams. Besides, you’re a demon just like the rest of us. You’ll outlive all your human friends and family and will eventually have to return to Makai. It wouldn’t do to have people wonder why you haven’t aged when everyone else grows old and dies.” He stated bluntly.

Yusuke had a thoughtful expression on his face. The door opened to reveal the servant with refreshments, leaving as quickly as he appeared. The two helped themselves to the juice and fruit that grew in the region. “I’ve thought about that. That’s why I’m not in a rush to go back.”

“If I’m correct, you promised that human woman of yours that you’d marry her when you went back. Have you already changed your mind?” Hiei kept his voice neutral. Yusuke was his friend and there was an obvious reason for him being here then saying goodbye.

“She won’t be happy with me.” He said quietly, eyes downcast.

“And why not? Personally I think you’re too young to chain yourself to one female for the rest of their natural life. You should travel more and sample what life has to offer.” He knew very well that Yusuke understood the double meaning.

“What makes you an authority on my life? What about you? Aren’t you a little young to be settling down with the bionic woman who clearly is too old for you.” Yusuke argued defensively.

“For your information I turned 109 a month ago. I also have no sexual desire for Mukuro.” He replied in his own defense, though it’s true that he was still young by demon standards; he wouldn’t reach full maturity for at least another two centuries. “Anything else you want to know?” Hiei asked calmly and crossed his arms over his chest.

Yusuke’s eyes widened at that piece of information. He had no idea that Hiei was that much older. Having seen his face when he’d slept at his place a few times, he looked like a child. Looks can be so deceiving. Switching gears, “So, did you plan to go back to the human world and play with fox boy? I’ve seen you give him the eye.” Yusuke asked. There seems to be a dullness to his tone and Hiei couldn’t place the emotion as of yet.

“I’m not interested in the fox and he knows that?”

“Don’t lie to me, Hiei. I smelled Kurama all over you several times. Besides, Kurama’s fucking gorgeous, you can’t tell me you’ve never thought of it.” Yusuke said hotly.

Was Yusuke jealous or envious? Interesting. Hiei openly challenged him. “And how would you feel if I said I thought about it with you?”

Yusuke’s face vaulted for a moment before regaining his composure. Then quietly asked, “Really?” A nod was his response. “Well, I…uh…can’t say I haven’t thought about it.” He mumbled to himself but Hiei heard it as well.

“It looks like we all have secrets. I did notice you giving me *the eye* every so often when you thought I wasn’t looking.” Using Yusuke’s words. “You especially like it when I didn’t have a shirt on, didn’t you?”

“Uh…”

“It’s nothing to be ashamed of. I just didn’t pursue such a thing given that you were raised human and a casual fuck didn’t seem to be something you’d be interested in, especially if you have that human girl to service you.”

“I don’t want Keiko.” Yusuke said quickly and then turned his head away when he realized what he’d just said. “But I made her a promise.” Looking back at Hiei he boldly says, “If you’re still interested in a little action I wouldn’t mind.”

Hiei stared at him with mild shock. “Are you serious?”

“Like a heart attack. This might be the only time I really get to enjoy myself before I go back.” He sighed. “I’m really not looking forward to it.” An uncomfortable silence fell upon them for several minutes before Hiei broke the tension.

“What is it that you really want, Yusuke?” Hiei asked quietly.

“I want…Kurama.” He sounded so defeated.

“Why don’t you just act like a demon and go for it? You have nothing to lose and everything to gain.”

“I don’t want to lose his friendship if he doesn’t feel the same.”

“He won’t hold it against you. Yoko Kurama is said to be a great lover. I’m sure he’d agree to some *action*.”

“I DON’T WANNA JUST HAVE SEX WITH HIM!!! .....I really care about him. I couldn’t look at him the same way again if we….” He couldn’t continue.

“So you’re in love with the fox and yet you’re asking to have sex with me?!” There was a slight mock to his tone. Part of him was still thinking this was a dream and that this was not happening. The other part said, dream or not, have fun.

“I care about you too, Hiei but it’s different with how I feel about Kurama. Keiko aside I consider you my best friend and I’d hate to not be able to see you again.” Softly, he adds, “It’d be interesting to know what it’s like to sleep with a guy and there’s no one I trust more than you….well, I trust Kurama too and I don’t feel like it’ll be a *casual fuck* between us, we’ve known each other too long for that.” Looking at Hiei for some reaction though he looked to be deep in thought he added, “Did I make any sense?”

‘Just great. Yusuke wants me to be his first. If someone told me that this was ever going to happen I’d have run them through for joking with me.’ “How long do you plan to stay?” He’d hate to rush.

“As long as you want. Like I said I’m not in a rush to go back but I know I have to sooner or later. It’s already been about two years since the tournament; she can wait a few more days or a week. So I guess that this means yes?” Yusuke sounded both hopeful and nervous if it was possible.

“What do you know about sex between two men?” If he learned anything from Kurama it was ask the embarrassing questions first and find out where they stand when asking for something.

“One of the two gets a dick up the ass.” Yusuke said bluntly.

Hiei’s right brow twitched at the response. “How do you feel about that?” He was once again exercising the same patience he had when he had been interrogated.

“I don’t know. I thought it was gross when I found out that’s how two guys do it but…it has to feel good if people do it whether they’re straight or gay.”

‘Interesting way of looking at it.’ “Alright. After dinner.” He got up to call his servant to add a place for dinner tonight.

“So soon?” Yusuke’s voice sounded uncertain.

Turning back to the former detective and closing the door, “Don’t be ridiculous. After dinner we’ll bathe together and then you’ll sleep in my bed. This way you don’t feel so…uncomfortable around me.” It took him a moment to find the right word.

“I didn’t know you cared.” Yusuke said smugly after breathing a sigh of relief. Even though he’s thought about it before he was still a bit scared at the prospect. If he ever had a chance with Kurama at least he’d know what he was in for on the physical aspect. If he didn’t like it, he’d think of other ways to show his affection and he wouldn’t hold it against Hiei since he did ask. ‘He’s probably the rough type.’ Another sigh.

“And if you tell anyone, I’ll deny it.” Walking to stand in front of Yusuke, he kneeled next to him, placed a hand under his chin to meet his eyes. “Besides”, he began softly, “I want to make your first time something to remember.” He leaned forward and pressed his lips against Yusuke gently.

Yusuke never thought he’d ever hear Hiei talk or touch him so gently. He’d always felt something whenever he was around Hiei, but he couldn’t explain it. He knew how he felt for Kurama and there was no way someone could tell him it wasn’t love. He responded to Hiei’s kiss with a sense of want and need he felt he’d been denied for so long. He let Hiei dominate the kiss and opened to him when he felt the brush of his partner’s tongue and deepened the kiss.

The kiss turned hungry, each imagining what it’d be like with the person their hearts have chosen yet being aware of whom it was they were currently with. Yusuke’s hands moved up behind Hiei’s head and held him there, enjoying the connection that he was not alone. But all too quickly they parted for much needed air.

Even the slight daze did not prevent him from speech. “Wow”, though his vocabulary was limited at the moment. He was happy to note the increase in Hiei’s breathing, which told him he’d been affected as well. “I didn’t know you were such a good kisser, Hiei.”

Hiei smirked. Since his lessons with Kurama he hadn’t practiced on anyone. He considered the act too personal for his taste and would only do it with someone close to him. Though he hadn’t thought to ever practice with Yusuke, but who was he to complain?

He sighed. Earlier he had been thinking about the decision he had made to be faithful to the woman he wanted especially finding out she was popular among the other fighters. They could all tell she was female and would provide strong offspring. There was no way she could have made it to the third round and not get noticed. He had the opportunity to live out a secret fantasy sitting in his living room, so why the hell not?

“Follow me and bring your stuff.” Straightening himself, he left the room with Yusuke on his heels towards his bedroom. The room was lavishly furnished with a king size canopy bed in the center of the far wall with black drapes. A large woven area rug of blood red with a mix of beige, navy blue, sky blue and hints of white covered the floor by the bed. To the right and left of the bed was a large picture frame window that looked out to the backyard, both with navy blue curtains. Alone the left wall was a large dresser and a door leading into a private bathroom. On the right wall were a chest and an armoire of what appeared to be a dark cherry wood. On the left just as they walked in was a writing desk and chair.

Yusuke whistled showing his appreciation. “Nice.”

“You can put your stuff in there.” Hiei pointed to the armoire. “The washroom is through there.” He pointed to the door on the left. “Dinner is in an hour. My servant will come for you.” He left the room and left Yusuke to his own devices.

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Dinner was quiet but that was to be expected when dining with Hiei. After dinner they went back into the living room and enjoyed each others company with light talk. Hiei didn’t miss a beat in taking a jab at Kuwabara. They then retired to the master bedroom and prepared for a relaxing soak. The servants had already drawn the bath so all that was required were the two young men (granted, young being a relative term).

Hiei wasted no time in stripping and entered the tub. Yusuke wouldn’t normally be shy about his body but knowing what he was asking for made him a little more self conscious. But he did take that time to admire the one that was on display for his roving eyes. He was still as built as he last remembered for one with a compact body. Eyes moved down to the package between those slender thighs which came from being one of the fastest demons in Makai.

“What’s taking you so long?” Not that he couldn’t tell as he was obviously being ogled and it raised his ego a few notches. “The water will get cold before you’ve decided to join me. Or have you already changed you mind?” Hiei couldn’t say he wasn’t a bit disappointed, but he didn’t want to pressure Yusuke. This was something he was asking him for but he could back out anytime he wanted.

“No, I’m good.” Placing the cocky grin on his face he stripped and joined Hiei in the water. After a few minutes soaking Yusuke got up his courage and moved towards Hiei. Seeing no retreat, yet still ready for rejection of his advance, Yusuke kissed Hiei again.

Hiei wasn’t expecting the young boy to take initiative so soon but this could help him when he approached the fox. The kiss once again turned desperate. Yusuke shifted his position that would bring him closest to Hiei which involved wrapping his legs around the apparition’s waist and his arms around his back. Both groaned into the others mouth as their growing erections rub against the other.

Yusuke, having a hard time getting air, broke the kiss but kept his eyes closed and savored the feel of chest to chest and groin to groin. Hiei had promised him that they’d take it slow, although not too slow. Reaching for a washcloth and soap sand, Hiei built lather and started the process of cleaning his partner. Starting with his chest, Hiei moved the cloth in a circular pattern across his chest towards his arm. Yusuke let himself go and enjoyed the cleansing process. Though he wasn’t sure if the burning of his cheeks was from the hot water or the slight embarrassment he felt. He couldn’t hold back the gasp as his member was cleaned. Like Hiei he was uncut so there was just a bit more sensitivity as the skin was moved back. Getting the ex-detective to stand, he worked down his chiseled back, over the curve of his powerful buttocks, the well built thighs, moving past smooth knees and rounded calves, to cleanse finely sculpted ankles in the water of the tub. There was not way Hiei wasn’t going to get off on the beauty that had his back to him.

Rinsing the Toushin off, Yusuke returned the favor. His confidence was high since he didn’t feel as if he was being judged. Once done, they looked at each other’s state of arousal. No words were spoken as they looked into each others eyes. Slowly, Hiei placed kisses on Yusuke’s sternum. His hands ran up and down the boy’s sides sending delicious shivers throughout his body. Hiei moved to one unsuspecting nipple and bit it softly. Yusuke hissed at the mix of pleasure and pain and moaned when Hiei licked it as an apology. He wasn’t surprised about the biting having already been prepared for some rough attention but was happy that it wasn’t as rough as he thought Hiei could be. He had heard a number of stories of how demons treated each other when it came to sex and he was quite hesitant about ever having sex with another guy, especially one of demonic origin. Hiei was being surprisingly gentle with him and he appreciated that.

Yusuke’s hands moved through Hiei’s hair and never imaged how soft it was. Even damp it still felt like silk through his fingers. Moans were his thanks for the massage to his scalp and the vibrations spread throughout his body. Moving to the neglected twin, Hiei repeated his actions before hungrily kissing down Yusuke’s abs.

Yusuke looked down as Hiei lowered himself to his knees and looked up to meet his partners’ chocolate brown eyes. Without breaking the contact he quickly swiped his tongue across the length of Yusuke’s member. The result was a quick inhale of breath and a jerk of the hips. Feeling that he should give it another try and see the reaction on the young man’s face, he gave Yusuke’s member a long slow lick.

“Oh, gods…Hiei.” Yusuke pushed up to gain further contact with the retreating warmth. He wasn’t disappointed when Hiei went back and took the tip into his mouth. Securing the youth with his hands on Yusuke’s hips; he ran his tongue along the slit then sucked on it like a piece of candy. Yusuke was in another world (figuratively speaking), he never thought that being sucked off would be so heavenly. He closed his eyes and threw his head back with a thud against the wall. Hiei would have stopped to make sure the young boy hadn’t injured himself but the moans spilling from the boy’s mouth was all he needed to keep up his attention on the delicious treat.

Pulling back a moment, he heard the small whimper from the loss of stimulus and grinned. “Look at me”, he said huskily. The boy looked down at the source of his delirium through half lidded eyes. Relaxing his throat, Hiei slowly deep-throated the boy’s length down to the root. Hiei inhaled the scent of his manhood and it excited him much more then Kurama’s scent ever had. It was a dark and musky scent with a hint of danger to it.

“Oh fuck…” Yusuke momentarily closed his eyes before looking down again. The sight of his cock buried in that hot mouth was almost too much for him to bare….almost. He held back on his release just to enjoy more of that talented mouth as it bobbed up and down his length, sucking him a bit harder then when Hiei had first started.

Hiei for his part was actually enjoying it. Aside from Kurama, he’d never truly cared for giving pleasure to another but it turned him on and amused him to no end as he watched Yusuke trying to thrust into his mouth yet couldn’t because of his hold on the boy’s hips. He moved up the steel rod covered in velvet skin and sucked on the head to taste more of the youth’s essence. It actually tasted quite good, a bit bitter but good. He could easily see himself wanting more but that would have to wait till later. Time to drop all inhibitions. Much to Yusuke’s disappointment, Hiei released his cock and looked up him.

“Turn around, Yusuke.” The boy’s eyes widened slightly. Seeing his reluctance, he did he best to reassure him. “I just want to try something.” Trusting in Hiei to not lead him astray he did as told. There were times he didn’t like surprises. Hiei gently massaged Yusuke’s cheeks in the attempt to get him to relax. “Bend over a bit and spread your legs a little more.” With slight hesitation the youth did as instructed. As much as Yusuke was nervous of being in such a vulnerable position there was also something erotic about it that made him even harder.

Hiei was going to be sure that the ex-detective was going to remember him even when he finally does hook up with the fox. Caressing the perineum (the skin between the genitals and the anus) with his tongue, he slowly licks the skin causing the boy to arch his back and press his face against the wall panting. Taking a page out of Kurama’s book, he decided that if he was going to do this he might as well get the practice. Moving up towards the cleft of his ass, Hiei placed a kiss on the pink pucker.

“Oh fuck…” Yusuke didn’t even realize that he could be so sensitive and all Hiei did was kiss him there. He had this sneaky supposition that by the time Hiei was done with him he’d find a lot of other areas he didn’t even know he had.

“Not quite yet.”

Yusuke can hear the smirk. He smiled to him self. He didn’t know Hiei loosened up with humor when intimate or if it was just to make him feel more comfortable. ‘Must be his form of pillow talk’, he mused. Yusuke was definitely loosening up to the experience, especially if it felt this good.

Running his tongue around the entrance, he’s quite pleased at the amount of moans, gasps and sighs he’s gotten. ‘Let’s turn up the volume, shall we?’ “Touch yourself, Yusuke.” It took a moment to register his words but once the connection was made he moved one of his hands from the wall to his neglected cock. The added sensations racked his body and gave a whole new meaning to the word pleasure. He surprised himself by not blowing his load right there but he knew, in the back of his mind that Hiei wasn’t done with him yet.

Hiei, feeling the sphincter relax some; firmly pressed the tip of his tongue against it and penetrated the body before him. There was just something erotic about seeing Yusuke bent over with his ass in the air, head thrown back, touching himself and face contorted in ecstasy that just screamed *fuck me senseless*. He was quite happy to note that the experience wasn’t as bad as he had though and felt more confident after having personally cleaned the boy himself. The taste that assaulted his taste buds wasn’t unpleasant; it was dark and bitter but it was all Yusuke.

“Oh Gods…” Yusuke shouts. The feeling was so new to him and so arousing there was no way he could hold back the movement of his hand up and down his shaft. A steady stream of pre-cum slide down from the swollen organ and eased the friction of his calloused hands as he pushed back on Hiei’s tongue.

Pushing as far as his tongue would go, he moved it around to caress the walls of the other’s rectum. Yusuke, overloaded with the new sensations, quickly went over the edge at the faint touch to his prostate. The scream of his orgasm surprised the fire apparition and he withdrew to check on his partner. Yusuke slide down the wall, his knees no longer able to support him. Seeing Yusuke’s face he’s assured that everything went well. He mentally patted himself on the back.

“Wow.” Seems to be the word of the day, ne [1]?

“I take it you enjoyed that?” Hiei couldn’t hide the smugness in his voice.

Not answering right away, Yusuke took a few moments to enjoy his post-orgasmic bliss. “Do you do that to everyone you like?”

“Actually you’re the first.” He confessed.

Yusuke looked surprised. “Don’t I feel special?!” Statement, no sarcasm.

“I always thought you were.” Hiei said matter-of-factly.

That was the closest Yusuke was going to get to a compliment. You just had to know where to look when it came to Hiei. After a few deep breaths, Yusuke looked down at Hiei and saw his problem hadn’t gone away yet and felt that after his experience, he should at least return the favor.

“You don’t have to if you’re not ready.” Hiei said as he’s went to wrap his hand around his erection, but Yusuke beat him to it.

A groan is his reward as he slowly moved the hand up and down. Seeing the exposed neck, Yusuke felt honored at the trust Hiei had put in him and goes to kiss said neck. Hiei allowed the playful teasing of his flesh and slipped his hand into the hanyou’s [2] hair. The pace picked up and Hiei became increasingly vocal. Yusuke released his neck and kissed his way up to that talented mouth. Hiei is mildly surprised by the kiss having had just rimmed the boy. Yusuke didn’t think twice. He moved his other hand and rolled the heavy sac to finally do Hiei in. The hiyoukai’s [3] scream was swallowed by Yusuke as he erupted over his hand and chest, most falling into the water. Moving back, Yusuke took in the site of Hiei openly expressing his bliss and patted him self on the back.

After composing himself they took the time to clean off and made their way to the bedroom to settle for the night. Yusuke having confidence in himself and the journey he was to embark within the next few days slowly moved to lie along side Hiei and used his chest as his pillow. When no objection was given, Yusuke made himself comfortable yet made sure that Hiei was also, even as he circled the fire demon’s waist with his arm.

Hiei waited until Yusuke made himself comfortable before circling one of his own arms across his shoulders and savoring the warmth of another’s body.

“Hiei?”

“Hn.”

“Are you always this gentle when making love?”

‘Making love?’ The concept was foreign to him. “No. But then again, I’ve never…*made love* to anyone.”

“But you’ve had sex, right?”

“…Yes.”

Yusuke didn’t like the sound of his hesitation. “Is there something I’m missing?” Yusuke looked up to try and meet Hiei’s eyes but no such luck. His head was turned way looking at the drape on his left, Yusuke was nicely tucked on his right.

“I’ll be honest with you, Yusuke but you can’t repeat anything I say to you, not even Kurama.” He said quietly.

“I thought anything that we say and do while I’m here stays between us?!” Yusuke moved up and placed an elbow by Hiei’s head to look down at him but not trying to be intimidating in anyway.

“True…I’m practicing on you in a way so I don’t kill my partner when the time comes.”

“That was practice?” He asked seductively. “Hell, practice all you want.” Then a thought occurred to him. “Who are you waiting for, Hiei?” He asked quietly. Hiei looked into Yusuke’s eyes and instead of saying anything he allowed the vision of his chosen to invade the boy’s mind. Yusuke closed his eyes as he processed the information sent to him and smiled as he reopened his eyes. “I remember her. She was the only one being called by her number. She was good too. I don’t think I would have noticed her if she hadn’t gotten past the preliminaries. Lots of the fighters were pissed when she dropped out. So, she’s the one you want?” Then another thought crossed his mind. “Wait a sec…did you say so you don’t kill you partner? …Have you killed…people you were having…sex with?” Yusuke stuttered. He surprised himself having gone from seductive to fearful in not time flat.

Hiei visibly swallowed and with a sigh answered. “Some. I haven’t hurt you, right?”

Yusuke shook his head. “To be honest I thought you’d be a lot rougher. I’m glad you’re not.”

“You can stop me at anytime. I wouldn’t respect you any less if you decided not to go through with this.” Hiei slipped his hand into Yusuke’s hair and massaged his scalp. He preferred the look and feel of his un-gelled hair.

Yusuke resumed his prior spot on Hiei’s chest, closed his eyes and relaxed under the gentle touch. “I trust you not to hurt me, Hiei, at least not on purpose.” The youth missed the small smile at his words but got an ‘hn’ for the acknowledgement. “Are you cheating on her with me?”

“Go to sleep. We’ll talk in the morning.” Hiei was a bit irritated at all the questions at a time when he wanted to relax. Yusuke just grunted and breathed in Hiei’s scent. It comforted him and he felt safe as he surrendered himself to sleep, his host followed soon after with dreams of his violet-eyed tenshi [4].

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Yusuke awoke to a moaning sound. The day was upon them as the room was slowly lit by the rising sun. The body beneath him shifted and he looked up. After having been resurrected a Mazoku, his night vision had improved greatly. He was easily able to see Hiei’s form on the bed and appreciate the beauty of the apparition up close. The normally expressionless face looked peaceful, making Hiei look a lot like a child of 12. It was hard to believe how slow a full demon aged. He noticed a smirk cross his face and he mumbled something under is breath. Yusuke leaned closer and heard the word or name ‘Calli’. Who was he calling? He thought. Was that the name of the girl Hiei liked?

Risking life and limb, Yusuke slowly pressed his lips on Hiei’s cheek, knowing the throat would cost him his own as Hiei immediately opened his eyes and looked around. Finding Yusuke in his bed, he closed his eyes again and enjoyed the sensation of waking up this close with another person. He had only experienced it a few times mostly with Kurama when his family was away.

Yusuke pressed kisses along his cheek and went towards his ear now that his companion was awake to fully appreciate his touch. Running his tongue along the shell of his ear he felt the shivers that ran through Hiei’s body but he wanted to bring up the subject of what he had heard just before Hiei woke.

“Who’s Calli?” He whispered into his ear.

Hiei’s body tensed as he thought about where he had heard that name. He had had a dream just before he woke to Yusuke’s touch. He vaguely remembered saying that to a woman in his dream but the thoughts escaped him no matter how hard he tried to hold on to them.

“I don’t know.” He said quietly.

“Is it the name of that girl? You looked happy in your sleep.” There was a touch of envy in his voice but no jealously. He was happy for Hiei that he had found someone to care for but there were questions that needed to be answered since he was currently gracing Hiei’s bed and not this un-named woman.

Nibbling on Hiei’s lobe, he continued to tease and see what sounds he could get from the usually stoic individual.

“Not now, Yusuke. I have to get ready for my patrol. We can continue this when I get back.” Yusuke moved away from the warm body and watched him move to the bathroom then stopped. Without turning around, “I don’t know if that’s her name, she never told me. But she said that I’d meet her again when the time was right. Until then, I do what I want.” Without another word he entered the room and closed the door.

Yusuke grinned at the thoughtful look on his friend’s face and hoped everything worked out for the best. He also cursed at Hiei’s ability to read minds but he guessed that he was making himself obvious to what he wanted to know without having to say it and got the answers just the same. Stretching to get all the kinks out of his sleeping muscles and allow the blood to run unhindered, he got out of bed and cautiously made his way to the bathroom. The door was locked, indicating Hiei wanted privacy. So he went to the closet to get what he needed until Hiei emerged.

Once their morning rituals were completed, they went down to the dining room for breakfast. Yusuke asked if it was alright to join him on his patrol for he knew he’d be bored to tears around the mansion. Hiei just shrugged and continued with his meal.

The patrol yielded a family of five who seemed to have driven through an unregistered portal. He erased their memories of their time in Makai, sent them back through the same portal and closed the portal to prevent further accidents from happening.

Yusuke noticed the look on Hiei’s face as he observed the children with the couple. They ranged from 1 year to 5 years. They looked at the ‘monsters’, as the adults put it, with fascination. Anyone else wouldn’t think twice about the look Hiei gave the family but Yusuke knew him better and it looked like he’d be somewhat protective of them were something to happen to their parents, but that wasn’t the case since they’d found them pretty early.

He waited outside Mukuro’s Mobile fortress (Idouyousai Mukade) while Hiei and the others gave their report then headed back to the mansion in silence. There was some tension in the air but that was to be expected. Having had Yusuke come along with him had given him something else to think about, but now that they were back at his place the tension had started up again. He was happy with their interaction the previous night and knew that it settled Yusuke’s mind about his methods. Granted, the talk that followed afterwards was not on his to do list, but he wasn’t going to lie to his friend. Yusuke had made his decision when he voiced his confidence that no harm was to befall him when they coupled.

This time the shower proceeded the dinner with much lighter foreplay then the previous night. Once drying themselves off, they left and made their way the bedroom fondling each other as they went. After a while they finally decided to get dressed and have dinner.

The next few nights were much the same, though the foreplay grew in intensity, ending in either mutual hand jobs or oral sex. In the back of Hiei’s mind he still remembered the name Yusuke had said he’d heard when he’d woken up, but made sure never to use it when he was being intimate.

Yusuke enjoyed himself greatly, forgetting all his frustrations and becoming comfortable with himself and Hiei’s presence. He had been quite hesitant about giving Hiei a blow job but had been warned before attempting it to hold down the hips to prevent gagging from sudden jerks. After a few shy licks here and there he became more comfortable and Hiei’s vocal approvals spurred him on. It was not what he imagined it to be. He’d tasted himself once and wasn’t all that impressed and thought other guys would taste the same. Tasting Hiei now made him want to see if his taste had changed since his rebirth. Hiei tasted like warm cinnamon and he rather liked it and went about sucking Hiei off enthusiastically.

Then one night…

“I think I’m ready.” He said softly.

Hiei said nothing, got off the bed and went to retrieve a bottle of oil from the dresser. Making his way back to the bed, fully aware that his movements were being monitored, he placed the oil by his pillow. Crawling over Yusuke’s body, he kissed him.

Bringing his arms around Hiei’s neck, Yusuke drew the fire apparition closer to deepen the kiss. He reviled in the feel of skin meeting skin and pushed up against the heated flesh, pressing his awakening member against his partner’s thigh. The contact was electrifying. Both groaned at the full body contact. Breaking the kiss, his head turned to the side as his body was engulfed by fire. Licking a trail down his chin towards his Adam’s apple, Hiei gently sucked on his throat and felt the vibrations from Yusuke’s moans.

They were both very aroused as the kisses, licks and caresses continued. They had been teasing and playing with the other for the past week and even though they had achieved their release on more then one occasion, they both yearned for more.

“I think that’s enough foreplay.” Yusuke panted impatiently.

Hiei slowly stroked Yusuke’s member with one hand as the other spread the oil around the small pucker. Once he determined that Yusuke was ready, he slowly pushed the digit all the way to the second knuckle.

The sensation was strange and somewhat uncomfortable as his body tried to keep the invading phalange out. Hiei moved the finger around to coat the inner passage with the oil and get the muscle to relax further. When it became easier to move the finger in and out, he added a second. The discomfort returned with the addition of another digit and he whimpered, trying his best to concentrate on the hand that stroked his cock. After a while the discomfort passed and Hiei moved the fingers in deeper to stretch for what was to come. All of a sudden a wave of intense pleasure passed through his body that had him seeing stars in the dark room.

Hiei smirked as he struck Yusuke’s prostate and nearly jumped off the bed. “You like that?” He asked calmly.

“Hell, yeah…do that again.” Yusuke got his request and pushed back onto those fingers, moaning louder. In no time Hiei inserted a third finger just to be on the safe side, the boy was so tight and it was his first time. He wanted to avoid any and all pain. According to Kurama it would be uncomfortable but it shouldn’t hurt if it’s done right. By now, Yusuke was a panting, pleading, horny puddle of goo whose body demanded to be fucked into the mattress. “Gods, Hiei. If you keep that up…I’ll cum without you.” Yusuke panted.

“We can’t have that now can’t we?” He asked rhetorically as he removed his fingers.

“Then get on with it and fuck me.” He said impatiently.

“I thought it wasn’t a *fuck* between us.” He smirked.

Taking a few breaths during the short reprieve, “Then make love to me, Hiei.” He asked sincerely and his face softened.

The boy’s words caused him to pause then his entire face softened and he smiled at the former detective. Yusuke’s breath hitched when he saw the smile accompanied with a flutter of butterflies in his stomach. ‘Damn he’s sexy. Definitely needs to smile more.’

“As you wish.” He replied quietly. Spreading the oil over his cock, he lifted one leg and rested it on his shoulder while the other held him steady as he nudged the quivering entrance. “Try to relax. If it hurts let me know. There will be some discomfort and if you tense up it will hurt.”

“Do it, Hiei, please.” He begged and took a few breaths to relax his body. He now thanked Genkai for all the times he’d spent meditating to relax his body, though he could have done without the snakes.

Hiei slowly pushed forward and after the initial protest was allowed entry. He kept his eye on Yusuke’s face for any signs of pain but felt the body was relaxed even with the look of concentration on Yusuke’s face. Once fully sheathed, he paused to control his body and allow Yusuke time to adjust. It had been so long since he’d had sex and it took all his control to not cum. Yusuke’s passage caressed him so lovely and he could feel the inner walls rippling around his cock as he stretched uncharted territory.

Yusuke for his part felt the discomfort and was happy that it didn’t hurt like he’d heard it would. The feeling of being filled was really nice and it only got better the longer Hiei was inside. “I’m ready.” He whispered. Hiei slowly withdrew and plunged forth again, setting a rhythm fairly quickly. With one hand on his hip the other moved up and teased the hardened nipples of the youth’s chest and pulled a few more sounds from him as he increased the pace.

Yusuke shifted to thrust back and ended up screaming again as his prostate was hit with deadly accuracy. Yusuke never knew that lovemaking could be so intimate. In the back of his mind he wondered what it’d be like to do this with Kurama.

Leaning over Yusuke, Hiei proceeded to kiss the boy senseless, trapping his erection between their bodies adding to the sensory overload. Yusuke moved his hands down to Hiei’s ass and tried to get him to go deeper. In no time Hiei’s thrust became erratic as he felt the overwhelming urge for release. Moving his hand down between their bodies, he quickly made short work of the sexy Toushin and with two strokes of his hands and another strike to his prostate, he was finished.

Yusuke couldn’t think. There wasn’t anything in his small universe except the feel of Hiei kissing him, his hand on his cock and ecstasy radiating from every strike to his prostate. He was done and his small universe exploded. He was now a firm believer in the ‘Big Bang’ theory.

Hiei didn’t or couldn’t last as his cock was milked to give up the prize and so he surrendered with one final thrust and joined Yusuke in that new universe that they’d created together. Dropping the leg, he collapsed onto the body beneath him and enjoyed the last bits of his orgasm while also trying to take in much need oxygen for his starving body.

Yusuke instinctively raised him arms and held Hiei close to his body, enjoying the warmth from such an intimate act. As breathing patterns settled, Hiei removed his now flaccid penis and looked into Yusuke’s face when he heard the hiss of the boy beneath him.

“Are you alright?” There was genuine concern in his voice. The question and tone also suggested he was sorry without having to actually say it.

“I’ll let you know when I stop floating.” As long as he stayed put he wasn’t too aware of his body aside from Hiei’s warmth. The fire demon chuckled and closed his arms around his lover for a quick hug then slide off to the side. Yusuke, not wanting to lose that warm feeling, snuggled up against Hiei and sighed. “I’m a little sore but it’s a good kind of sore.”

“Good.” Hiei moved from the bed but was brought to a halt by an arm across his midsection. Looking into those questioning brown eyes, Hiei’s resolve melted somewhat and explained his plan of action. “Baka”, [5] he said affectionately, “I’m just going to get something to clean us up.”

Reluctantly, Yusuke relinquished his hold while Hiei went about the task. Once finished, he settled back on the bed and resumed his position as Yusuke’s personal pillow. Exhaustion was not foremost on their minds but the intimacy they’d just shared and how this will affect them was.

‘Is it always that good?’ Yusuke wondered. His thoughts so easy to pick up that Hiei responded.

/I don’t know. I’ve told you about my prior experience and I’ll admit I enjoyed it a lot./

/Who said you could read my mind?/ Yusuke responded, a bit miffed.

/Your mind is so clear right now, I could pick up anything from you. Besides, I like talking like this./

/You mean I can get more info out of you this way?/ Yusuke grinned maliciously.

/That’s not what I said./

/Don’t worry, I wouldn’t think about it…much./

“Hn.”

/…Hiei?/

/Yes?/

/Have you ever been bottom?/

/No./ No thought went into that answer. /Are you asking permission to top me?/

/No…Yes…Maybe./

/…/

/It feels really good and I wanted to return the favor./

/Do you think you could prepare me like I did you?/

/You can walk me through it so I can do it right./

/I’ll think about it./

/Well, if you don’t want to I have no problem doing it again. It was mind-blowing./ That said…or thought in this case, Yusuke made himself comfortable and went into a sated sleep.

Hiei thought about what Yusuke said and given the fact that his chosen was female he wouldn’t have the chance to experience the other side once he claimed her. Maybe he should try, Yusuke enjoyed it. He sighed, deciding to let Yusuke know his decision tomorrow and went to sleep.

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Hiei informed Yusuke about his willingness to be *topped* next time they became intimate. Yusuke was both happy and nervous. He didn’t want to do anything wrong. Hiei also went over the basics on how to prepare him for anal sex, causing Yusuke to blush at the blunt explanation. Yusuke’s nerves settled somewhat having a better idea of what to do and wouldn’t ruin the mood during the act. Hopefully! They waited a few days since they had actually become busy with the locating of humans and Mukuro had sent Hiei on an assignment that took a lot of his time. When he came back he had been exhausted. Yusuke didn’t go with Hiei on his assignment for obvious reasons.

Even though Hiei had rested, he had been very tense and so Yusuke decided that he’d try giving Hiei a massage. He felt it would not only relax Hiei, but it would also relax him, as well as set the mood. Hiei lay on his stomach in the nude and allowed the former detective to have his way. He wasn’t going to turn down a massage. He’d gotten one from Kurama and opened up to the idea. He was still weary about who touched him though, for it required that he let his guard down some for the massage to have any affect.

Yusuke knead the shoulders that felt like harden clay. As far as Yusuke was concern, Hiei carried enough tension to choke a horse. He took his time, working the hard muscles of his shoulders before finally moving to the middle of his back. Hiei was quite content with the attention he was being given. Yusuke moved to his lower back and stayed there for awhile until he built the courage to go lower. Thinking it over a bit, he decided to move to Hiei’s thighs and felt the strong muscles that worked so hard as he ran from one place to another. It was expected of Hiei being one of the fastest demons in Makai. Changing his firm strokes to lighter sensual touches, he moved up Hiei’s legs to cup his buttock. He began a gently massage, spreading the cheeks apart at each turn and carefully exposing the entrance to Hiei’s body.

He knew he couldn’t avoid going back to the human world but he wanted to learn and experience this side of life. It’s a pity that Hiei had someone in mind; he wouldn’t have been against having a threesome with him and Kurama. The mental image of Kurama sucking him off while getting fucked by Hiei was enough to give him a raging hard-on in no time.

Yusuke leaned forward and spread light kisses at the top of his cleft and moved up Hiei’s back, slowly. His hands moved to caress the demon’s hips and moved up his sides to discover the secrets of the one below him. Yusuke shifted his weight as he tasted the skin before him, licking the skin of Hiei’s back and passing his tongue over the bumps of his vertebrae.

Hiei couldn’t help the shivers that passed through his body. He suppressed as many moans as he could but then Yusuke’s started scraping his teeth against his skin and the moans made themselves known. He arched his back and Yusuke took the opportunity to slide a hand under him to caress his chest and abs.

The Toushin supported his body with one arm so as not to put the full weight of his body over Hiei as he kissed up his back and nibbled at the shoulder. He moaned against the apparitions skin as his chest met the other’s back. His hand found a lonely nipple and proceeded to torment it by pinching and pulling lightly. Yusuke grinded his hips against Hiei’s cheeks and reviled in the delicious friction it gave him.

Hiei once again pushed that little feeling he got when someone was close to his neck and relaxed as Yusuke worshipped his body with his hands and mouth. Feeling the proud erection rubbing against his ass, he pushed back to get closer to the heat. Yusuke released his shoulder and threw his head back to groan as the attention to his groin grew firmer.

The apparition halted his teasing and turned around to capture Yusuke’s lips in hungry kiss that was soon broken. Yusuke returned the kiss with equal fervor and it felt as if the air in his lungs were being sucked out. His partner attacked his chest like a starved man and latched on to a harden nipple, suckling greedily. Hiei’s hand held him there, not like Yusuke was going away any time soon. The other hand caressed his back, raking his nails lightly caused a moan to vibrate against his chest, heightening his own pleasure.

Yusuke made a wet trail across his partner’s chest and gave some attention to a neglected nipple. His hand raked down Hiei’s side to hear music spill from Hiei’s lips. His lips then trailed down tasting the lightly tanned skin of his abs and dipped his tongue in Hiei’s navel. The result was a contraction of the abdominal muscles and the upward thrust of the apparitions hips. He continued feasting on Hiei’s flesh, bypassing his erection and nuzzling his hip. To his surprise it appeared he found a weak spot and decided to tongue it mercilessly.

Hiei gasped and panted louder as the area above his thigh was lick, nipped and sucked to the point where his grabbed Yusuke’s head and removed him in order to catch his breath. Yusuke took the hint and reached for the oil beside the pillow. Hiei calmed down from the assault to his hip and bent his knees to give Yusuke room to prepare him. His hand moved down to his cock and stroked it a few times to give him the desired friction. He closed his eyes and bit his lip as he fisted his cock.

Yusuke watched for a moment at the vision of Hiei pleasuring himself. He never, in his wildest dreams, and he’s had a few, thought that he would ever see Hiei so open to him. It brought a smile to his face but only for a moment. This was his show and he wanted to be the one to make Hiei lose himself. He stopped Hiei’s hand much to the demon’s dismay and shook his head.

“Did you forget about me already?” Yusuke teased.

Hiei glared at him but it only made him look sexier since his eyes were clouded in lust, his face flushed and his breathing erratic. “You’re taking too long.”

“Well excuse me for wanting to watch you jerk yourself off, but that doesn’t mean I want you to cum without me.”

Hiei didn’t say a word and watched as Yusuke covered his fingers in the oil and kneel between his legs. Hiei occupied himself by touching Yusuke’s arms, chest and shoulders; anything he could reach to distract himself. He felt Yusuke’s finger stroke and tease his anus into relaxing and slowly push the finger in. Moving it in and out in a circular pattern allowed the finger to go all the way to the second knuckle easily. He still felt the slight discomfort and the stretching to accommodate the invader. The feeling was pleasant after a while and he moaned as Yusuke’s thumb decided that it wanted in on the action and caressed the skin behind the scrotum.

Yusuke watched Hiei’s face for any signs of discomfort or pain as he had been instructed and was happy to see that everything was going well so far. He slowly pulled out his finger and slid in two. Hiei’s breath hitched and his stopped. When a nod came his way to continue, he moved them around and did scissor motions to stretch him further. A third finger was later added. Even knowing what this part of his anatomy was used for, it did not deter him from wanting to pleasure Hiei as he’d been pleasured. It was a beautiful sight to behold. Hiei spread out on the bed, eyes shut tightly, mouth gasping for air, legs opened wide in invitation as he pushed back on Yusuke’s fingers. His cock stood proudly waiting for some attention and Yusuke licked his lips before running his tongue from base to tip of Hiei’s shaft. Truly beautiful and tasty. The combined pleasure of fingers and tongue drew a long moan from Hiei’s throat and Yusuke felt even hornier then before.

Yusuke took the time to search for the elusive bundle of nerves that would send him to the moon. Successful contact was made and Yusuke heard Hiei cry out and arch his back.

“That’s enough.” Hiei panted. “I want you inside me, now.” Yusuke smirked and removed his fingers from Hiei’s back passage and covered his cock with oil. Once satisfied with his work, he positioned himself between Hiei’s legs. In a sudden move by Hiei, Yusuke found himself flat on his back. “I may want you inside me, but that doesn’t mean I won’t be on top.”

‘Controlling bastard.’ Yusuke wasn’t going to complain much, Hiei was still on the receiving end.

Yusuke held his penis in place as Hiei slowly impaled himself. The burning sensation brought on by the added stretching was interesting but not painful. It was actually kind of nice. He took Yusuke about halfway when he inwardly cursed at himself. He didn't realize the position allowed for deeper penetration. He’d have to give himself more time to adjust so as not to do any damage. He rose slowly to then descend lower until Yusuke was completely inside him.

Yusuke was at a loss for words at the sensation that started at his cock and spread throughout his body. It felt so good, so hot and so tight, almost in a vice like grip. He had really doubted that he would fit inside Hiei at all given how small the hole was. There wasn’t that much of a difference in Hiei’s situation when Hiei took him. They were relatively the same size; Hiei was just a bit thicker. It was hard to be on top or in this case the one giving. He was already on the verge of cumming and it didn’t help when Hiei started to move again.

“Don’t move.” Yusuke sounded desperate.

“Why not?” Hiei’d already adjusted quickly since he was the one in control.

“Because I’ll cum if you do. Just give me a minute. I didn’t know you’d be so tight.”

Hiei raised his hand to Yusuke’s face, stroking it lightly. In a soft whisper, “You gave me your virginity and now I’m giving you mine.”

Yusuke momentarily forgot his dilemma and smiled up at Hiei. “Kiss me.” Hiei leaned down and kissed Yusuke passionately. He laid himself on top of his lover and was surrounded by the others arms. There was a moment where their connection to each other became stronger and they both felt it. Yusuke shifted his hips, experimenting. Hiei broke the kiss and placed his hands on the other’s chest for leverage.

The movements were slow, the mild discomfort quickly disappearing and replaced with the feeling of being filled. Yusuke’s hips pushed upward to meet Hiei’s decent. Knowing he wasn’t going to last too long in his first round, Yusuke went about shifting angles in the attempt to find Hiei’s prostate. After four tries he found it and went at it without mercy. Hiei started grunting louder, and then moaning. Yusuke grabbed Hiei’s penis and moved it in time with his thrusts as best he could. Hiei wanted nothing more then to cum and rode Yusuke harder. Unfortunately, Yusuke came first, so he covered Yusuke’s hand with his own and helped him to continue the pace. Yusuke stayed hard long enough to strike Hiei’s prostate again to bring the apparition of completion.

Hiei came harder then he ever thought he could. After a moment, he collapsed on Yusuke’s chest, no longer having the strength to hold himself upright. He felt the boy’s flaccid member slip out of him. Yusuke moved them to their sides and held Hiei close to him. Once the after glow settled down, Yusuke got up and grabbed the cloth from the bowl on the night dresser. They were prepared this time. Hiei felt the trickling of semen from his anus and a warm feeling passed through him. He was experiencing the closeness that came from being intimate with someone you cared about, but it wasn’t the wholeness feeling he had gotten from his tenshi [4]; the one that he felt in his chest when he thought of her.

Once they were both clean, Hiei cuddled into Yusuke’s side and used him as his pillow. The scent of sweat, sex and musk was comforting and relaxing to one’s sated mind. He had no regrets of giving himself to Yusuke. It was a worth while experience and he’d like to do it again at least once more before they went back to a platonic relationship. They would have to talk in the morning to see where things went from here but pushed it from his mind until then.

Yusuke stroked his hair, enjoying the intimacy that came after lovemaking. He truly enjoyed the sex with Hiei but he loved Kurama. Having never been with another he was curious as to what he’d feel with him. He felt that moment of closeness but it was fleeting. He didn’t feel like he was ‘home’. It sounded weird to him but that’s what he wanted. With Hiei it was good and it didn’t feel wrong but neither was it right. He sighed. He was thinking too much. He looked down at Hiei and knew he was asleep. He smiled and then pressed a light kiss on the top of his head before joining him in sleep.

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Now that their business in Makai was done, for now, they made the necessary arrangements to return to the human world some four days later. Slipping throw the portal back to the human world, they landed in Genkai’s backyard.

“It’s about time you came back, Slacker.” came a raspy voice from the temple.

“Missed you too, Grandma.” Yusuke returned with mirth. “So where is everyone?” Yusuke asked as he made his way to the temple.

“They went to take a walk by the beach. I’ve given all of you this land to watch over and take care of when I die.”

“Don’t talk like that. You still got plenty of life in you.” Yusuke said thoughtfully. Behind Genkai, Puu made his presence known with a ‘swack’ and walked towards him.

“Hey big fella.” Yusuke wrapped an arm around his neck for a light hug. Puu’s wings encircled his counterpart to show his affection.

“You know…I don’t mind his company, but you’re going to have to find a way to either shrink him down or find a secluded area where he can fly freely.” Genkai said.

“You mean this mountain isn’t secluded enough for him?” Yusuke let go of Puu and looked at his surroundings.

“It is, but I also tend to have visitors. How do I explain that I have an overgrown pet phoenix in my backyard?” Genkai asked sarcastically.

“You’ve got a point.” Yusuke mumbled.

“Why not just send him to Koenma and see if they can figure out how to get him to change back into his smaller form?” Hiei suggested.

“That’s a good idea.” Looking at Puu, “What do you think? You’ll be able to move around and hide better!” Puu just gave him soulful eye at having to be separated again but nodded his head.

“You know, I am still here.” came a voice from behind Genkai. Koenma had been listening to the interaction and had been waiting for them to leave, but it seemed unavoidable. “I’ll see what the ogres can find out about getting him to change at will, but I’ll only keep him for six months tops, change or not.”

“So it’s settled. I’m going to go to the beach and say hi to everyone. Keiko probably wants to skin me alive for taking so long.” Genkai chuckled and turned to go back into the temple followed by Koenma. They missed the defeated look he had at the thought of Keiko and his promise. With his back to Hiei, the apparition also missed the look but he knew how Yusuke really felt. Turning to said apparition, Yusuke asked, “You coming?”

“No…I’m not ready to see Yukina just yet.” With that he disappeared.

“Thanks a lot Hiei for throwing me to the wolves.” Yusuke mumbled as he made his way to the beach to be reunited with his friends.

~Owari~

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Insert the last 10 minutes of the last episode #120 then the Poltergeist Movie and disregard any appearance of Puu, if any. (Makes mental note to re-watch movie) I know, I know it took place during the Dark Tournament and the Black Saga (Sensui Saga). But work with me here. It gives me a good excuse to reinstate Yusuke.

Author’s Note: Can you believe this? I think I take after George Lucas or something. I actually finished the second sequel before the first one. It must come from working as a programmer. Whenever I’m trying to solve a problem I work backwards to find the source. *sigh* Well I hope you enjoyed this. I wasn’t sure whether to make this a one-shot or a many chapter thing. Let me know what you think. Please T_T

[1] Ne = right
[2] hanyou = half demon
[3] hiyoukai = fire apparition
[4] Tenshi = angel
[5] Baka = fool, idiot, stupid

Posted 12/08/06
Edited 12/13/07 (Finally got to edit this thing properly.)

Oh and BTW, I’ve been working on ‘Love Lessons’. I’ll probably post the first chapter at the same time as this one.