Sensual Sadism

~*~ Hello everyone! I know I know I have disappeared from writing for a long time. I have a good excuse I promise. College got to be hectic ::Laughs:: Regardless I have returned and with a new story! Saikai No Chi To Bara is being put on hold, the story apparently is not ready to be written, but I will go back to it eventually, sorry for those of you who were looking forward to it, but I promise this one will be just as interesting though less paranormal. This particular story will multi-chaptered and could have a sequel and side stories as well… all focusing on Hiei and Kurama. I am not sure how many stories for this I will write… there is a chance to write many as I have so many ideas running for this, but it will all depend on the reviews I get. I’m going to explain something real quick as well… this story is an Alternate Universe story… one where every member of Yu Yu Hakusho is ::Gasp:: Human. This is also a band story. While listening to Dir en Grey I realized how much Kyo (The lead singer) and Hiei were alike, and then for some reason my muse has been haunting me with a story about Hiei and Kurama and a band. So I’ve decided to write it. Please do not flame me for this, as they will be ignored, constructive criticism is as always welcomed. Feed the author as well, I do love hearing what others think of my stories.~*~

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho, the characters, or anything else having to do with the Anime. I also do not own the songs sung in this story as they are completely owned by Dir en Grey. The story, it’s idea, and how it is written however is owned by me and I ask that it is not put on any other site without my permission.

Additional Notes: I felt the need to add this so people know what they are getting into, and since the actual listing was cut off. This story will contain the following: Anal sex,Angst,BDSM,Body Modifications,Blood Play (non-vamp),Dominance/Submission, Fetish (There will be a cutting fetish in here people,as well as an obsession with hurting oneselve), Hurt/Comfort, HARDCORE LEMONS, Male Domination over another male, Plenty of Hand Jobs and Fingering, An orgy or two, Rimming, Solo Male Masturbations, Toys, Cross-dressing, there will be violent stories, some serious Voyeurism, serious wet dreams, and Yaoi relationships which will eventually be HieiXKurama but there will also be some KuronuexKarasu action. Yusuke will probably be ignored due to the fact that I hate writing Het sex and he's with Keiko.

Sensual Sadism

“Thank you we’ll let you know…”

Kuronue sighed watching the final guitarist pack his guitar up and leave while running a frustrated hand through his long black locks. Once the room was empty again except for himself and the other three members of Sensual Sadism he allowed his eyes to glance about the room. Yusuke shook his head once his gaze settled on him and Kuronue frowned at the bassist, before allowing his gaze to move on to Karasu who also shook his head, long bluish black locks dancing about the drummer’s beautiful face. Damn it. His gaze then settled on Hiei who was dead asleep… no surprise there. Kuronue rubbed his temples feeling a headache coming on.

He knew how they felt, all the guitarists they had seen thus far sucked, and he was the one who had to judge it really being a guitarist as well. None of them had any fire whatsoever, no passion for the music and for someone to become a Lead guitarist they needed that fire, that passion, not just being able to play better than he does. “You guys… this isn’t working. We can’t keep turning down every single guitarist that comes in…”

Yusuke looked over to his friend and crossed his arms shaking his head, “Half of them couldn’t play better than you Kuronue, and the other half were not good looking, and none of them held any passion for the music. We need someone to feel the music, not just create a new riff for the songs.”

“He’s right Kuronue; we’re not just going to let anyone into the band. Why don’t you take the Lead Guitarist spot and we’ll look for someone to support you?”

Kuronue shook his head at Karasu immediately knowing what he was trying to do, as well as what the others were trying to do. They wanted him to take the Lead position, but he didn’t want it. He was good at guitar yes, but he was not for Lead guitar… he enjoyed playing acoustic in their songs, and though he was just as good at electric and loved it just as much he didn’t see himself having the skills for a lead guitarist.

“No… I don’t want it I already told you guys that. Hiei… did you like any of them at all?”

“Hn.”

“Hiei be serious!” Kuronue frowned at the answer their leader gave and shook his head irritably.

“Hiei did you even listen to any of them?” Karasu asked while leaning back in his chair his violet eyes landing on the vocalist of the band. Hiei was known for his foul moods as well as his sleeping habits. The boy could sleep through a tsunami if they let him.

“Hn.” Hiei didn’t even bother opening his eyes as he answered. How could he not help but to hear them play? Hell he could sleep through most things, but those guitar players had been horrid and even broke his sleep. Shaking his head he sighed and stood up slipping his hands into his pockets he allowed his eyes to rake everyone there, the red contacts making him appear all the more dangerous despite his short height.

“None of them are worth our time, I don’t know why you all are harping on this anyway there is nothing to discuss… they all sucked.” Hiei smirked before turning to walk out of the door.

“I’m going home.”

“Wait…” Kuronue called out and thanked his lucky stars that Hiei paused when he did. Looking at their leader he then allowed his gaze to travel over the other members before he spoke again.

“I have a friend who plays with a house band…. maybe we should go and hear them play over at Decadence tonight and you guys can decide if it’s worth the time...”

“Is your friend any good?” Yusuke asked while standing to stretch out his back. Damn he hated sitting that long in any spot, and having to deal with such horrible players didn’t help any.

“The best I’ve ever heard and the one who taught me to play…”

“Why didn’t you mention your friend before?” Hiei narrowed his eyes slightly on Kuronue moving to lean in the doorway of the studio they had held auditions in.

“Well… I really wanted to use my friend as a last hope… I’m sure they’ll say no, but it can’t hurt to ask, that and well my friend is a little… different.”

“Different? How so?” Karasu raised a brow looking at Kuronue with interest. Anyone labeled different would be perfect for this band in his opinion.

“Eh… why don’t you guys wait and see? The band usually performs in Decadence every Friday night for Karaoke at 7.”

“It’s five now… how about we all go home and change and meet in front of the club at seven?” Yusuke offered figuring that this was something he definitely wanted to see; now it all depended on their Leader whether or not they went… because if he said no everyone was sure to follow.

Hiei watched Kuronue in silence a moment as Yusuke spoke not really caring either way, but they needed a Lead Guitarist and until they got one the band wasn’t going to go anywhere. Sure they had a small following, but they were still missing something in their music. Shrugging his shoulders he turned and headed out of the door his words spilling out as he went.

“I’ll see you guys there.”

The door closed behind him finalizing the entire meeting and everyone stood and made their way out of the studio each member heading home to change with hope in his heart that the guitarist they were going to see would be the one to join their band.

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Hiei leaned against a wall outside of the club Decadence with his eyes closed and smoking a cigarette. Taking a drag of the smoke he inhaled allowing the various chemicals dance through his system before he exhaled, tossing his red and black hair out of his face. Frowning a bit he opens his eyes looking for his friends, checking his watch again he noticed he still had about five minutes before they were due in. Shaking his head he shifted his small frame against the wall, his low riding black leather pants held up by a black studded belt, a zip up top with short sleeves and a black leather jacket that matched his pants, his hands gloved completed his outfit.

“Hiei!”

Hiei blinked and looked over to his right seeing Kuronue and Karasu headed his way and nodded his head a smirk playing on his reddish-black painted lips. Black lined eyes landed on the two who made quite a sight, Karasu in a long black leather skirt, with a matching top, overthrown over it though was a dark purple sheer shirt that fell more like a coat around his frame. His hair fell loose in that midnight blue color. Whereas Karasu was feminine complete with makeup, Kuronue was the complete opposite dressed in a black leather suit decorated in various metal buttons and zippers with his black hair now dyed bright red and framing his face. They made quite the couple, and since they were exactly that it seemed to fit… but Hiei knew that despite the one wearing the pants neither man was really the one in control… it was more of a shared power.

“Hey didn’t think you’d be here first. You wait long?” Kuronue asked his indigo eyes soft as he looked over to Hiei apologetically.

“Hn.” Hiei rolled his eyes knowing how annoying Kuronue could get when it came to him waiting. Granted it didn’t help that his own temper tended to explode if he was left waiting too long, but hey… this wasn’t about him.

“Where’s Yusuke?”

“Ano… sorry I’m late.” Yusuke came jogging up and immediately bent over breathing heavily his black hair obscuring his view of the others for a moment. Shaking his head he stood and brushed off his outfit, a pair of black leather pants and a tight red shirt with a black leather jacket.

“Hn. No different from High School, we’ve learned to expect it.” Hiei smirked laughter in his eyes at Yusuke’s immediate angry reaction. Rolling his eyes he pushed off the wall and turned to follow Kuronue and Karasu into the building, figuring he better get in before he’d have to lay out the baka… again.

The crowd was not that large, though the number of females to males was shocking! Hiei paused a moment and raised a brow as Kuronue went to get them a table his eyes traveling over the room. What in the hell was so many females doing in a bar and alone for that matter? Shaking his head he pushed the thoughts aside for now and made for a chair at the table immediately ordering a beer from the waitress who came over. For a moment he was disgusted by how she immediately began to flirt openly, making sure her obviously fake breasts could be seen.

“Relax Hiei she’s not going to attack you.” Yusuke laughed, once the waitress had gotten their orders, clasping his friend on the back which made everyone else laugh, but Hiei who glared daggers.

“She better not if she values those fake ass breasts… so Kuronue… which one is your friend?” Hiei asked as his eyes flicked over to the playing band. His eyes were immediately drawn to the two guitarists. One was not that good looking, he was about average, but the other he could barely see since the guitarist had his head turned away from the crowd. The band sucked, none of the players had any passion it seemed, except when the one whose face he could not see started a solo.

“Ano… the one in the skirt…”

Just as the words fell out of Kuronue’s mouth the other guitarist’s head turned to face the crowd and tossed a sea of red hair in the movement which immediately sent every girl screaming, and some guys that were in the club tonight as well. Hiei froze as that guitar solo pierced him, and he would have closed his eyes if not for the visage that assaulted him as well. Kuronue’s friend was gorgeous… long lashes rested upon pale cheeks as the guitarist played, and when his gaze rose slowly and sensually Hiei held his breath waiting to catch a sight of his eyes.

Emerald green orbs locked on Hiei’s black ones and Hiei gasped. Damn. He was beautiful… and the way he played. Hiei was able to move his face into a steel mask without emotion not wanting to give anything away, but he was swept away by the way this guitarist played, by his beauty.

“What? I don’t want no woman in the band Kuronue!” Yusuke complained immediately not being one to want a girl in the band.

“Yusuke you idiot… he’s a boy.” Hiei rolled his eyes as he spoke, though never really took his gaze off the guitarist even once the solo was over. They had to have him… he needed to play for the band… he needed to play for him.

“Hm… he’s beautiful I will admit, and the passion in that solo. He’s the best player the band has.”

Hiei nodded agreeing with Karasu as they all drew silent to listen to the entire set. By the time it finished Hiei had gone through three beers and still couldn’t shake the feelings that guitarist had woken in him. He made him want to sing… made him want to know what he could do with his songs.

“So what did you guys think?” Kuronue finally turned around once the band went offstage and allowed his gaze to land on each of the members.

“He’s great… there is no denying that, even if he looks more like a girl than Karasu. OW!” Yusuke rubbed his shin where he had been kicked and looked up to see Karasu glaring at him. Raising his hands in defeat he cursed Karasu for being able to wear heels.

“I think he’s great, and he’s beautiful enough to be in the band as well. His playing is amazing.” Karasu nodded as he took a sip of his sake his beautiful violet gaze landed on their leader.

“Hiei?” Kuronue asked unable to read Hiei’s expression, but was silently hoping for the best. There was no one better than his friend.

“I say you stop asking dumb ass questions, get off your ass, and take us to meet him so we can see if he wishes to join.”

Kuronue laughed at Hiei’s words and nodded his head and stood motioning for all of them to follow him. Making his way through the crowd of women he led his friends to a back door and looked up at the security head.

“Kuronue… haven’t seen you around here lately.” The big sumo looking guy clasped Kuronue on the back his big powerful voice making even the others cringe.

“Hey Kiro, yeah I know I got into a band, and haven’t had time to come by. Can I take some friends to see Kurama?”

“Yeah go on don’t know why you even asking.” Kiro stepped to the side to let them all through before moving back in place to block out the girls dying to get to the back to see Kurama.

“You used to come here a lot Kuronue?” Yusuke asked as his gaze wandered the back stage area his dark eyes flittering over the various stage hands.

“Yeah… I used to hang out with Kurama a lot before I got into the band with you guys.” Kuronue paused at a door and knocked on it waiting to hear if there would be a reply.

“Come in.”

Hiei kept himself from shivering at the silky smooth voice that answered. Watching Kuronue head in and the others follow he eventually brought up the end and shut the door behind him.

“Oh well if it isn’t Kuronue, what a pleasant surprise.”

“Kurama…” Kuronue smiled and leaned down and pressed a kiss against his cheek his blue gaze sparkling softly. “Forgive me for not coming sooner.”

“Oh please, I’m used to your disappearing. Please everyone sit where you please.”

Hiei was glad when the others finally sat down and he simply stood against a wall, his gaze on the redhead while Kuronue introduced them. K’so… he was even more beautiful in person. Kurama was sitting in a chair with his legs crossed, a cigarette in his hand. His beautiful red hair fell over his eye on the right side, while the other was left visible. He was still dressed in a beautiful black skirt with red roses decorating it, and a corset top with the same design trimmed in leather. Hiei shifted his gaze when the redhead looked his way and pretended indifference when in truth his heart was pounding in his chest.

Kurama’s gaze studied each of the band members in silence, Karasu he knew as Kuronue’s boyfriend, the other Yusuke seemed nice enough, if somewhat of a bully with the way he attempted to pick on Karasu, and then there was the vocalist as Kuronue was finally telling him. He was quite a hottie, in a short “I’m a sadist and will fuck you up” sort of way.

“A pleasure to meet all of you really,” Kurama smiled softly his emerald green eyes sparkling toward the others before he ran his hand through his hair and allowed his gaze to settle back on Kuronue. “Now… what brings you here to see me, and with all of your band mates?”

“Ano… I brought them here to see you play. We’re in the process of looking for a Lead Guitarist and I was wondering if you’d be interested.”

Kurama raised a brow before taking a drag of the cigarette in his hand his dark eyes flittering over the band. All of them looked hopeful, well except one… Hiei just stared at him and nothing more, such an unemotional being. Leaning back in his chair he looked back to Kuronue and shook his head parting twin red painted tiers to utter a single word.

“No.”

Hiei “hn’ed” he hadn’t been surprised at all to hear Kurama’s answer. Once Kuronue had told them that his friend would probably say no, he had held no hopes on getting him to say yes. Part of him was hurt behind it simply because he wanted the redhead to play for him… and him alone.

“Come on Kurama you’re the best guitarist there is… there is no one else to take the Lead Guitar position.” Kuronue pleaded his blue eyes locking on his friend’s emerald green orbs. There just had to be a way to convince him.

“Why don’t you take it?”

“I don’t want it Kurama… I’m not Lead Guitarist material and you know it, won’t you at least consider it?”

“No.” Kurama didn’t crack a smile as he said the words before tossing his hair out of his face again and over his shoulder. Crushing his cigarette in his ashtray he looked to his long time friend with sympathy. “I understand your plight… really I do, but I don’t want to be in a band that plans to go main stream, and you know this.”

“Why not? With your talent I would think you would want to share such a gift.” Karasu spoke up then allowing his violet gaze to lock on and hold the guitarist’s.

“I don’t want the publicity, and I don’t want the fame. I don’t want to be forced to play night after night; I play for me… no one else.”

“Kurama… please reconsider…” Kuronue started his hand moving to touch his friend’s.

“Don’t beg him Kuronue… there are plenty of guitarists in this city, he can’t be the only great one.” Yusuke shrugged before standing and slipping his hands into his pockets. “It was nice meeting you.”

Hiei allowed a smirk to grace his face watching Yusuke walk out and shook his head. The boy could be such a damn drama queen, and so hotheaded. There was something about this redhead that held him, he wouldn’t be satisfied until he played for him, and that was all there was to it. Sure the city was full of guitarists, but no one had touched him, had made him want to sing like the one sitting in front of them like a queen on a throne. No… they had to have Kurama… and that was that.

“I really am sorry Kuronue.”

“I know… thanks for seeing us Kurama and for listening.” Kuronue stood and kissed his cheek before turning and headed out of the door with Karasu following.

Hiei didn’t move.

Kurama raised a brow and tilted his head allowing one side of his red hair to drape over his shoulder. Well this was certainly interesting; he hadn’t expected the short one to stay.

“Can I help you with something else?”

Hiei smirked his dark eyes focused on Kurama enjoying the way the guitarist squirmed under his gaze. “Yeah… at least hear us play… then if you still say no then I’ll accept that.”

“There is no chance of me saying yes… why waste your time?” This didn’t make sense. The others had given up, and yet here was their leader still standing in his dressing room determined to have him hear them play.

“I think there is a chance of you saying yes, you say you don’t want the fame or the money… that you only play for yourself. I want a chance to change that.”

“There is nothing in this world that would make me want fame and fortune there is more to life than that.” Kurama narrowed his eyes on the short vocalist not understanding his determination.

“I wasn’t talking about the fame and fortune.”

“I don’t understand…”

“You say you only play for yourself… I want to change that…” Hiei pushed off the wall then and placed a simple card in the guitarist’s lap. Slipping his hands into his pockets he headed for the door as if there was nothing more to say. Opening it he paused and turned his head to let his eyes meet that of the redhead’s who had been about to ask for an explanation and merely smirked. “I want you to play for me.”

With those words Hiei walked out the door and shut it behind him with an affirmative click successfully ending the conversation. Slipping his hands into his pockets he headed for the exit and smirked seeing his friends waiting for him.

“Where the hell did you go Hiei?” Yusuke asked his dark gaze focusing on their vocalist.

“I didn’t go anywhere, when all of you stormed out so dramatically I stayed to talk to him.”

“What did you say?” Kuronue asked as Karasu called for a taxi, he had figured Hiei had never left Kurama’s dressing room when he had finally noticed that Hiei hadn’t followed them out.

“It doesn’t matter… we’re playing at Noir tomorrow night.” Hiei said nothing more merely started to walk down the street toward his appato. It actually wasn’t far from the club at all, one of the reasons he had beaten everyone else there.

“Wait a minute Hiei! We’re not scheduled!” Yusuke called out toward their leader surprised that he suddenly just ups and gives them an appearance.

Hiei paused and looked over his shoulder shaking his head at his friends. They really had no clue about anything, but then again this was why Yukina was publicist, and for that he could never thank his Sister enough.

“We are now… besides tomorrow is open mic at Noir… anyone can show up and perform. I’ll see you guys for band practice tomorrow… 12 sharp don’t be late.” With that he turned the corner leaving his friends to find their way home. He wanted to get to his own apatto and sleep… he had much to plan tomorrow, and he had to make sure he would not fail in getting what he wanted… and that was Kurama in his band.

~*~There you have it first chapter. Wow this turned out much longer than I thought it would… 9 pages. Not bad for a first chapter, but I have a feeling the next one will be much longer, and you guys will get to hear a song by the band who inspired this next chapter to. I’ll include a link to a video you might want to watch or just listen to so you’ll know the song. Please let me know what you all think. Will Hiei’s plan fail? Will Kurama join the band? (He better or I have no story LOL). And if he does… why does he change his mind? Stay tuned for the next chapter in Sensual Sadism!~*~