First Impressions

By Sir PsychoSexy

DISCLAIMER: I don't own YYH. No sue, no touchie.

A/N: It’s about DAMN TIME I wrote
Itsuki/Shinobu fic. From Itsuki’s POV. WARNINGS: stalking,
lime, m/m, weird-ass BDSM type stuff. (Just read it.)

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I have heard many things about you,
Sensui Shinobu.

I have heard that you have not let
one demon escape your bloody hands; that you are ruthless and quick, and your
efficiency comes from the fact you believe in what you are doing.

mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt;line-height:200%'>However, I have never expected to
see you in person, but my curiosities got the better of me; plus I had spent
quite a bit of time in Makai, and in my own realm as well.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I began to become restless…and what finally
agitated me enough to come to Ningenkai for a while was the feel of your reiki,
strong and brilliant.

I was…no, I am…awed by such power.
And I am a Guardian of a Realm. Simultaneously amazed and frightened, for you
are sure to kill me…if you see me.p>

I have been following you, admiring
you from a distance. I did not expect you to be as handsome a youth as you
are…but there is something about you I cannot place.

I have seen you kill yôkai; it is
as if you rip into them, severing them in the most painful places first, and
then killing them, scarlet dripping down your hands, onto your nice, crisp
school uniform; blood that most other humans cannot seep>

I have also seen the look in your
eyes as you kill; the way your innocent sky-blue eyes narrow, as if they became
daggers of ice, ping ing through your “enemy”; you love it so, and you do not
know you are predisposed to killing.

No, you deny such things. Humans
are good, according to you; we yôkai are evil. Pure evil,
trash. Have you ever sat down thouthought about that? Or are you just
going to trust whatever it is you’re told? That we are just vehicles,
automatons with no feelings and a lust for feeding upon human flesh?

I think if you continue to hold
such irrational beliefs such as the ones you have routinely demonstrated all of
the days I have been watching you, you are bound to lose your mind.

I have seen you relate to the other
humans at your school; you do not talk to them much. You are all business, and
you have few companions. However, a few females turn in your direction as you
leave, screaming for “Shinobu-kun”. You do not give even one kind glance in
their direction; your gaze is full of ain.ain. I can tell you are not that type
of person, to get involved in such trivialities as female companionship.

So be it.

…However, I do hope you do not mind
the companionship of a male, as I am such.

I have seen you, after a long day at
school, remove your uniform and pull on a form-fitting pair of pants and a
T-shirt, marveling to myself how you got them on without pouring yourself into
them, marveling at all of the exposed tan skin you inadvertently show off while
getting dressed…

I pictured it in my mind, how I
would just dive into your room and take you, hold you down and make you scream
sweetly under me, a little death accomplished by gentle, precise strokes of my
hands on your flesh before the final departure of my flesh at your hands…

That’s the only way I think I could
go, myself, by your hands…it would feel so sweet, but yet so miserable to die
by the hands of Sensui Shinobu.

And I will look up into your
innocent eyes as they form narrow blue slits, eyes of a satisfied human, eyes
of a child that has seen too much and a man that knows too little.

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I have a feeling that I will
continue to follow you, until one of us dies, because I think I love you.

-FIN