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Sex was Never this Good

By: kaururyu
folder Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 11
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Disclaimer: I do not own YuYu Hakusho, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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chapter 7

Chapter 7

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It is traumatic. He stood up, got out, slamming the door behind him. I could still hear his sobs, drifting like an endless rhythm in my ears, causing painful vibration upon my eardrums. I didn’t know what to say. He said it. But he can never do it. He can’t. He shouldn’t. And it was no story. It is real.

For the first time in my life I wished to cry. Instead I stood up and went outside. I saw him on the sofa. He stopped whimpering and he was limp. He was mumbling. I just looked at him with breaking indifference. Any more of this I might end up collapsing again. My knees are still weak. But nonetheless I went to him. With only his bed sheets for cover I dragged myself to the sofa. He was hugging his knees.

“Kurama…”

“Why? Hiei… why can’t you feel? Since I began this I already felt a twitch in my heart and you did nothing. You never said anything. And I become a medicine, a refuge. I gave everything… You? You-“

“You have no idea why I always come back don’t you?”

This caught his attention. Gold eyes flash towards me. I didn’t wish to look at him. I stared straight at the window. “I don’t know how you fell in love. I never expected it. I never wished it. I wanted to stop this affair but I can’t. Maybe because it felt good. I don’t know. But I don’t want to leave you. I still keep on coming back.”

“Hiei, can you love?”

Love is for losers and those who are willing to die.

His mane became red again and his eyes softened with its emerald hue. I was scared as hell about the questions he kept on asking. I never was asked these questions. I didn’t even know I’ll be having them. “I don’t know Kurama. I don’t know.”

Let it be and forget. It’s much better this way.

“Well, I love you. Would you love me back?”

“I…”

You wait for me, eyes desperate. Eyes that I keep on ignoring; those questioning eyes. I want you to stop. I am hurting all of a sudden. I need those pills. Make me calm for God’s sake!

“Hiei…”

“I can’t. I shouldn’t. I can never be with you.”

If a bird and a fish were to fall in love where would they live?

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A/N: Aww…. And the quote… I got it from another fic, which I think the person who wrote it got it from somewhere else. I forgot the person’s penname but heck… thanks anyway… and sorry for the short chapters… review….
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