Sex was Never this Good
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Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
11
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1,428
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chapter 6
Chapter 6
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It is just like the beginning. Refreshed after lying on the bed naked, sweat evaporating, the moon shines again upon our skin. We were entangled with the sheets, our scent clearly mixed with the strong musk of sex. It was often bittersweet whenever these things ended. We don’t know what to do with each other anymore. I can’t be with you; I am not to be loved. And you… you cannot love.
I keep in position while you play with your free hair. You curl them with your fingers while I am embracing you with your back to me. Our legs are grasping each other, and every movement we cause results in sticky friction. We don’t move.
“Hiei. Why did you leave?”
I frown at your question. For one thing it is absurd. Why did I leave? From Makai? From Ningenkai? Where?
“Hn? Leave?”
“Yes Hiei. Why did you leave?”
“What do you mean?”
“Why did you leave?” You turned to me now, stretching your precious satin sheets carelessly to look me in the eyes. I saw your eyes brimming now. I don’t know why you want to cry but for some reason I don’t know why I feel the same. I keep my tongue bitten so as not to say anything wrong. I don’t want to be the one to cause your tears to fall. So I kept quiet, looking at you, not looking at you. Then you do something you never did. You kiss me.
True love is not true. It is façade of perfection we do not wish to have – because it hurts.
I don’t know why but I let you kiss me without me responding. I look indifferent. I don’t know what to feel. You hug me and then you cry. I don’t know what caused this pain. I just sat there, your hair over my face as you cry onto my shoulder, your sobs escaping through my skin. I can feel the wetness. I do not wish to feel this.
“Why in the world are you crying and why are you asking why I left? I don’t even understand by what you mean!”
I let all those words out through gritted teeth. You halted your sobs and I hear the voice I never wished to hear again. Youko.
“Why did you leave? Why can’t you feel? I tried and you do not even step forward. You hide and you bury deep into your mind this feeling you shouldn’t feel all because of a damn story that was supposed to kill you..”
The last thing I knew is the silver-mane of the legendary Youko was on my face while I looked up dreading at the fact that I just roused Youko Kurama. I dreaded this even if I wished to die; I never wanted to see those golden eyes again. But instead of a shiver up my spine, I felt pity. Looking at me was the most beautiful creature, melancholic and tears falling like rain on my face. Blood was dripping from his mouth. He bit his tongue so as not to scream, to howl, from a pain I couldn’t understand.
Crying and whimpering like a newborn kit he said those words.
“I love you.”
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A/N: Wah! The three words of doom!!!! WAH!!! Romance and angst really sucks.
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It is just like the beginning. Refreshed after lying on the bed naked, sweat evaporating, the moon shines again upon our skin. We were entangled with the sheets, our scent clearly mixed with the strong musk of sex. It was often bittersweet whenever these things ended. We don’t know what to do with each other anymore. I can’t be with you; I am not to be loved. And you… you cannot love.
I keep in position while you play with your free hair. You curl them with your fingers while I am embracing you with your back to me. Our legs are grasping each other, and every movement we cause results in sticky friction. We don’t move.
“Hiei. Why did you leave?”
I frown at your question. For one thing it is absurd. Why did I leave? From Makai? From Ningenkai? Where?
“Hn? Leave?”
“Yes Hiei. Why did you leave?”
“What do you mean?”
“Why did you leave?” You turned to me now, stretching your precious satin sheets carelessly to look me in the eyes. I saw your eyes brimming now. I don’t know why you want to cry but for some reason I don’t know why I feel the same. I keep my tongue bitten so as not to say anything wrong. I don’t want to be the one to cause your tears to fall. So I kept quiet, looking at you, not looking at you. Then you do something you never did. You kiss me.
True love is not true. It is façade of perfection we do not wish to have – because it hurts.
I don’t know why but I let you kiss me without me responding. I look indifferent. I don’t know what to feel. You hug me and then you cry. I don’t know what caused this pain. I just sat there, your hair over my face as you cry onto my shoulder, your sobs escaping through my skin. I can feel the wetness. I do not wish to feel this.
“Why in the world are you crying and why are you asking why I left? I don’t even understand by what you mean!”
I let all those words out through gritted teeth. You halted your sobs and I hear the voice I never wished to hear again. Youko.
“Why did you leave? Why can’t you feel? I tried and you do not even step forward. You hide and you bury deep into your mind this feeling you shouldn’t feel all because of a damn story that was supposed to kill you..”
The last thing I knew is the silver-mane of the legendary Youko was on my face while I looked up dreading at the fact that I just roused Youko Kurama. I dreaded this even if I wished to die; I never wanted to see those golden eyes again. But instead of a shiver up my spine, I felt pity. Looking at me was the most beautiful creature, melancholic and tears falling like rain on my face. Blood was dripping from his mouth. He bit his tongue so as not to scream, to howl, from a pain I couldn’t understand.
Crying and whimpering like a newborn kit he said those words.
“I love you.”
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A/N: Wah! The three words of doom!!!! WAH!!! Romance and angst really sucks.