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Now Or Never


“Who were you with?” Yusuke asked quietly.

“Kurama.”

Yusuke went home in a trance. His mom was asleep. He went directly to his room and slumped on his bed, slightly annoyed. He wanted to sleep but he couldn’t. He looked up at the ceiling as if some hidden answers were there.

Why am I feeling this way? She can go out with whoever she wants… he thought. And Keiko… when had she slipped off his mind?

I wasn’t even aware that she broke up with that guy… And frankly I don’t know if I should care. She fell out of love with me. What do I feel for Keiko now?

He knew he still had feelings for Keiko. They were together for a long time and those kinds of feelings don’t fade out easily.

His head hurt, thinking about lots of things, asking questions which confused him even more. But as he pondered on with his feelings, only one thing became clear. He was jealous of that one afternoon in the park. He didn’t know what time he fell asleep.

The next day, Yusuke was wondering along the hallways at school. He decided to look for Botan that afternoon. They agreed to meet at the school’s roof top. Despite the fact that he was still unsure of it, he wanted to talk to her about how he felt. He already lost much sleep brooding over his new found feelings for his old friend…

He paused shortly and took a deep breath. It’s now or never, he thought. As he headed towards the roof top, he heard someone call him.

“Yusuke?” He turned around and was surprised to find Keiko behind him. She turned pink when he looked at her. He waited for her to say something while his mind raced. She appeared to be apprehensive. He was baffled.

“How… how are you?” she asked, and looked down at her feet. Yusuke didn’t know what to say to that. He just stared at her as she fumbled with her hair. He hesitated, then reached out to slip a loose strand behind her ears like he always did. She bit her lip and lifted her eyes at him.

It’s now or never, she told herself.

“I want to talk to you.” she said. Yusuke remained silent. “We could go somewhere if you want…” she urged. She paused and waited for his answer. Yusuke inhaled slowly. Finally, he spoke.

“Okay.”

Yusuke walked home with Keiko.

Her room always looked the same… He observed. He has been there a couple of times. He noticed a familiar picture on her dresser. It was of them both. He remembered it so well. It was the day she told him that she loved him. It seemed so long ago. He cleared his throat.

“What is it that you wanted to tell me?” he asked coolly. Inside he was a mix of frazzled nerves and curiosity.

Keiko took a deep breath and collected herself. She decided to get to the point. She was afraid that if she didn’t say it already, she might lose the guts to tell him what she’s been wanting to tell him for days. She turned to him.

“I… I made a mistake.” She blurted out then sighed. “I want you back, Yusuke…” she said, directly looking at him. “You’re in my mind, I see you everywhere I look… I…” Her gaze intensed.

“I want you.”

She reached out to him and kissed him fervently, her tongue seeking his.

Yusuke’s mind was reeling. He was caught up with his emotions.

Keiko wants me back? he thought. She is not one to change her mind over things like this. His feelings were so mixed up. When he took a breather, he was surprised to see Keiko removing her clothes.

“Keiko…” he started but she put a finger on his lips.

“Hush… I want you…” she whispered and pressed her naked body to his. She lifted his shirt over his head and quickly undid his pants. His heart raced, fully understanding what she intended to do right now. He still has feelings for her but…

“Make love to me, Yusuke…” she moaned into his ear. She pushed him to the bed and kissed him, while her hands traveled freely over his body. She kissed his neck, her tongue playing with his sun-warmed skin. She went lower, her tongue swirled over his nipples. Yusuke’s hand went to her waist. Lower and lower she went, teasing, tasting… and finally, she reached his cock and gave it a kiss. Yusuke gasped in agony as she licked and sucked at his length, while eager fingers cupped his balls.

She paused to take a peek at Yusuke, satisfied at his expression as her tongue played at his silky, velvet tip. “Whatever it is that you’re doing… do not stop,” he gritted.

I would give you everything I have to give If you’d let me in again, Yusuke. She continued savoring him, wanting to give him the utmost satisfaction.

“Oh…Keiko…” he moaned. He had not forgotten how beautiful she was. She is magnificent, he thought as he let go of his inhibitions, lost in waves of desire.

Pleased to hear him say her name, she straddled his hips. Deciding to end his suffering, she took him in her hands and in one motion, slipped him inside her. “Ahhh… Yusuke,” she moaned. Her insides were hot and tight around his member as she eased herself in. Slowly, gently, inch by precious inch. His mind went blank.

A loud moan escaped her lips. She grabbed his hand and guided it to her breasts and then she bent down and kissed him again. Then she began moving up and down as their pelvises grinded with each other, her expression growing fiercer with the stirrings of orgasm.

“Love me Yusuke… love me now…”

Yusuke could feel his orgasm drew close. Sweat beaded his forehead as Keiko continued to rise and fall against his shaft, faster and faster, her breasts bobbing up and down as she moved on top of him. He moved and captured one of her nipples in his mouth. She let out a most sensual sound. Then she reached and slid her thumb up and down his perineum. All the blood rushed to his head as his body tingled. Up and down, hard and fast, they both moved, thrusting and grinding, panting, liberally rediscovering each other as their passion increased, until…

…finally, she reached her climax as they both screamed in ecstasy, and soon after, Yusuke spurted inside of her his own release.

“I love you, Yusuke…” she breathed, and collapsed on top of him. Before he could gather his wits around him, he joined Keiko in a peaceful slumber.

Yusuke woke up, his head throbbing from post-coital drowse. He gingerly lifted Keiko’s hand from his waist and stood up, careful not to wake her up. He was bewildered and hastily picked up his clothes that were littered across the floor.

He had a million questions pounding at his head. With one look at Keiko’s sleeping figure, he rushed home and went straight to the bathroom. He splashed the cold water on his face, the cold water stinging and unforgiving, totally waking him up from his shock. He looked at the mirror.

What am I going to do?

*so there it goes, my first lemony chapter :nervous laughter:. keiko’s kind of aggressive in this one. well, one should be if you want something bad enough. anyway, this is the first time i ever wrote something like that… i was editing and checking, just to make sure. i suck at these things. hope you like it. am still on chapter seven… struggling.

redtatsu : thank you! you're my first reviewer!
The Green Knight : thanks! he isn't a pervert… am still playing with the characters. i shall try to remedy that to make the pain go away. ^__^
pam21 : thanks! i like them too, so i'll see what i can do. don’t ask who ends up with whom. i don’t know either. heee! :screw the story line:
Anon : thanks! i'll try to update as soon as possible.

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isabela Ü*