Yearnings Of Urameshi

Title: The First Dance

Author: Kimisan/Aoshis_toy

Communities: 30_angst, 30_tears, Slash_100

Themes: #30. Seeing you and the other
#2. Proposal
#11. Friends

Rating: NC-17

Summary: A secret is shared, a suggestion is made, are the two friends prepared for the outcome?

Warnings: anal, language, violence, oral, yaoi, angst

Pairing: Yusuke/Kurama a little Keiko/Yusuke sorry!

The air in the small room felt colder than normal. He wasn’t sure if it was his imagination or the temperature surrounding him was getting below freezing. Yusuke reached over to pull the green sweats over the cotton boxers he paraded around the apartment in normally. Something was bothering him and he couldn’t put his finger on it. That wasn’t completely honest, he knew what the problem was but didn’t want to put his finger there. It meant pointing something out about himself he wasn’t quite ready to admit. The signs were all there, even Keiko had noticed something amiss. How long could he pretend to be ignorant of himself? The old saying, ‘The hardest person to know is yourself.’ sure made a lot of sense right now.


The sound of the shower starting brought his attention to his roommate. That was someone he could talk to that would understand but was he ready to admit the truth out loud? Kurama wasn’t the type of person to judge another. Not to mention Yusuke knew that the fox’s tastes ran the same way. It had been one of the things that had been discussed when they decided to share a place. Keiko spent most of her time at college, an all-girl school, so it left little time for them. Kurama had informed him that his tastes in bed partners ran towards the same sex. Yusuke hadn’t even flinched or been disgusted like most males would have been. “Whatever, man.” Yes, he could hear himself saying those words. Even hearing the fox with a few lovers hadn’t really bothered him much. Unless it got too loud and it kept him from sleeping. It just made him wonder what Kurama could be doing to another male to make him moan like that.


Months had passed without flaw and their friendship was strong, Yusuke would even call Kurama his best friend now since he hardly saw Kuwabara. The meager times him and Keiko had gotten intimate had been sorely disappointing. Now, he was sure of the reason he’d never been able to get into it that much. The last few times Hiei had come around he’d found himself watching the male as they sparred. Then that led to watching other males, even strangers. While watching a movie he would focus more on the males during a hot steamy sex scene. Seeing some blonde running around with overlarge breasts flopping uncontrollably did nothing for him but make him want to buy the poor creature a sports bra. Keiko had snapped at him when he’d called a similar scene disgusting. She stated that he was lying through his teeth and liked it or he was gay. He’d gotten pissed and told her to shut up, which had led to another argument.


His search led him to the kitchen, where he decided to find something to snack on. His stomach grumbled as he searched through the many containers from last night’s dinner. At least living with Kurama he never had to go without food on the table. The fox could cook better than most women and made plenty of it. Reaching into a plastic bowl a piece of steak was plucked from the container. It had been undercooked just the way he preferred it. Heating it up in the microwave would only serve to dry the meat out, so it was shoved straight into his mouth. As he chewed he peered out the small window allowing him to see in the parking lot. Shizuru’s car wasn’t in there which meant the hairdresser wasn’t home. She’d be the only other person he’d attempt to discuss his problem with.


“You could have gotten a plate Yusuke.” Kurama almost laughed as the man glanced up with the meat hanging from parted lips. The fox had to wonder if Yusuke had any manners to speak of. The little bit of time they’d lived together spoke negatively. It wasn’t often that they sat down to dinner together but Kurama would always make sure dinner was waiting for the toushin when he got off work. It usually meant that the fox was out with his current boyfriend. “I’m heading out for this evening most likely. There is a few things I need to take care of before this weekend. There should be enough leftovers to last you until tomorrow.”


“Yeah, if not I’ll just order a pizza. Think you can spare a few minutes? I wanted to ask you about something.” Yusuke felt his appetite immediately run for the Makai when the redhead turned to look at him. Okay, he’d brought up wanting to talk. Now, he just needed to just say it and get it over with. Kurama wouldn’t laugh at him or call him a freak. He had to know for sure, needed someone to talk to. Kurama was the perfect person to discuss this with. If only he could get the words pass the large piece of steak that had made it’s way back up his throat. “It’s kind of important and I think you’re the only one I can talk to.”


“Sure, I could spare a few minutes.” Kurama pulled out a chair seeing how red the toushin was becoming. The subject had to be embarrassing and personal, Yusuke wasn’t the type of person that worried about speaking his mind. Was that the blush creeping up the man’s cheeks? The idea was absurd but the look was appealing on the younger man. “I assume it’s of a personal nature with you stalling. Whatever it is I’m sure it’s not that bad Yusuke. Are you and Keiko having problems again?”


“Yes and no, hell I don’t know if there is even a Keiko and Me anymore. How the hell do I say this without sounding stupid? I think my sexuality is going in a different direction lately and I’ll just say Keiko isn’t in it.” Yusuke felt like an idiot when the redhead did nothing but quirk an eyebrow in his direction. Did the man want him to specify clearly or were more vivid details needed? Screw it, he’d said enough as it was might as well go all the way. “Look, I can’t help but notice something is off when I’m staring at Hiei’s chest and my dick gets hard. Not to mention Keiko couldn’t get me hard if she poured cement on it.”


“I see,” Kurama was more than shocked at the outburst and what it entailed. He’d never thought Yusuke would be one to turn towards the same sex. True, he’d seen the decline of activity between the couple but had pegged it to them growing apart. His stomach tightened hearing the hybrid’s name being spoken also. So, it was Hiei that had brought about the strange desire in the toushin. Figures, at one time the demon’s aloof nature had even called to the fox. The feelings had been fleeting then quickly turned into a friendship. Months had passed and Yusuke had shown no signs of being interested while around himself. It just meant that Yusuke just didn’t find him attractive or as a suitable and potential partner. “Is it just curiosity, if so it might pass with time.”


“I don’t think so. I’m no damn expert at this, it’s why I’m asking you. Fuck man, I’m not even sure if I could go through with doing a guy. Not like I know everything that happens to begin with. I just know that females no longer effect me and some guys do.” Yusuke frowned at the thoughtful look being directed towards him. Would the fox believe him or think he was playing a crude joke? He would never admit it to his roommate but the one time he’d gotten a good view of the fox naked it had caused an instant reaction. Unlike Hiei, Kurama never flaunted any flesh or went shirtless. The loose clothing hid everything unless the man wore a pair of jeans on a special occasion. “I’m not making this up. I figured you’d know what to do if anyone.”


“Very well, I can offer you some advice. What you do with it is entirely up to you. Perhaps call things off with Keiko and have some time alone to yourself. You could always try flirting with another male. Then again if you flirt with the wrong one you might end up in jail for fighting. Find someone that you know is also the same way. Try dating, or even just picking someone up and see how things go. The only way to know for sure is to try it. If their touch excites you and you enjoy it then there is your answer. If not, then you’ll have to make things up to Keiko.” Kurama didn’t envy his situation, it was hard to find a male that wasn’t straight that wasn’t already taken. He went to a local bar to find his entertainment but he doubted Yusuke could pull off the same routine.


“That’s your suggestion? I don’t know anyone besides you. You know I’m not the type of person that can go out and make friends easily. I wouldn’t even know what I’m looking for. I’d have to pray that someone with a hairy ass comes up and decides to grab my balls for all the luck I’ll have socializing. Not to mention I’m not sure if I can trust another person to try something so new with, to even attempt to see if I like it. I’d do better to ask you to bend me over the table than picking someone up at a bar.” Yusuke ran a frustrated hand through his hair. Kurama had a point but so did he, he wasn’t good at the whole dating thing. The only males he felt comfortable around were Kurama and Hiei. He somehow doubted he could go up and ask Hiei to bend over to see if they both liked it.


“Please calm down Yusuke, it’s not that bad. Look, I was going to hit the club tonight. You are welcome to join me if you’d like. It won’t hurt you to go. If you start feeling uncomfortable then we’ll leave. It will give you a chance to mingle and make sure you are certain about this.” Kurama smiled at the idea though the previous one suddenly sounded tempting. He’d never allowed himself to entertain thoughts about the detective since the man was with Keiko. Why long for something you could never have, it only served to set oneself up for disappointment later. “Can you be ready to leave in half an hour?”


The club wasn’t what he’d been expecting. On the drive over Yusuke had been picturing a place decked out in leather with chains hanging from the ceilings. It looked like an average club except it was filled with nothing but males. The carpet was a deep blue, the tables all black with glass tops, and the dance floor was done in white marble. It was kind of classy for him but he felt comfortable enough with the fox standing next to him. The bouncer at the door had nodded when they entered, obviously Kurama came often. None of the men were walking around in leather pants either, so much for the movies. They appeared to be normal people socializing and having a good time. A light touch appeared on his elbow catching his attention. “Huh?”


“Let’s go get a table, we can talk there.” Kurama smiled at the bewildered look but made no further comment. All the back tables were taken so one was chosen near the dance floor. It would allow Yusuke to get a close view of lover’s dancing together. If the sight bothered him then they wouldn’t be staying long. It was still hard to digest, this sudden turn of events. He’d never would have guessed but then again Yusuke was very good at hiding what he was feeling. “You’ll notice that while some couples do get personal this place does have strict rules. So don’t worry about having to witness anything too vulgar tonight. Most of the people here are couples, they come here to enjoy quality time without the scorn of society. Would you care for a drink?”


“Sure,” Yusuke turned his attention towards some of the couples dancing. There was nothing sleazy about it, some appeared to be in love. Was this where Kurama spent most of his time? Then why hadn’t the fox settled down with someone already? Was it because of what the man really was or was there another reason. A very plain looking male brought them their drinks. Yusuke took the time to gaze at him. The man was tall but lanky, someone spent too much time reading or at the arcade. While he hadn’t been able to glance Kurama’s naked chest on many occasions Yusuke knew it was well defined. This guy probably gave new meaning to the term bird-chest. The gray eyes however weren’t even bothering to glance his way to notice the offensive stare. The waiter was smiling with too large white teeth at his friend.


“Thanks, that’ll be all for now.” Kurama couldn’t help but notice Yusuke’s appraisal of the male. It stated two things, Yusuke was curious enough to scope out a male and this one wasn’t his type. What was the toushin’s type? That left a sinking question, followed by an obvious sickening answer. Yusuke had said that he’d gotten excited over Hiei. Which meant that Hiei was Yusuke’s type. The toushin would like his men well muscled and stout. He really didn’t see Yusuke as being uke but he was soon learning he didn’t know the man well at all. If Yusuke took a lover it would have to be someone like Hiei, someone more dominant. It kind of rankled that Hiei was actually the total opposite of himself. While he enjoyed being seme on occasion, he loved being uke. “Is there anyone here that catches your eye?”


“Some aren’t that bad,” Which they really weren’t in his opinion. But he wasn’t about to tell Kurama that in his opinion the fox was the finest dish in the place. It was apparent by the many stares towards their table that he wasn’t the only one that thought so. A deep sigh escaped as he contemplated his choices; he could try to socialize and see what happens or sit here and wonder if Kurama slept naked. His roommate had never made a move on him which meant there was no attraction so he was out of luck. Some of the males on the dance floor weren’t half bad. The one glancing at him with the long hair was cute but a little girly, maybe too girly. “Maybe, I should dance or something.”


“Excellent idea, we could give it a try. Or if you prefer, you could ask someone else. I figure it won’t hurt for us to go up, at least until you are comfortable enough to approach someone.” Kurama stood up and glanced towards the brunette eyeing his friend. The male was very beautiful and delicate, someone that liked being dominated if rumors were correct. Explained why the man was eyeing Yusuke like a fat kid would a twinkie. The toushin gave no disagreement as they both stood to move onto the floor. The song playing was fast pace so there would be no getting close this time around. Which was for the best, none would approach Yusuke if he appeared to be taken.


It felt odd trying to get into the flow of things but somehow he managed. Yusuke found it easier to unwind pretending he was on a normal outing with the redhead in front of him. The minutes passed as another song began to play. No one approached but he noticed several men nodding in their general direction. One male went as far as to whistle while walking pass and boldly staring at Kurama’s ass. Heat coiled up in the detective’s gut but chocolate brown eyes glanced down. He suddenly felt like a cat that had crossed the street to check out a box only to be ran over by a speeding car, the moment his eyes landed on the smooth swell of ass now pointed in his direction. Kurama had probably turned to keep his attributes from being ogled but that didn’t help the sudden stiffness in Yusuke’s jeans. When had the fox gotten such a round ass?


Kurama smirked at the comment but wondered if Yusuke had heard. While one had been admiring him, the other had noticed the male behind him. If the detective played his cards right the man could easily find himself a lover. The toushin was beyond sexy and desirable, one could only imagine what Yusuke had to offer. The music stopped only to start a slower melody over the club. He turned to see his partner looking somewhat dazed. “Shall we or do you want to sit this one out?” A slender palm was extended in invitation. How would the man react being so close to another male. Before he had time to worry about it the distance was closed between them.


Yusuke had never been one for slow dancing but glanced quickly over to the couple next to them. It should have felt wrong as he slipped a hand on the slim waist only a few inches away. The tiniest amount of heat rushed to his cheeks as the fox stepped in to take the role usually performed by the female. Was that the part Kurama liked to play when he was with his lovers? What part would he himself like to do? He was extremely curious about a lot of things. Had been for some time if he were honest with himself. If not then seeing all this should really bother him, right? It didn’t though and he couldn’t deny he had the urge to pull the fox closer. As if on cue the hands that had been casually resting on his shoulders edged towards his neck. “Kurama?”


“Yes, Yusuke.” He was so close he could feel Yusuke’s warm breath against his cheek. All it would take was a slight turn of the head. An inch and he could capture those lips, to see what the man tasted like. How would the advance be taken? Rushing into it could cause more damage than good, perhaps it’d be wise to leave the choice in Yusuke’s hands. Skilled fingers traced down the smooth nape, drawing a shiver from his partner. Everything seemed to go out of focus as Kurama allowed his own head to turn, giving the indication but never making contact. It sent his senses into overload just feeling the warmth breath mingling with his own. So close, so tempting but at the moment denied unless Yusuke decided. The hands upon his waist yanked him closer, was the toushin even aware of the bold move?


What the fuck was he going to do? He knew they’d come here so he could try things out but the only thing he could focus on were the luscious pink lips hovering so close to his own. Beneath the slight smell of alcohol the hint of something even sweeter lingering, something sweet and all Kurama. He had to be out of his mind to even consider making a move on his friend. It didn’t matter that they might both be in the same boat, or paddling the same river. They were best friends, this couldn’t be right. Yet, as his arms tightened around the man’s waist bringing them closer Yusuke knew he was about to damn himself. If just once he had to know, to know if he could enjoy kissing the man before him. His breath caught at the slight brush of lips, the fox had rather soft lips. Keiko had often complained that his own were harsh and dry but Kurama gave no complaints as he applied more pressure.


He was sure his toes curled as the rough mouth crushed against his own only to be reinforced with a demanding tongue seeking entrance. It was unlike any other kiss he’d received before, there was no seduction, teasing or playing. The tongue now slipping against his own was demanding and rough, fueled by nothing but raw need. A startled moan escaped into the parted mouth slanting over his own. Kurama wasn’t sure if he should be shocked or elated. The kiss seemed to be everything Yusuke was, demanding, blunt, rough and extremely exciting. It didn’t take long before he found himself giving in and trying kiss the toushin back. While he was being allowed that freedom, not once did he gain control. The hands around him held tight, keeping him still. Which was fine, he had no intention of wanting out of the detective’s embrace. The wet muscle seemed hell bent on tasting every corner as Kurama got lost in being taken by the man in the smallest measure. If this was what it felt like to kiss the man, he could only imagine what it’d be like to be uke for him.


The heat coursing through his veins confirmed it for him. Gods, he was ready to explode as the silky tongue brushed across his own. The fox was kissing him senseless and he was more than willing to say fuck it. All the blood had rushed to his groin at first contact, now his pants were way too tight. It didn’t matter if Kurama was just doing this as a favor to help him get accustomed to his sexuality. Yusuke didn’t know how he’d react to any other males but he damn sure wanted the one in his arms. So much that even when the music stopped playing he tightened his hold and grabbed a handful of hair. The treatment was almost hurtful which made him instantly regret the action. Wet heat roamed over his bottom lip pushing all thoughts off apologizing out the window.


His knees felt weak as Yusuke’s hips moved slightly causing the evidence of enjoyment to brush against him. Kurama moaned into the kiss feeling the hardness pressing so near his own. The toushin was erect and eager, more than ready for attention. The proof was there, Yusuke was into males but where did that leave him? Kurama wish he knew but let couldn’t bring himself to stop the ravishing of his mouth. Yusuke couldn’t seem to get enough but neither could he. It was suddenly a good thing the club had rules or he’d be tempted to see just how far his roommate was willing to go.


The clearing of a throat broke them apart, disappointing him greatly. The brunette from earlier was all smiles and cheery. Yusuke seemed somewhat distracted as the man asked if they were an item. Kurama kept his thoughts to himself but answered honestly. After all, they’d came tonight so Yusuke could explore and expand his horizons. They weren’t a couple, just friends. The brunette seemed even happier to hear that the toushin was available. Kurama nodded as the music came back on and informed them both he was going back to the table. It kind of rankled that Yusuke didn’t comment but turned to the new male. Instead of hitting their seats a quick trip to the restroom was needed. A few minutes to calm down and get his head straight.


The cool water from the faucet managed to quench his erection but the image in the mirror called him a fool. He’d been ready to go all ga-ga over Yusuke of all people. True, it had been one hell of a kiss but it was to be expected. It was by all means Yusuke first kiss of that nature. The man had probably gotten carried away after holding all that pent up emotion inside for so long. If the man was really into males then being able to release that sexual tension would cause him to go a little overboard at first. Anyone could have been in Yusuke’s arms and the man would have reacted the same. On a normal occurrence Kurama knew Yusuke wasn’t interested in him. No need to get any ideas, no need to ruin things for someone else. This was the man’s chance to explore and find something for himself, Kurama wasn’t about to mess things up. Not just for the sake of relieving some sexual tension the toushin had caused. Perhaps, he could also find a willing bed partner for tonight.


Would tonight be another night of listening in? He was so pathetic it wasn’t even funny, he had to do something. Okay, so he’d admitted and accepted what he was, no problem. So what was keeping him from moving forward? Yusuke almost flinched as the laughter echoed from the living room. If he heard ‘You’re so fucking hot!’ one more time he was going to toss that asshole out the window. This had never bothered him before but Kurama had always been careful about what happened in front of him. He could only guess that now they were both into it, then the fox didn’t try to hide it. It stung that the fox had brung home a male the night they’d went to the club. Yusuke called himself an idiot, a complete and total ass for thinking just because he gave the man a pathetic attempt at a kiss the fox would declare them a couple. As soon as the kiss had ended Kurama had hastily let another male step into the picture with no problem. It shouldn’t have been shocking when an unknown male had accompanied them home. After all, Kurama had been going there to find himself to sleep with.


Had the kiss been that horrible? Yusuke didn’t think so but he wasn’t as experienced as Kurama. The brunette from that night had given him a phone number. It had been used a few times and he’d gone out of a few dates. They weren’t that bad and his new friend seemed to enjoy being kissed. So far as to inviting him home for sex each time. Those kisses weren’t that bad but nothing like what he’d shared with the fox. Was it because he was close to Kurama and cared about him already? How far that went he wasn’t sure but he’d never thought to want to fuck the man before either. Yet he wanted to see if this latest boyfriend of Kurama’s enjoyed having something up his ass when it was his spirt gun finger instead of Kurama’s cock. See how the fucker squealed then! “Screw this, I’ll just go out.”


The image greeting him didn’t lighten his mood any as he maneuvered over to the doorway. Sucked it took him a minute to put on his sneakers. Both men were laying on the floor making out. The horny male already had Kurama’s shirt off and licking to very small but taunt nipples. The delicate fingers which would never touch him like that was yanking on the other male’s hair urging things on. Neither seemed aware or didn’t care about his presence and Yusuke felt unable to do anything but stare. Should he have stayed in the kitchen? His chest clenched as the too large palm roughly groped the jeans covering the fox’s equipment. Yusuke felt hollow as the man demanded that Kurama beg to be fucked. It was the most he’d ever seen from his roommate. Hearing moans and mumbled comments didn’t compare to this. It didn’t matter that the fox thought him to be napping in his room. They should have the decency to take it somewhere private.


“Yes, please fuck me. I need to feel you inside me.” Kurama gasped as the hand was felt squeezing his member, it ached for attention. It was exactly the touch he was looking for but close enough that it was easy to fantasize. His senses dulled as he let his mind wander, trying to conjure up the image. It was so easy to pretend his lovers weren’t themselves. Too easy to pretend they were a certain toushin. He let himself imagine that it was Yusuke’s mouth roughly sucking his nipples. Oh gods yes, he wanted to allow the man to take him. Too see what kind of lover Yusuke could. The need blazed inside him as the hands hastily went for the zipper.


Yusuke almost jumped when someone began pounding on the door. It brought him out of his stupor and the truth of the situation. The two on the floor broke apart as he unlatched the lock, since he’d already been standing by the door. He almost grimaced seeing Keiko and Kuwabara standing there grinning, just great. He’d hadn’t bothered to break up with the girl even though he’d meant to. Though right now he could kiss them both for showing up. He smirked seeing how Kurama was hastily pulling his shirt on in the background. “Hey Babe, Kuwabara, what brings you here?”


“Yusuke, I told you I’d be coming by today and Kuwabara came to visit. Not to mention you haven’t called me in a week.” Keiko noticed the way his shoulders remained stiff. Was Yusuke upset about something? She should be the one mad since he’d forgotten she was coming over. “Really Yusuke, sometimes you are so forgetful.” It would have felt wonderful to berate him but her voice halted when his eyes narrowed. “Yusuke?” A startled scream had Kuwabara wincing as she found her ribs being jolted by thick shoulders. What the hell was he doing? Not only was their friends present but a stranger was present as well. Why was he carting her off towards the bedroom? Not like they hadn’t argued in public before. “Dammit Yusuke put me down.”


The only coherent thought running through his mind was the image of that asshole looking smug. Yusuke felt the pent of emotions tighten and knew he was jealous. The past few weeks he’d been wanting something even though he knew it was foolish. Nights laying awake listening to someone else take what he wanted while it was being dangled before his eyes. He refused to be with another male, he wanted Kurama. Perhaps, the fox was the reason he’d noticed the change. It hadn’t happened until they’d gotten closer. Had it been Kurama all along that had awakened the desire and his notice of Hiei an after effect? As much as he’d admit that the koorime was desirable the small man wasn’t the object of his lusts. The redhead being ravished in living room was. If he couldn’t have the only man he wanted then was there anything wrong for him to stay with the one woman he did care for?


Keiko didn’t protest when her shirt was yanked off in one swift move. The skirt wasn’t bothered with as impatient fingers went for the cotton panties. Yusuke was in a mood and she was about to get a taste of it. The smallest amount of excitement curled in her stomach. They didn’t get to be intimate often and she did enjoy it. Her mind was spinning at what the others would think as she was being placed on her hands and knees. Foreplay seemed to be out of the question but her worry dissipated when out of nowhere a tube of lubrication ended up in his hand. Things were going a little fast and she knew she should be horrified at the treatment. The lubrication was actually warm as he took the time to slip two fingers inside.


Yusuke closed his eyes as the warmth wrapped around his fingers. He knew the fox’s warmth would feel different but this was all he had. His cock throbbed trying to imagine just how tight Kurama’s ass would feel. He didn’t give his partner no warning as he withdrew the fingers to replace it with his girth. His patience was at an end as the heat hugged him. His eyes closed as his head titled back in wonder. The unsteady but fast thrusts had the bed rocking. It left a sick feeling in his heart but his balls tightening as he let the image of long red hair cascading down a smooth back soar to life. The nice round ass that had flaunted before him on the dance floor raised high in the air as he sated them both. Gods, he wanted to hear his name ease from those soft pink lips as the fox found release. The warm pink flesh wrapped around him soon wasn’t enough and he drew out. Without asking permission he applied more lubrication over the tip of his cock. Would Kurama beg him or just watch him with those large green eyes? ‘Please fuck me,’ the words echoed in the toushin’s mind as he pushed forward pass the puckered entrance.


The feeling was so incredibly tight and hot his control almost snapped. The one in front of him whimpered but didn’t comment as he slowly inched deeper. “Uhnn, oh gods, so fucking tight.” His balls tightened in anticipation and he began to move. The loud moaning beneath him didn’t bother to invade his mind. His member throbbed as the release soon took hold. Without pause he found completion in moments. His heartbeat echoed, the sound deafening in his ears. It didn’t stop until he heard the bitter words invading. The accusation was there along with the hurt and betrayal. “Fuck, I’m sorry.”


“Sorry? What are you apologizing for Yusuke? For taking me like a street whore or for imagining I was someone else?” Keiko felt the rage storming through her at the insult. She loved Yusuke but this was too much. It had been weird he’d wanted to do it there but to hear the red head’s name being whispered was too much. By then she’d been too shocked and horrified to tell him to stop. She’d always had doubts about his sexuality, now she knew. But then who was the man out there with Kurama? Her anger was smashed when she turned to glare at her soon to be exboyfriend. The lean form was curled up in the fetal position. He looked to lost and pathetic, the sorrow etched all over the taut features. “Oh Yusuke! Are you crying?”


Kuwabara cringed and made a mental note to scold Urameshi. How rude could someone be? Not only did the man not stay to converse with him but had taken Keiko into the bedroom. There was NO mistaking the sounds they all heard. Even Kurama seemed mortified over the disgusting display. The redhead looked on the verge of puking and was pale. The loud friend, Kuwabara couldn’t remember his name, didn’t seem bothered by it all. Instead made a lewd comment when Keiko got really loud about which hole Urameshi was tapping it to. Well it was time for him to go, he wasn’t sticking around to see if they went for round two. He could visit with them some other time. “Think I’ll head out now, it was nice meeting you.”

More hot water was added as the shrill ringing of the phone went ignored. Whomever it was, they could call back later or leave a message. If Kurama wouldn’t get off his ass to answer the fucking thing then he wasn’t going to worry about it. Yusuke tossed the rag to the white tile, pleased at the sloshing sound. The steaming bath wasn’t improving his mood but he doubted anything could. Keiko had called again yesterday since that display last week. He knew he was extremely lucky that she’d forgiven him and understood. She should have cut his penis off for what he’d done. She was also calling everyday to make sure he was okay and to get an update on how things were going. Couldn’t she understand there was no fucking update! There never would be, if anything things were going downhill.


He’d skipped out on work yesterday and that had gotten him a lecture from the fox. Yusuke supposed that was an improvement since the man had been ignoring him. Perhaps he should burn down the apartment, it might warrant him ten minutes of the fox’s time. Of course as soon as the bitching was done the cold shoulder would find him once more. Yeah, he was making wonderful improvement with their relationship. He was fast on his way to destroying what friendship still existed. He shouldn’t have approached Kurama about his problem. He should have let things be, then this wouldn’t be happening, he’d still have a friend. Now he knew exactly who he wanted and where he stood.


Fuck it, he wouldn’t go today either. He had a few vacation days he could take. If he went to work he just might kill someone if they said the wrong thing. Might make him feel better to level a house or two. Or find that one teacher with the gnarly teeth, what was his name again? He groaned as pounding shook the door. The fox’s voice reached his ears, the last person he wanted to talk to. “Go away! Tell whomever it is I’m not here.” There was no reply but the annoying knocking stopped. “Good, now time for a nap.”


He wasn’t sure how long he slept but he woke up freezing. The water was ice cold explaining the numb feeling and the empty apartment. He swore as he hobbled out into his bedroom to glance at the clock. He’d slept most of the day away and Kurama would be home in less than an hour. Not to mention he’d forgotten to call work. Now he’d be lucky to have a job. The towel was discarded for boxers but nothing else. Fuck it, it was time for him to move out anyways. His mother would let him come back home and it meant getting out of here. With that thought in mind he went into the kitchen to fix something to eat.


The movie was too loud, the popcorn burnt and the beer flat but it kept his mind off his problems. At least until he heard the front door opening. Yusuke almost cringed feeling the cold stare landing on him but pretending not to notice. Instead he chose to take another sip of the warm beverage. The liquid didn’t nothing to ease his nervousness as the door slammed behind the arrival. So, the fox was home in another foul mood. What was new? That boyfriend of his should try something new then. Would it be the cold treatment again or did he earn a lecture? The question was answered by the cold voice.


“Your work called me today. Seems not only didn’t you go in you didn’t even bother calling. Luckily, I made up a believable excuse to save your job. I’m not going to ask what you did all day. I think it’s obvious by the mess; nothing.” Kurama tensed when a loud belch gave an indication of being ignored. Very well, if the man was going to act that way. He’d been trying to give Yusuke his space, knowing he’d be embarrassed. It hurt to know that the toushin had gone back to Keiko but it wasn’t his affair. Okay, so they’d kissed, no big deal. Yusuke had made no other attempts to further it, instead acted like it hadn’t happened. Now he was downright being nasty and rude. “Your piggish ways I can deal with but I refuse to support you. If I support anyone it would be lover not my drunk friend that won’t get off his ass and go to work. I’m not even going to ask why you didn’t go. I doubt stupidity can be counted as an excuse.”


“Fuck off, if I wanted your opinion I’d beat it out of you.” The insult didn’t hurt, he could handle being called stupid, hell he knew he wasn’t smart. The piggish comment didn’t even make him flinch, he knew he wasn’t neat like others. His stomach dipped and the pinch in his chest came from the lover comment. Like he needed a reminder of it! Kurama made sure to flaunt the bastard in his face even till this day. So if he was that guy then skipping work would be okay. Of course, then Kurama would cater to his needs while begging to be fucked like a little bitch. He’d been so wrong to contemplate ever winning the fox over. Was hard to get someone to fall for you when they wouldn’t stay in the room with you for more than a minute. Screw Keiko, she was wrong. There was nothing worth trying for here, he was just kidding himself. He’d sooner get Hiei in a pink tutu singing campfire songs before getting Kurama interested in himself. “Maybe you should have been born a female. Not only do you like to be fucked like one but you nag better than most I know.”


“Going to get all pissy now? Go ahead, like I fucking care. You’ve been worse than Keiko than when she’s ragging. I might not be your fucking lover and I’m really glad I’m not. I’d rather be homeless and have to give strange men head than submit myself to being touched by you. You want to talk about piggish, I’m not the one that acts like a cheap slut making out in the living room. At least I have the common courtesy to take Keiko into the room before I fuck her. Instead you lay there and beg for it like a bitch in heat.” Yusuke prepared himself for the punch but it didn’t help ease the sting. No matter what feminine attributes the other male had, the fist said it all. “You even hit like a bitch.”


The comment stung his pride, his anger flared. It hurt to hear him say it, to hear the truth. The next hit was meant to be harder and succeeding in knocking the toushin back over the couch. Kurama knew the time for insults were over when the sudden movement had him bracing. The impact slammed into his gut putting him through the front door. His ribs protested at the treatment but his own anger seethed. He brought his knee up to catch the man in the groin, “Now, you can call me a bitch.” The move was dirty but left him some satisfaction hearing Yusuke groan in pain. When it came to brute force he wasn’t a match for the hybrid. A fist slammed into his chin knocking his skull into the cold concrete of the walkway.


Yusuke didn’t have time to enjoy the harsh sound before the once flawless forehead slammed into his nose. His vision blurred as his nose throbbed from the blow. What the fuck, was Kurama trying to kill him? “You asshole!” The back of his hand caught the smooth cheek but the fox was giving his all. Not only was his nuts hurting but he could barely see. Yusuke managed to stumble back but the space was soon lost. A fist slammed into his gut pissing him further off. Dammit, this wasn’t what he wanted. The sound of sirens were heard in the distance. “Dammit stop it already.” When the next blow knocked the breath out of him he struck back in warning. It sent the redhead hard enough back that he slammed into the neighbor’s door, the wood cracking under the impact. The green eyes he’d once loved to catch a glimpse of turned a molten gold as the other man righted himself. Fear and dismay made him pause as the whip materialized as the bloody hand left Kurama’s hair.


Voices were heard as the noise brought unwanted attention. The menacing step taken by the fox was enough to make Yusuke flee. His senses told him that he wasn’t being pursued. The trees sped by as the seconds ticked, along with the drumming of his heart. The pain didn’t set in until he was a good distance away, three hours of running. The insults and harsh words were enough to make him want to give up. Seeing that look upon Kurama’s face was enough to crush him. The argument had turned into a horrible fight, that into something that could never be forgotten. A bruised face was one thing, a death threat another. Would the man he trusted most in the world have gone through with it? Did he mean so little that Kurama would kill without hesitating? That cold empty look had shaken him, leaving him torn.


The cold air came with the night but the tree he’d found provided little shelter. Not that it mattered, the elements didn’t phase him. A few tears managed to escape as the wind picked up, accompanied by a light rain. How had things turned out so wrong? What had he done that was so wrong? Everything? Had he managed to fuck up everything without realizing it? Was he so good at doing it, he was ignorant to the facts? Maybe Kurama was right and he was stupid. A stupid pig that could barely support himself, that couldn’t please anyone. Why would Kurama want him? Could he fault the man for wanting something decent? Was it even fair to be angry that someone like Kurama would want someone smart, good looking and knew how to treat someone. Throwing the one you wanted through the front door wasn’t the way to their heart.


Keiko hated the smell of hospitals but made her way to the correct room. One of these days they were going to listen to her. She’d meant to come by yesterday but had gotten home after visiting hours. Kuwabara had said he was going to be okay plus Yusuke would be up here with him. They didn’t need her showing her face around too much now. But she figured she’d at least lend her support while he was injured and it meant yelling at Yusuke for avoiding her calls. The nurse greeted her as she entered the room and informed her that visiting hours would be over in an half hour. That was enough time to quickly chat then head home. The first thing she noticed was how pale the man looked, it was just a broken rib right. There was a vase with roses on the dresser, a teddy bear but no Yusuke. Perhaps, he’d gone to get something to eat, the food here was horrid. She’d had enough in her lifetime. “How are you feeling?”


“Well.” The answer was quick and left no room for argument. He felt like hell. Not only was his side killing him but now he was forced to put up with this shitty treatment. That nosey neighbor upstairs had called the authorities hearing the door break. Luckily no one had actually gotten a look at what had occurred. When they arrived he blamed it on someone breaking in and him coming home to chance upon them. It meant lying to issue a false statement but it was now dismissed. They’d try to look for whom had broken in but nothing would be found. He’d made the mistake of wincing in front of the police and had ended up in the hospital. Their probing wasn’t needed, he’d known what was wrong the second he collided with that second door. Had Yusuke been trying to kill him or just seriously wound him? It was a question he didn’t want answered. Would the man had kept attacking if Kurama hadn’t pulled his whip? The small puncture in his lung was already healing, Kuwabara being able to sneak in what he asked for. He’d still be in here another few days to appease his human mother.


“That’s good, though you look kind of pale. You should really tell Yusuke to let you get some sleep, you’ll need your rest to get better. I’ve told him that he should take it easy on everyone else while you guys do your thing but you know Yusuke.” Keiko noticed how he paled even more under the comment. Maybe he didn’t like being reminded that he’d been hurt. Or it might be her referring to him needing to be pampered. “I didn’t mean it like that sorry. It’s just Yusuke can get carried away at times and doesn’t watch what he’s doing. It’s a bit simple minded but that him for you. Guess, we both still love him regardless of his flaws.” Her hand covered her lips but it was too late. Oops, had she said too much too soon. Yusuke had assured her last time they’d spoken that him and Kurama were talking and things were going really well. She really hoped so for Yusuke’s sake. “I’m sorry, I’m not sure how far you’ve gone yet and I shouldn’t have said anything.” Panic buried in her chest when the redhead became even paler, this couldn’t be good.


If they’d kissed and were wanting to have sex then they had feelings for each other. She didn’t see any other way around it, so did it matter if she pointed out the obvious? The pinched lips and narrowed eyes reminded her of Hiei suddenly. An apology might smooth things over, she didn’t want to screw things up for Yusuke by saying too much. Maybe they hadn’t admitted to any feelings yet. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said anything. I guess I didn’t peg Yusuke for that big of an idiot but I’ve been wrong before. But it’s not like I’m saying something that we both don’t already know.” She felt like wetting her pants at the nasty glare, “Oh shit, Yusuke didn’t tell you he told me. Figures, but you can’t blame me. Guess he kind of had to tell me after all. Don’t be upset with him, I mean he kind of felt bad about everything and then he told me. But that’s in the past now so it’s okay. Where is Yusuke anyways?”


“I don’t know and don’t care at the moment. I haven’t seen him since he injured me and I don’t want to see him again. I’m not shocked that Yusuke told you of what happened. I’m sure he had to clear his conscious. Hard to go back to fucking your girlfriend after grinding your dick against another guy.” It gave him little comfort to see her smile disappear. He didn’t want her here, where was Yusuke indeed. Had the man sent the girl just to find out how pissed he was. Scared that he might end up in a human jail? The girl couldn’t be that stupid, nor was she that naive. What him and Yusuke had entered nowhere near love, especially on his part. It rankled to know the girl knew of his feelings which meant Yusuke probably did too. Was that the cause of the sudden display of anger on the toushin’s part? “Leave, I don’t want to see you again. Tell Yusuke, that I want his stuff moved before I return home.”


The anger and hatred made her feel like a piece of dirt. “I don’t understand. I mean I know he’s a moron and may even hurt you.” This didn’t make any sense at all, she didn’t get it. Unless Yusuke had been lying to her. “I see, he’s been lying to me.” The damning snort made it all the more real. So they hadn’t worked things out after all. “This fight wasn’t an accident was it, that’s why you are mad. Yusuke went and did something stupid, probably lost his temper like normal. I should have known something was wrong when he was suddenly avoiding my calls. I guess I was hoping things were going okay and I didn’t want to be a bother. The few times I talked to him I couldn’t tell anything was wrong. Guess, I’m not that good of a friend after all.” She was lucky the chair was there to keep her weight. She didn’t want to imagine where Yusuke was at the moment. If things hadn’t been worked out then the man had been fretting over everything and now the two had fought. “I don’t understand why he’d fight you though. I mean even if you didn’t want anything. Couldn’t you two still been friends? I know Yusuke, it was in his voice.”


“That’s why he lied to me, he knew I’d be worried and would stick my nose into it and he didn’t want that.” Keiko was appalled at the man’s total look of indifference. It was enough to get her dander up and she couldn’t help but snap. “Don’t you dare glare at me either. I don’t care what you two fought over. Don’t look like you have no idea what I’m talking about or that you don’t care. I might not know you that well but I do know Yusuke. He told me that he told you about his suspicions and he even told me about the night at the club. If you acted this indifferent towards him maybe you deserve that broken rib you got. I’m not sure just how much you guys worked out but I do know Yusuke loves you. I was the one that had to find it out the hard way, so if anyone should be pissed it’s me. If anyone made a mistake around here it was probably letting Yusuke try to handle his emotions when they involved someone like you.”


“You are making a grave mistake now. I do not need to listen to you preach about something you don’t know anything about. I’m more than aware now that you know that Yusuke and I kissed but that is all that has every occurred between us. There is no affection to speak of, that had been proven. Whatever lies Yusuke told you they were to cover up his own guilt at exploring. I will not tolerate any more, now leave. You are a fool if you think there ever could have been anything between your lover and I.” Kurama closed his eyes, he was so tired. This wasn’t helping matters, nor his heart. What he wouldn’t give for Yusuke to actually care. That wasn’t how the world worked and it was time that Keiko woke up.


“I know nothing?!” There was a slight knock on the door indicating time was up. The hot sting of tears burnt her lids but she tried to keep from crying. It didn’t help as he waved her away, as if she didn’t matter. Perhaps she really didn’t. “I may not have lived centuries or be some grand thief or fighter but I do have feelings. I know what it feels like to watch the person you love slowly distance themselves. Every week wondering is this the week it’s going to happen? Will it end soon? Not wanting to give it up but knowing that holding on was futile. Do you have any idea how it feels to have your boyfriend not touch you for months then when he finally decides you are worth fucking he does the unexpected and rams it up your ass? You’d think that would be crushing enough but to hear him moaning someone’s name that isn’t your own! It is YOU that knows nothing. I had to sit there and comfort him as he cried even though my own heart was breaking. Just like that I had to give him up knowing he didn’t love me. And now I have to sit here and listen to your shit. Fuck you, if it’d been anyone else I might not care. Of all the people I had to lose him to, it had to be you and you don’t deserve him.”

Yusuke felt somewhat relieved but depressed when he opened the front door to find Keiko sitting there waiting. How had she gotten in? The fixed door was a no-brainer, Kurama had managed to get it replaced. The apartment had been cleaned as well but why was Keiko here? “Keiko?” This wasn’t what he needed now, he had to figure out what he was to do with his life. He’d decided to beg for forgiveness and just tell Kurama how he felt and hope for the best. If the fox turned him away then there was nothing left for him here. Seeing the defeated look on the girl made his heart stop. “What’s wrong?”


“Where have you been? Do you even know what’s happened or did you just run off after the fight?” Keiko was glad the tears had stopped coming finally. It had been degrading to admit the truth to Kurama, especially knowing the hurt Yusuke had to be going through. The nurse had opened the door allowing her to rush out before another word could be spoken. It saved her the humiliation at being laughed at. “Kurama is in the hospital, he had a few broken ribs but he’s okay.” She reached out to grab the cold arm before he managed to rush off. “There’s something else you need to know, we talked. He told me there would never be anything between you two and that he wanted me to tell you that he wanted your stuff gone before he came home. Not rush off Yusuke, it won’t help matters. I tried talking to him, I even told him that you loved him, I’m sorry. I can help you pack until things cool down.”


“No, I’ll do it.” His voice sounded hollow even to his own ears. He’d put Kurama in the hospital and now was being told to leave. Keiko wouldn’t lie, she was truly upset. “I’ll be fine but I need some time alone. Don’t worry, I’ll have my stuff and stop by. Go, please.” The arms that quickly hugged his middle did nothing for him. It was over, that was the end of it. If Kurama knew how he felt and still demanded that he leave. It meant the feelings weren’t returned, he was no longer welcome here. The door clicked as she left, sounding much like a condemning end. Yusuke hadn’t meant to hurt him that bad but would the man listen? Did it matter if Kurama forgave him for that? Visiting hours were definitely over at the hospital. Going there would prove nothing, except that he was hard up. If Kurama didn’t want him there then maybe he should do it and just leave. It would only take a few hours to pack or less. He’d make sure to be gone before then, he wouldn’t cause the man any more grief.


The kitchen and living room hadn’t taken any time to get done after managing to find some empty boxes at the back of the local market. Most of the stuff Kurama had purchased for their home, more proof that he’d been more of a leech than roommate. Besides his half of the rent he hadn’t paid any other bills, no wonder he wasn’t wanted. Not only did he make a crappy love interest, he was a shitty friend. The bathroom was done after he took a shower. His dirty clothes were stashed in a garbage bag for now, he’d wash them later. Okay, so he really was a pig that didn’t like doing house chores. He was working on the bedroom shortly after six a.m.. As he picked up a box containing his alarm clock and personal items he eyed the bed. It had been a gift as well, from Kurama.


Two months after moving in he’d still been sleeping on an air mattress since his job didn’t pay much. He’d come home one day to find the uncomfortable thing gone replaced by the large bed. He’d swore he’d pay every cent back but still hadn’t. Kurama wouldn’t take any money from him. Not like he’d have room for it at his mom’s place, if that was where he ended up. Likely, he’d head to the Makai, there was nothing left for him here. The bed couldn’t be carted on his back so maybe he should leave it. Not to mention it would always be a constant reminder of one of the many things Kurama had done for him. Hearing the front door opened he stopped debating. If that was Keiko he was going to give her an earful. He didn’t need any help packing.


“I told you I’d do it myself, you didn’t have to come back.” The box was almost dropped seeing the redhead standing in the doorway. Yusuke had somehow managed to pack what he had without breaking down and crying like a baby. Kurama wasn’t even looking at him but the boxes that had been piled neatly near the front door. Was he wondering why he wasn’t gone yet? He wanted to apologize but his voice seemed lodged beneath the ball of tears in his throat. He wouldn’t cry, not for this. Trying to keep a straight face he placed the box down and hoped the fox wouldn’t start an argument, he couldn’t handle it. “I’ll be gone soon.”


Kurama watched him head towards the bedroom. Should he call him back? With so many boxes there couldn’t be much left in the room. His chest felt tight hearing movement from the back room. Keiko had delivered his message or Yusuke was leaving on his own accord. Could he stop him or was it too late for that? His fingers reached out to touch one of the boxes. Was he willing to let this play through? Yusuke was willing to leave. Was it because he wanted to or believed that it was needed? He wanted to take care of this before his mother came by. It’d been hell to convince them that he was fine. In the end he’d checked out by signing a waver. The doctor couldn’t stop him from leaving in the end. He’d spent the few hours after Keiko had run out healing. His mother had come in for a few minutes then left. Once he was healed enough to confront Yusuke without causing damage to himself he’d checked out. His mother would be furious but he wasn’t willing to risk Yusuke coming and going while laid up in the hospital.


No sound came from the room as he entered the door. He was shocked to see Yusuke sitting on the floor staring at something. Everything was packed up, ready to be moved. The closer he got he saw nothing which proved to be so entertaining. The man was staring into space, lost in thought. Was he the cause of Yusuke’s frown? What could he say to make things right? He had no right to apologize or to ask for a chance. It had been there for him to take but he’d been to blind to see. “You don’t have to leave, I was upset when I told Keiko that. I have no right to kick you out.”


“It’s no problem, it’s about time I left anyways. Wasn’t anything but a burden to you to begin with. You’re right in wanting the place to yourself, you don’t need my help to pay for it anymore. I’m done, I’ll just need a few minutes to get everything in the car.” Yusuke wasn’t sure if he could move with the man standing so close. What was going through that mind as the redhead peered down at him? Probably silently agreeing with everything and counting the seconds till he left. He knew Kurama couldn’t legally kick him out but that didn’t matter. It would hurt to remain now, this was something he had to do. “If I forget anything just give it to Kuwabara or something. I’m sure I got everything though I figure the bed is rightfully yours since you paid for it.”


Panic set in as the man stood up to grab the last box. Kurama knew that he had no intention of going anywhere near. Yusuke would most likely drop the stuff off at his mother’s then haul ass to the Makai. It meant losing him for a while if not forever. If he let him walk out that door then it was officially over. “The bed is yours, it was a gift.” That earned him a crooked smiled as the detective took another step. “Please, don’t leave. I want you to stay. I’m not sure where we went wrong or how things got turned around so badly. I don’t want you to leave, can we talk before any discussions are made? At least hear me out before you go.”


“If you want an apology then I’m sorry.” Yusuke put the box down, he didn’t want to fight either. “I shouldn’t have thrown my problems at you. I shouldn’t have expected anything from you. That was my mistake and there is nothing I can do about that now. I didn’t mean to hurt you, that was never my intention but you did throw the first punch. Thanks for covering for me though, I didn’t deserve it.” He deserved to be trapped in a cell with Karasu for a few hours in his own opinion. Yusuke knew he’d fucked up but if he could salvage their friendship he’d see it as a blessing. “I’m not sure if we can still be friends but...”


“No, we can’t Yusuke. I don’t want you for my friend anymore, perhaps at one time. That all changed the moment you kissed me. I think we’ve both been fools. My mistake was walking away from you that night and staying away. I want ask you to forget or even forgive but can we move pass it? I’d like to try a different kind of relationship with you.” It would be asking a lot but he knew he could accept Yusuke no other way. He couldn’t say if it was love but he wanted the toushin like no other. Having never experiencing being in love he was wary of claiming emotions.


“Are you sure?” Yusuke was wanting to pinch himself just to make sure he hadn’t fallen asleep while packing. Was Kurama really here asking for a chance to have something? “We weren’t together, there’s nothing to forgive. Sure, I got a little jealous but you’re free to do as you want. I kissed you that night because I wanted to.” His eyes turned to the box he was still clutching like a lifeline. “But I’ve already got my stuff packed.”


“Then we’ll have to unpack it but this time we’ll put it where it belongs.” Kurama could see how nervous the detective was becoming as the seconds passed. The first step would have to be taken by him, he was okay with that for now. “Let’s start by bringing that box into our room. I’ll probably have to get a shower and change before my mother comes over to check up on me.” The change of subject got his company to relax enough to follow him into the room. This time he’d have to control everything since it was their first time together and Yusuke’s first with a male. “I figure if I want to be washed up and ready to receive visitors we’d best get started now.”


Start what now? The question barely registered before two hands went for the buttons of his jeans. The gentle touch of fingers made his breath hiss in excitement. They were still discussing a relationship, surely Kurama wasn’t wanting to do something already. Tender lips caressed his own as the jeans were undone, the harsh material sliding over his hips. He wasn’t sure what was more sensual; the feel of the hands over his hips or how the fox was nibbling his mouth. “You sure you want this? We don’t have to just because I want to.”


“Shhh, I’ve been wanting to taste you for some time. Let me do this,” Kurama already had the jeans to the floor. He was pleased to see that he had the desired effect on his new lover. The thick shaft was already growing rapidly as nails raked across parted thighs. He was more than anxious to experience being buried deep inside Yusuke but wanted to see that they both enjoyed it. The pants were hastily kicked off as a palm ran through his hair. The fox knew it wouldn’t take long for Yusuke to come out of his shell. Hopefully by the second round he’d get to experience some of that aggression that had come through in the first kiss.


Yusuke didn’t think he could wait any longer, just knowing where the fox was, was enough to drive him wild. The velvety lips kissed the weeping tip first, allowing the tongue to dart enough to collect the moisture that had formed. His hips arched towards the redhead kneeling between his feet. The experience mouth began to lower encasing more of the throbbing length in the warm cavern. “Oh, don’t stop.” His breath came out slow and ragged as the beautiful man took most of his cock deep. It felt too damned good to worry about the slight noises that he produced. The skilled tongue was thoroughly bathing the underside of his shaft while the mouth worked him.


Kurama felt the cock jerk before Yusuke could give him any warning. He didn’t bother to stop as the thick essence hit the back of his throat. The fingers pulling on his skull enticed him to take every drop there was. His own erection jerked feeling the hardness remaining after Yusuke’s breathing slowed down. He’d usually like more time to enjoy the one he was with but he wanted to consummate their relationship before they were interrupted. Not only did he want to make sure things were solid between them, he intended on letting his mother know just where his future relationship stood. It meant her hopes for a grandchild would be crushed but Kurama wasn’t willing to lose Yusuke.


As he came down from the high he almost blushed. The fox had him going like a virgin in only a few minutes. The tip of his cock still throbbed as he helped Kurama with removing the rest of their clothing. “I don’t want to disappoint you.” The protest was silenced with a kiss as hands began to roam. The moment the skilled but gentle fingers wrapped around his cock he was lost. Yusuke allowed himself to be taken to the bed and lain flat upon his back. All thoughts were lost as his mouth was being taken while the hand steadily stroked him. There was no questioning the feel of something cold and wet near his entrance.


“Relax Yusuke,” Kurama waited for the tension to ease before running the tip of his digit along the tight muscle. The initial penetration made the man stiffened but it lasted momentarily. He let Yusuke get used to the feeling of being invaded before adding another finger. Just as the second one fully was seated he found the spot that would drive the toushin wild. The hips bucked beneath him as he brushed against it a second time while stretching his fingers slightly. “Do you like that?”


“Ah fuck,” Yusuke felt the sensation again as Kurama moved his fingers. The feeling was unlike anything he’d experienced before. He obviously had a lot to learn and Kurama seemed eager to please. The feeling of being stretched hardly registered as the same spot sent spikes of pleasure through his entire being. “Kurama, fuck I’m going to cum.” As the peak neared the fingers were taken from him suddenly to be replaced by something thicker. There was no tensing as Yusuke mentally braced himself for what was about to happen. It was still slightly painful but endurable. Lips found his neck as Kurama began to move.


The overwhelming friction from being invaded was lost as the fox instantly found that same spot. The pain was forgotten quickly as he became lost in the sensations. Yusuke stammered as the fox reached between them to find his aching member. The pumping was being done easy but steady to enforce the stroking of his sweet spot. The heat was coiling, the intense tension causing his balls to ache for release. His feet curled around the slim hips urging his lover to quicken the pace. “Oh gods, faster, don’t stop.”


Kurama felt the muscles contract around him as the thick fluid gushed from the tip nested in his palm. The pressure around his own shaft felt exquisite, so tight. The untried passage was hot, squeezing him like a vise. Yusuke’s hips left the bed as his own began thrusting hard as the toushin found release. Hearing his name rolling from the parted lips was enough to send Kurama crashing over the peak. The orgasm came hard and fast causing his seed to empty. “Oh Yusuke, Yusuke,” he managed to lean forward and rest upon the panting chest beneath him. “Are you in any pain?” The worry flickered as the toushin flinched.


“Little sore but should be fine in a few minutes.” Yusuke brought a hand to fist the mass of red so close. It was hard to believe the man was actually in his arms. “I’m so fucking scared I’m still dreaming. I don’t want this to end.”


“It won’t I promise. We can discuss how to handle things later.” Kurama placed a chaste kiss upon his lover’s plaint mouth. There was still so much to say, “there is still much to discuss and make up for. Just know that you are mine. From now on there is only me and you.” The timid knocking coming from the other end of the apartment could no longer be ignored. “For now let’s go greet my mother, she is probably frantic with worry. I plan to tell her about us today. I’m sure she’ll come to love you almost as much as I do. Come.”


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