The Feeling Of Being Loved

A/N: He chapter four. I hope you glikelike it. As always please leave feedback.

“Kuwabara…” Kurama ran to him grabbing his arm.
The larger man snatched his arm away from him. “How could you?”
“It’s not what you think…I didn’t want to, he made me.”
“Don’t feed me that bullshit. Three days ago you were crying on the phone to me telling me how much you wanted me and now you turn around and do this!!!”
“Kuwabara please listen to me…he seduced me into doing this.”
“You know what? Go to the room pack your shit and get out.”
“Kuwab…”
“GO!!!”

Kurama flinched, he had never seen Kuwabara this mad. He went to the bedroom and put his clothes into his luggage. While his was packing he heard he and Hiei and Kuwabara fing.ing. The tears started to run down his face. “How could I do this?” He thougo hio himself. After his finished he went back to the living room to see that Hiei had left.
“Kuwabara…I’m sorry.” Kurama said wiping the tears away from his face.
The larger man walked over to Kurama and held his hand. He grabbed his finger and pulled the ruby imbedded ring from his hand, and let his hand drop back to his side. Kuwabara opened the door and pushed him outside. “I hate you.”
That was the last thing that Kurama hear from him before the door was closed in his face. Kurama tears started to flow harder than before. He went to the elevator and pressed the down button. He waited for a few moments before the doors opened. He walked on and pressed the star button. It took him to the lobby and he walked outside. He turno tho the right and saw Hiei leaning against a parking meter.

“Let’s go Kurama…you can stay with me.”
“Go to hell. I can’t believe you are offering me to stay with you after what you did.” Kurama said between the tears.
“Where will you go?”
“Anywhere your not.” He began to walk away from him.
Kurama walked around town for an hour looking for an availahotehotel room. He finally found one at a dinky motel. He paid the man at the counter and when to his room. He sat on the bed and looked around the room. “This is disgusting.”
He decided that he was going to call Kuwabara on the phone. It had been an hour, hopefully Kuwabara had calmed down a bit. He placed fifty cents into the phone and dialed Kuwabara’s number. The phone rang for a while before he answered.
“Hello.”
“Hi.”
“….Kurama?”
“Yeah…I’m sorry. Please forgive me…Kuwabara.”
“You’re a dirty whore…you cheated on me and I’m suppose to forgive you like that.”
“It wasn’t my fault. He seduced me.” He said starting to cry again.
“I’m tired of this.” Kuwabara hung up the phone.
“Hello…hello…Kuwabara.” Kurama looked at the phone and placed it back on the receiver. He laid on the bed and cried himself to sleep.

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The Next Morning:
Kuwabara was awaking by the morning sun. He had fallen asleep on the couch with the TV on. Finally he had enough energy to get off of the couch and go to the bathroom. As he was brushed his teeth he look down and saw one of the candles Kurama made. He sighed heavily and rinsed his mouth. It only took him fifteen minutes to eat. Usually it takes an hour. Kuwabara liked to watch Kurama eat. He liked the way his eyes closed as he savored the aromas and taste of the food he had prepared. But he didn’t have to worry about that anymore, because the two timer wasn’t there. He cleaned up and went back to the TV.

Phone rings.

“Kurama I told you I don’t want to talk what don’t you understand?”
“Kuwa…bara?”
“Oh, Yusuke, sorry man. Well I’m glad I have at least one friend who isn’t an asshole.”
“Okay…. what’s your problem?” Yusuke said with an attitude.
“Nothing.”
“No tell me I want to know.”
“Fine…Kurama cheated on me.”
“WHAT!!!!” Yusuke said dropping the phone. “What do you mean he cheated?” decidecided to come home earnd snd surprise him. I walked in the door and he’s getting his dick sucked by Hiei.”
“Kurama? He wouldn’t do that.”
“Well he did, and he’s gone.”
“Where?”
“Don’t know don’t care.”

They sat in silence for a while.

“You need to find him.” Yusuke said.
“Why?” He said trying to hold back tears.
“You should let him explain what happened. We all know Hiei can be reasonably evil.”
“…it doesn’t matter what he says. I don’t want to see again. He and, he and Hiei can be happy together now.” He finished letting the tears roll down his face. “I loved him…and he told me that he loved me. But I guess…I don’t know. Maybe I’m suppose to be lonely and miserable.” He sighed heavily and wiped his face with his sleeve.
“Don’t say that Kuwabara. He loves you more than life itself. Do you really think that he would just come out of no where and do something like this? What did he tell you when you walked in the house?”
“Umm…he said…it’s not what you think, he seduced me, you know bullshit like that. Of course I know that they are all lies.”
“Kuwabara, listen to yourself. Has Kurama ever lied to you before?”
Kuwabara sat there in silence, thinking. Yusuke was right Kurama had never lied, even if it was something that could potential hurt that person.
“God,” He started crying again, “what have I done?”

A/N: I finished. I hope you guys enjoyed. Chapter five will be out sometime next week. It’s Mardi Gras holiday in New Orleans.