Shared Traumas

Yusuke: LK's busy right now.

Tsume: *yells* How much of this stuff do you have anyway?

Yusuke: *sweat-drops*

LK: Ok, I'm here. Tsume is keeping my hair busy so I can talk. ^_^

Tsume: Help!

LK: And people laugh when I tell them my hair is carnivorous. Enjoy the chap.


Chapter Three

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Koenma awoke first, his golden eyes blinking in the sunlight. When his eyes finally adjusted and he got a good look at the young man in his arms, he could hardly breath.

Normally one would not describe Kazuma Kuwabara as beautiful, and never breathtaking. But as he lay there, with the sunlight reflecting off his hair, and making his pale skin fairly glow like that of a pearl, the demi-god could only stare. In the morning light the boy was... magnificent. Or maybe he was seeing more than just the boy's outward appearance. Maybe he was looking inside to the kind soul within.

Whatever it was he was seeing sent his blood to a certain part of his anatomy. A part that he was sure Kuwabara was no where near ready to face. So, he did his best to untangle himself from the human... which was easier said than done. It seemed that even in sleep Kuwabara didn't want to let go of him.

Finally succeeding he started to creep out of the room, when he heard a whimper that nearly broke his heart...

"Koenma?"

"Yes?"

"Where are you going?"

"I... For a swim."

"Oh... I'm sorry."

Puzzled, the immortal returned to the young man's side. "Why are you apologizing?"

Kuwabara's eyes watered. "For last night."

Smiling gently Koenma pulled the other into his lap. "You have nothing to apologize for, and if I remember correctly, you weren't the only one crying last night."

"But..."

"No buts. Now, are you okay?"

Kuwabara nodded. "Yes... no." He shuddered.

"What is it?"

"I... I've never even been kissed..."

Koenma held Kuwabara close. "I'm so sorry Kazuma, if I could erase what happened I would... for both of us."

Kuwabara sighed, allowing his body to relax in the demi-god's embrace, when an idea struck him. At first he was afraid to act on it, for obvious reasons. But at that moment, he felt safe, and he trusted Koenma. "Could..."

"Hmm?" Koenma looked at Kuwabara curiously. The boy was blushing now.

"Koenma-sama... Could you give me my first kiss?" Kuwabara was now a lovely shade of red.

Koenma felt his own face warming. "What?"

"Please?" Cerulean pools of sorrow gazed at him hopefully.

He couldn't turn down such an offer, not when those eyes practically begged him. And those lips, Kami, they were the most the inviting things he'd ever seen. The way the lower trembled, it was too much.

"Are you sure?"

The younger of the two nodded.

Removing the pacifier from his mouth, as it was sure to get in the way, Koenma gently took Kuwabara's face in his hands. He leaned forward, his own golden eyes gazing into soulful cerulean orbs. The god-ling's lips barely touched the human's, sending a chill through both at the brief contact. Then Koenma moved his lips against the other's, softly licking them.

A very surprised Kuwabara opened his mouth to comment, only to find Koenma's tongue exploring his moist depths. And he moaned, who knew someone else's tongue could taste so good? Kuwabara, timidly met the other, reaching out with his own tongue.

This time Koenma let out a moan. Just the feel of the mortal's wet appendage was enough to make him take leave of his senses. And he knew right then and there that this had to stop, neither of them were ready for anything else. Regretfully he pulled away, only to have Kuwabara trail after him.

"We... We have to... stop, Kazuma..." Koenma gasped.

Kuwabara gave him a hurt look. "Why?"

"Because if we don't..." The demi-god squirmed.

Cerulean eyes widened when Kuwabara felt the bulge under him, it was obvious that Koenma was very happy to have him there.

Letting out a surprised yelp, the boy leaped to the other side of the futon, noticing just how much his body had responded to Koenma's kiss.

"I'm sorry." Kuwabara gulped. He seemed to be doing that a lot lately.

"No, it's my fault. Now you know why I was going to go for a swim." Koenma sighed heavily. "I think I'll leave now." With that the immortal stood, and left a very confused ningen behind him.

"I'm such an idiot!" Kuwabara groaned, once he was sure the other couldn't hear him. "Koenma would never hurt me."

"Then go after him."

The boy jumped. Genkai was standing in the open doorway.

"What?"

The old woman made her way into the room, kneeling in front of Kuwabara. "I know your hurt, but don't let it stop you from being happy."

"Since when do you give pep talks?"

"That doesn't matter, just go or I'll throw you after him."

Kuwabara smiled, and hugged the old teacher. "Thanks Genkai."

"This doesn't leave this room... Got it?" She asked.

He nodded.

"Good, now get."


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A/N: I have discovered what happens when I can't get to my account here to update a fic.... I end up going to animemusicvideos.org and downloading a bunch of Yaoi/shounen ai vids. I musta downloaded over 20 vids. Sheesh.... It's a good thing my hard drive has so much space on it. ^ ^;

LK: It's just bad when your hair tries to eat you. Stupid hair.

Yusuke: Hey! Where's the good stuff?

LK: Later Yusuke.

Toboe: Where's Tsume?

LK: Uh....

Yusuke: Her hair ate him.

Toboe: *faints*

LK: Yeah.... Hopefully there will be a lemon in the next chapter. But no promises.