The Destiny Of Men

Title: Pleasurable Punishment Pt 2

Pairing: Hiei/Saitou

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: Yaoi, anal, oral, angst, char death, language

Added Disclaimer: I do not own Rurouni Kenshin or the characters.

Summary: Hiei's been left to wonder just what occured that evening in the study. Where will things lead him?


The pizza was stale and the fries were so greasy he could actually see the thick substance coating the potato. Hiei pushed his lunch aside in disgust causing Kurama to look up at him. “I don’t see how you can eat that garbage. You must have an iron stomach.” Not to mention an iron plated ass. Hiei shifted in the seat still feeling the aftermath of two days ago. How the redhead had sex with his boyfriend so often was beyond Hiei. Kurama took the bottom in that relationship. Could someone do the activities on a regular basis? After a shower he’d come back down to find the house completely empty. Nothing there with him but his confusing thoughts. Where had Saitou ran off to? His stepfather hadn’t been around for dinner either yesterday evening. He asked Yukina where the man was, his sister hadn’t known. Even his mother hadn’t known where he’d gone.


Maybe Saitou was avoiding him now. Disgusted with him for enjoying it so much. Shame filled him remembering the way he’d been moaning and panting as the man fucked him. All he could focus on was the pleasure he’d been receiving, not whom had been doing the pleasuring. Maybe his mother was right and he was no good. What other explanation could he give himself for what he’d done? Had he purposely taunted the man hoping for something to happen? No, up until that point he wouldn’t have considered the man wanting anything to do with him, much less anything sexual. His gut tightened at the idea that it might happen again. Or had he just been a quick fuck to relieve the man’s sexual tension?


Why the fuck was he even stressing about it? Not like he wanted it to happen again. As long as the man left him alone like before then he’d be happy. There was no reason why he’d want the man’s attention. Let Saitou pretend nothing had happened between them and avoid him. Fuck the old bastard, he didn’t care. He grunted seeing he wasn’t the only one with a lot on his mind. His friend was over there sighing lost in thought. “You know he’d rather kick your ass before fucking it. Might as well give that one up. Besides I highly doubt Karasu would appreciate you drooling over someone else.”


“I don’t remember asking for your opinion.” Kurama knew Hiei was right but wasn’t going to voice the agreement. He’d had a crush on the one he was looking at for over two years now. It was something that would never come to pass. The proof of it was clinging to Yusuke’s arms. The tall raven haired male obviously loved females too much. To make things worse Kurama knew Yusuke and his friends didn’t like him. He wasn’t ashamed of his sexuality but there were those that didn’t care for him. “How are things at home?”


“Hn, don’t bother asking.” He hadn’t told Kurama about what had taken place in the office yet. He wasn’t sure if he could bring himself to speak of it. Telling another might cause Saitou to become enraged. After all homosexuality was frowned upon in the government. He wouldn’t speak of it again. There was only seven months left of school then he could leave. He was almost tempted to leave now. Yet, he had nowhere to go. Kurama was talking about moving out as soon as he graduated. Maybe they could get something together when the time came. Anger filled him seeing Kai coming towards their table. The number one bastard of the Urameshi group. Everyone knew the blonde was jealous of Yusuke because of Keiko. So the rest of them had to suffer his horrible attitude.


“Hey lovebirds, how’s it going? You don’t look happy Hiei. What’s the matter Sweetcheeks? Red not doing it for you anymore? Well maybe if he stopped ogling other cocks he’d pay more attention to you.” Kai laughed at the outraged look from the little man. Kurama just smiled at him. Well, if he could piss one of them off today then he’d feel better. He couldn’t fuck with the one that had pissed him off to begin with. He’d wanted to slap Keiko earlier and knock some sense into her ass. She knew Urameshi wasn’t faithful but still clung to the guy like a tick. One of these days she’d see what she was missing.


“Fuck off, don’t bring your sorry ass over here to take out your frustrations.” Hiei snapped at the taller man. He wasn’t in the mood to put up with the man’s shit. Kai thought because he was taller and thicker that everyone was scared of him. Everyone except Urameshi. Kurama had the personality that he let the insults slide. Hiei felt the jibe for real today. Most people assumed that him and Kurama were an item and it had never bothered him before. “You won’t have to worry about Yusuke beating your ass, I’ll gladly do it for him.”


“Oh please Hiei, don’t talk so formally about my ass. One thing you’ll never get from me is a piece of my ass. I wouldn’t fuck you even if I were desperate.” Kai licked his lips and knew how to push the tiny one’s buttons. “Besides if I get completely desperate in need of a quick fuck I’ll just do like all the other males in this school and take a piece of your sister.”


“Hiei, don’t.” Kurama shouted but it did little good. His friend moved too fast for him to stop. A fist slammed into Kai’s nose knocking the guy back. Blood shot from the busted nasal cavity. Silence filled the cafeteria but no one made a move to interfere as Kai charged the smaller man. Hiei was caught in a very firm hold around the waist. A knee took Kai in the groin, “Hiei, that’s enough.” The same knee caught the taller man in the chin. Some screamed ‘Fight’ and all hell broke lose. The crowd swarmed the two men as Hiei climbed on the fallen man’s chest.


Kai blinked seeing several little fuckers above him. The back of his head hurt and his vision was blurry. Pain erupted in his face, the crowd muttered in high tones when he was struck again. “You little shit,” he balled his fist and took Hiei across the face. It didn’t seem to phase the other male. Instead fingers went into the front of his hair. The little pussy was going to start pulling out his hair, fighting like a girl. “Ahh,” the back of his head was lifted and crushed into the hard tile. Darkness swam behind his lids, “Stop!” The little faggot was going to kill him.


Hiei felt undeniable glee as the skull made a resounding crack against the tile. Someone was screaming his name as he brought the blonde head back up once more. He’d teach the arrogant bastard to insult his family. Some hair snapped in his hold as the head jarred with the floor once more. Arms wrapped around his waist, hands were pulling him back and off his nemesis. Strong arms went around his chest, pinning his arms to his sides. “Get the fuck off me now.”


The sniffling was enough to drive him insane but he said nothing as his bunkmate sobbed quietly. At this rate the fool would have the entire block charging the bunk. Being on the bottom he’d get caught in the stampede. Why cry? He’d been in Taijima’s Correctional Facility for over three weeks now. It was hell but he wouldn’t bring himself to cry. He’d felt like it as the judge sentenced him and none of his family had bothered to show up and find out what his fate would be. He didn’t regret putting Kai in the hospital with a severe concussion. Shame the authority figures hadn’t thought the asshole had deserved it. Instead he’d gotten expelled from school on top of being sent here.


The judge had condemned him four days after the fight. Telling him he was a burden upon society. That steps would be taken now to ensure his rehabilitation. Some of these punks were in here for worse crimes. He’d seen more than his share of orange suits walking around. Here until he turned twenty-one or proved himself changed. Like hell he would change, he liked himself as he was. His fists clenched hearing movement across the room. With any luck they were coming for his bunkmate this time around. He was already carrying a busted lip, a bruised jaw and ten stitches on his side. He’d received the wound on his side the first week in. He didn’t care to be someone’s bitch and had fought to keep it that way. Luckily, the staff had come to end the fight and his predator had found someone prettier that had been willing to bend over.


His stomach growled from hunger but he couldn’t eat until the morning. His dinner had been swiped by the local bad ass of the place. It was just a matter of time before that one decided to pounce on him. The tray had been yanked from the table with enough force to send his food across the floor. The staff had interfered before it went any further but he’d been denied any more dinner. The fat guard had told him to pick the food up off of the floor, it was still edible. He really hated this place, he wanted to go home. Not spend the next three years trying to keep from getting his ass beat daily. The staff didn’t get involved unless blood was drawn. Like now, they had to see the five guys moving across the dark room from the security cameras but no one was coming in to order them back to their bunks.


He tensed as they neared his bed, were they coming for him? The boys disregarded him and went for the whimpering male on top. Anger surged through him as the trembling boy was pulled from the bunk and to the floor. Hiei fisted the sheets and closed his eyes as sick chuckling filled the room. The terrified pleas for help made him want to do something but what could he do? If he tried to interfere then he’d end up sharing the same fate. They’d turn their attention to him next, him speaking up would change nothing. There was no way he could take on all five alone. Tearing cloth confirmed the worse, followed by several grunts. He could still hear the piercing scream even though a pillow had been shoved over the boy’s face.


He shifted and turned away from the scene, trying to drown it out. This couldn’t be happening to him. He’d rather die than have those bastards doing that to him. He wouldn’t let himself be gang raped for their sick twisted pleasure. He wasn’t sure how long it lasted before the other boy was released and left sobbing on the floor. Could he live with the knowledge once they turned on him? His eyes refused to close throughout the night. Every little sound had him jerking in awareness. The last thing he was aware of was the staff coming in to pick up the other boy off of the floor. The cooper scent of blood hit his nose as they led him away.


Someone shaking his shoulder had him bolting upright in the bed. Dawn had already come and gone from the looks of it. Shit he’d missed breakfast again. The smiling redhead was waving a hand in front of his face. “What the fuck do you want?” Who the hell was he? With the white jumper he was wearing Hiei would guess that he was some kind of trustee. An inmate that had sucked up to earn a few extra privileges. What time was it? His head was throbbing and his jaw was hurting again. His stomach twisted when an officer came into the block. Great, what had he supposedly done now?


“Come with me please, the warden has sent me to come fetch you.” The trustee stepped back from the bed, sidestepping the dried blood on the floor. “You are Hiei are you not. They are wanting you in the office now I’m afraid.”


“Whatever,” He couldn’t think of why he was being summoned. They were probably going to blame what happened last night on him. The guard gave him a hard look but opened the door for them to go on through. He felt like he was walking towards the hangman as they went down the long hallway. A few inmates gave him an evil look but didn’t speak. What was going on? They stopped in front of the elevator that went to the top floor. The guard used a key to open the doors and they stepped inside. Damn, his headache was so fucking bad he felt nauseated. He should puke all over the suck-up’s crisp white jumper.


The ding signaled the end of the ride to the top floor. His eyes narrowed when he was escorted to a large office. There were two more guards standing outside the door, with weapons. He was roughly shoved inside the room and stumbled forward. He caught himself in time before eating carpet, he wasn’t that hungry. He’d seen the warden before, on his first day arriving. It had been this fat fucker that had laid down rules that no one bothered to obey. The bald head turned to look in his direction then back at the other man in the room with them. Hiei felt like he’d been punched in the gut seeing the cold amber eyes watching him. What the hell was his stepfather doing here?


“There you are boy.” The warden eyed him with open hostility. “It seems you will no longer be in my care. Though I think you’d be better off here. I’ve just received the papers stating that the judge has put you in the care of your stepfather.” He scowled knowing that the man had used his military influence on the judge. This little bastard needed strong discipline, he’d been looking forward to giving it to him. “Your sentence has been revoked and you’ll be going home with Hajime for the time being.”


“I expect him changed and ready to go within five minutes.” Saitou clenched his fists seeing the state of Hiei’s
face. There was a large split on the bottom lip, a dark bruise on the pale cheek and a faint black eye. There was no way he’d let Hina off easy now. This was the last thing he’d been expecting after coming home from his trip. He’d even called his wife several times while gone to check up on everyone. She told him every time that things were fine. How the fuck were they fine if Hiei had been carted off to a detention center within a week of him leaving? It been a month since he’d seen his stepson. He was irate that Hina hadn’t informed him of the trouble. He’d went to the judge as soon as he heard the news. The judge was an old friend and had done as he asked.


Hiei couldn’t believe what he was hearing. He had to still be asleep and dreaming. Was he so out of it that he’d even want this man to come take him from this place? There would be no way Saitou could get him released. Nor would the man care to. He hadn’t bothered with his welfare when he’d been incarcerated or during his hearing. No one had come to see him since he’d been brought in. The guard came towards him and grabbed him roughly around the arm.


“If there is a bruise there tomorrow you will be back to checking parking meters.” Saitou snapped at the guard but the fingers fell from the boy. “As of this morning my stepson is no longer under your supervision. I suggest you take the upmost care with him until we depart.” Saitou really hated rent-a-guards. Most of these guards got off on bullying the inmates. Most were just troubled kids that had no parental guidance. He turned to the warden, “You have the proper paperwork, so we’ll be leaving now. Have us escorted off the property in a professional manner.”


Hiei almost laughed as the warden snapped at the guard, almost as if he were intimidated by his stepfather. He wasn’t touched again as the guard asked them to follow him back to the elevator opposite of the one he’d originally came up on. Was he really getting out of here? How had it happened? What did the warden mean by being in his stepfather’s care? He didn’t need the man for anything besides a ride home. The silence was almost eerie as they made it to the first floor. He stepped out into a hallway he’d never had seen before. A desk was up front dear the two double doors. The guard spoke on his radio and the doors opened for them. When he’d been brought inside it had been through the back. They were being escorted through an iron gate surrounding a walkway.


Saitou waited until they were in the parking lot before speaking to him. “I am very disappointed in you Hiei. I wasn’t expecting to come home from my trip to deal with this. Couldn’t you have waited to beat the shit out of some poor kid?” Yukina had stood up for her brother saying the boy had been picking on Hiei and had instigated the fight. Even if that were the case, it had taken a lot of convincing on his part to get him released. “Let me explain to you what your release means. From now and until the day you turn twenty-one I am responsible for you. You were to remain in there until then. Despite the terms of rehabilitation, you were to remain locked up. You could have seriously injured that other student. It didn’t help that your mother didn’t get off of her ass. The impression the judge got was that you are a troubled kid that has no parental supervision and it was best to leave you to the system. I informed him that I had married your mother a short while ago and had taken over your care. If you give me any shit and don’t stay out of trouble your ass will be shipped right back. Do I make myself clear?”


“Whatever, no one told you to bother.” Hiei went to the truck he recognized among the many older vehicles. He hadn’t asked the man to come for him. He was glad for it but he wasn’t going to admit it. It was just something for Saitou to hold over his head. Under his supervision? What exactly did that mean? So the man had left on a business trip. Still didn’t mean anything. The alarm was turned off and the doors unlocked. He just wanted to get away from this place and sleep. “I don’t need a father or a babysitter.”


Saitou climbed into the truck and slid behind the wheel. He really didn’t know how to handle things but had refused to leave the boy in the center as Hina had insisted. They weren’t his kids but he had accept responsibility for them the moment he married their mother. “I am neither of those as you bloody well know. But you will not give me a reason to regret pulling a few strings to get you released. You will do exactly as I say. I hear you were also expelled from school. Just as well, I wouldn’t risk you going back and getting into more trouble. You can study at home and take the test for a diploma. You will not fall into the category everyone is expecting you to, I won’t allow it. Unlike your sister you are not a lost cause. You have potential Hiei, you’d do well to realize this.”


“Hn,” Hiei leaned his head back and closed his eyes. Had that been a half-assed form of a compliment? Coming from his stepfather? It was probably an insult and he was just too damn tired to figure it out. The truck was pulling away from the facility. It’d take two days of driving to get back home, two days alone with Saitou. He sighed and prayed the time would go by quickly enough. Weariness crept over him as he relaxed. It’d be nice to sleep without having to worry about waking up in an unwanted situation.


“I’ll be stopping for a few things since we’ll be on the road for a bit. We’ll need to tend to that lip and you’ll need a shower. I’m sure you’d like a decent meal as well. We’ll stop to rest for the night before nightfall.” He turned on the heat feeling the slight chill in the air. The boy looked ready to pass out from exhaustion. Just what had happened to him in that place? “How are you feeling?”


“I am fine, not like you care. Why did you even bother getting me out? First you fuck me and disappear without a damn word. Trip my ass, get off your high horse. I was told that both my guardians had been informed of the hearing. Since neither of you decided to show I was left to the system. What are you going to do now? Hold returning over my head? If that is the case you might as well turn this truck around and send me back. I don’t need your bullshit.” Some of his bitterness leaked out as the man hit the brakes and came to a stop. Had it stung that he’d lost his virginity to someone that wouldn’t bother to speak to him after. He hadn’t expected his mother to show up or care. It would give her the opportunity to get rid of him permanently. “Hn, my mother can’t be too happy about you coming for me. Not a smart way to make your wife happy.”


“I could care less what makes her happy. She should care more about the welfare of her children. You will soon learn that I am not Hina. I did not leave you there intentionally. Only your mother was informed of it, I was out of the country dammit. I called her every other night to check up on things and was told you were fine. She didn’t bother to inform me until after I had returned. I sat down to dinner with just your mother and sister and asked where you were. I had been home for several hours before she sought it fit to inform me that you were at the facility. The next morning I was up at the courthouse speaking to the judge. Be bitter if you wish but I had no choice but to leave without speaking to you and I came to fetch you as soon as I could. Now get some fucking sleep before I knock your ass out, you’re pissing me off.”



The hot water felt awesome, a shower that wasn’t timed. He felt a little better after eating a few hours ago. Saitou had gone by a drive through to get some fast food. The burger had been a tad sloppy but it had tasted wonderful. His stepfather had merely laughed when he finished off his own food then eyed the still wrapped burger in the bag. After finishing off the remainder of the food, he’d waited in the truck while Saitou went into the hotel office to get them a room for the evening. He couldn’t remember coming into the room. Had he been carried? That was the most logical explanation how he couldn’t remember undressing himself and climbing under the blankets.


The room had been draped in darkness and empty when he had woken up. Where had the older man gone? Hadn’t there been a mention of going by a store? There was a slight sting as the water beat against his side. Not enough to make him turn the spray down. The stitches were about ready to come out. All there was to wash his hair with was the hotel shampoo but it would have to do. Perhaps things would look better if he was clean. Get the scent of that place off of his skin. He was still confused about why Saitou had gone through the trouble of getting him released. It would have been simpler for the man to leave him there. He would demand to know why as soon as the man got back.


A door slammed in the room getting his attention. He turned the spray off and reached for a towel. Most likely it was Saitou returning but his nerves were still raw. The white cloth was wrapped around his waist snugly. The room was now draped in light from the lamp. His stepfather was standing near the small table. A paper bag was placed next to a package. Where all had the man gone? Was there anything to eat in that bag? His appetite was already returning. A drop of water hit his cheek reminding him that he was standing there dripping wet.


“I purchased you some clothes to wear. Dry off so I can take a look at your side and something needs to be put on that lip.” Saitou drew the clothes from the box and placed them on the bed. The first aid kit was in his hand but Hiei hadn’t moved from his spot near the bathroom. “Get over here. I’d like to go get some dinner soon. We aren’t getting anywhere with you standing there so move your ass. It’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before.” Maybe that was why the boy was apprehensive about approaching him. Could he promise Hiei not to touch him? No, cause then he’d just end up breaking it. He would very much like to take the boy as his lover.


“Fine, since you are so impatient.” The towel was keeping it modest so he shouldn’t be acting so shy. Hiei sat on the edge of the bed where he was directed. He’d be stupid to believe that Saitou had gone through the trouble of getting him just so they could fuck again. It had been his first time so it couldn’t have been that astounding for the older more experienced man. Fingers went for the towel, trying to remove it. “What are you doing?”


“As usual you are sloppy and are dripping all over the place. Remove the towel so we can stop your hair from dripping.” The ass was lifted from the mattress allowing him to see the mark near Hiei’s waist. Saitou reached out to touch the area. “Dry your hair already before you soak the sheets. We have to sleep here tonight.” The kit was open but he didn’t think he’d need it for the gash on his side. It was almost healed but the stitches needed to come out. “When we get home I’ll take you to a doctor to get this examined and the stitches removed. Want to tell me how you got injured enough to need them?”


“Because I was left to rot in hell. The so called guards don’t move unless it’s their turn for a smoke break. Some asshole tried to corner me while in the shower, told me I’d make a nice bitch.” Fingers probed the sensitive area with care. It had looked a lot worse when it had happened. “Don’t ask me where he got the knife from, I didn’t give a damn. If I bend over for anyone it wasn’t going to be for him.” He clamped shut feeling the fingers stop. Hn, he hadn’t been referring to him. But hadn’t the thought crossed his mind when the unknown inmate had ordered him to get down and suck him off. Yes, it had entered his mind that if he had to suck anyone off he’d want it to be the older man in front of him. Saitou wouldn’t be classified as hot or sexy by most standards. The lines of his face were kind of on the long side, the nose slightly large and narrow, the eyes were so cold they could cause frostbite. Yet there was something he found appealing about the man. The slightest touch from the hand caused so many sensations to race down his spine.


He wasn’t sure how to take that statement. Was Hiei implying something or had it been a casual observation? Could be that Hiei just wasn’t attracted to the one that had approached him. Didn’t mean that he was wanting to repeat their encounter. “I see, maybe you should have told him that you preferred to be seme.” It was meant as a crude joke but he was shocked to see the confusion on Hiei’s face. “Never mind, it means that you prefer to be the one doing the topping. Which reminds me your boyfriend asked that I have you call him when you got out.” Saitou had run into the boy when he’d been preparing to head to deliver the papers and pick Hiei up. The redhead had come by the house, he assumed Yukina had called him.


“Huh?” What the fuck was he talking about? Hiei wanted to ask if he was making another lame joke. This wasn’t the best way to break the tension. He had known what the term seme meant, having Kurama explain it to him before. Why would Saitou insinuate that he’d kid around about wanting to be the one doing the fucking? He flinched in pain, fingers suddenly latched onto his face forcing him to look up. “Owe, dammit that fucking hurts.”


“You have no idea who I’m talking about do you?” Saitou didn’t release the hold, only grew more irritated at the look of confusion. Hiei had no idea he was referring to the redhead. That should have been the first person to pop into his mind. “I am referring to your pretty little redhead.” There, the look of confusion but acknowledgment. “I see that you know who I’m talking about now but you had no clue when I addressed him as just your lover. You lied to me, you deliberately let me believe that you had just fucked him in my office. Why? I find it hard you were longing for me to spank you. Which means you were covering for someone else. You were covering for Yukina weren’t you. It was her that had already left after doing her business. I hope it was worth it. Tell me Hiei, was I the first male that you’ve been with?”


“Why do you care? Does it really matter? If so, you were the first period. I am not my mother or sister, I’ve never felt the sudden need to rut like a dog.” Not until this man had come around. His body still longed for the feelings that Saitou had introduced him to. The fingers released his jaw to cup the nape of his neck. It was hard to read the expression facing him. Was he about to be punished for lying and covering up for his sister? “Don’t you dare think of punishing her the same way you did me. I won’t let you touch her.”


Touch Yukina?! The idea was almost laughable but he saw that Hiei was quiet serious. “Your sister will be severely scolded for the behavior but I have no intention of touching her in any form. You on the other hand, I should punish you for lying to me but I’ll let it pass since I’ve already done so for something you didn’t do. Though I make no claim of having no intentions of touching you. If we are going to speak plainly I intend to do more than just touch. Also you should know that if you’d have let your sister take the blame for her actions the most I would have done is restrict her in her room. All you did was give me opening to do what I’ve been wanting to do.”


The words caught him off balance and left him too stunned to reply. Hiei whimpered as the mouth crashed over his own. Thin lips pressed, causing pain. The touch eased enough so he could accept the fact that he was being kissed. His mouth parted feeling the brush of tongue. It shoved deep into his mouth without pause. A tremor danced along his spine when he met the slick muscle. The grip loosened enough to enable him to move closer. Did Saitou really want him in that way? Did he want to be wanted sexually by this man? The kiss was the same as everything else Saitou did, demanding, rough and exotic. He moaned feeling the heat stirring in his groin along with the curling of his toes.


He pulled his mouth away from the smaller male to look down into the glassy crimson eyes. Saitou felt guilt at the swollen lip, “I don’t want to hurt you.” His finger lightly brushed over the split surface, “I’ll just have to kiss you elsewhere.” Hiei tensed at the declaration but didn’t pull away. No force was needed to coax the boy into laying back against the pillows. The towel was tossed to the floor, leaving his new lover nude. The first kiss was placed on the tip of the stubborn chin that like to raise as it defied him. Then he worked his way along Hiei’s jaw until he found the gentle swell of ear lobe. The head turned letting him nuzzle, tiny kisses were placed on the shell. Hands sprang from the bed to grab his arms when his tongue struck out to lick and probe.


Hiei’s blood rushed, the tongue was teasing his body into submission. Tiny cords of pleasure were plucked and played as teeth nibbled the lobe. A palm came to rest on his naked chest, caressing as it went up. “Ungh,” two fingers closed around a nipple. The tiny bud hardened under the touch. Every nerve seemed to be connected as he was worked. Heat flooded his veins, making him ache for more. All coherent thought was gone and he didn’t want to protest. If it would feel anything like last time he wanted it, needed it to happen. The teeth went down to the indent along his shoulder and neck, biting down hard enough to make him jump.


Saitou felt the resistance flee under his touch. The boy wanted it, even if he didn’t realize yet exactly what he wanted. He had been the first person to be sexual with him. He’d been Hiei’s first, the little brat had been a virgin. The idea thrilled him for an odd reason. He liked the idea of the smaller male belonging to him and only him. He brought his head down to capture the nipple in his mouth. It pebbled under his tongue, very sensitive nipples. His hand reached between them to find the erection resting on the smooth stomach. The velvety tip was brushed with his thumb. Moisture erupted at the touch. What would his lover taste like?


“Oh gods,” his hips left the bed feeling the wet heat heading further south. Hiei lifted himself up on his elbows and watched the hot mouth trail a path over his belly until it reached the weeping tip. A large hand cupped the twin sacs as the head of his cock was placed inside Saitou’s mouth. The sensation felt so good the tension was about to break. There was no way he could take much of that. The slick caress of tongue entered the tiny slit to tease. Damn, he was going to cum and he’d yet to actually be sucked off. “Please, oh fuck I can’t....” His cock went further into the hot orifice, the thick vein brushed along the rubbing tongue. He couldn’t help it any longer he had to move his hips. The sound of hard sucking filled the hotel room urging him to thrust into the man’s mouth.


Saitou relaxed his throat allowing the boy to awkwardly shove the throbbing cock deeper. A hand went into his hair, trying to ensure he didn’t stop. He had no intention of stopping, not even after the boy found release. Hiei was letting this happen willingly, he’d make sure to give him a reason to allow it to continue to happen even after they returned home. His hand gripped the base and played as his head bobbed to help along with the movement. The little brat looked so fucking hot with his head thrown back. The slim hips pumping, seeking his pleasure. The pulse of the vein let him know it was time. His mouth enclosed around the cock, sucking for all he was worth. A surge of possessiveness shook him to the core as his name bounced off the walls. The thick load hit the back of his throat, giving him his prize.


The throat convulsed around his cock pulling the orgasm from his body. Hiei rolled his eyes as it washed over him. The last rush of heat was spent but the mouth stayed attached to his member. “Ahhhh,” his back arched as it suckled the over-sensitive tip. It was released but the talented lips were working their way over the underside. What more could the man do to bring him pleasure? Awareness came alive, the brief caress of a hot tongue along one of his sacs. Hands were spreading his legs apart, the knees into the air. He was more than happy to oblige, as long as the mouth kept teasing him.


The legs opened for him exposing the boy’s bottom. The fingers tightened in his hair so hard Saitou found it hard to move without snatching his head away. The loose skin was pulled taut as he suckled then released. His own cock was fighting to be released from the jeans. A small testicle was pulled into his mouth bringing a cry of pleasure from Hiei. He wrapped a palm around the already thickening cock that hadn’t long found release. The boy was quick to rise, he liked that. He hummed while he stroked the member into full attention. The hips were leaving the mattress already, Hiei thrusting into his hold.


The vibrating stopped and his ball released so the mouth could travel further down. His cheeks flamed as the free hand cupped both sacs to push them up and away from his entrance. He was wanting something but wasn’t sure what. The feel of teeth scraping along his ass cheek had him squirming for more. Understanding dawned, the tongue went right for the eager entrance. The sensation was different and odd but stirred his lust. His cock jerked knowing that Saitou’s slick tongue was probing his ass. He could clearly recall how good it had felt to have the other man penetrating him with something much larger. The heat coated and licked at the rim, “Oh yes, don’t stop.”


Saitou probed the tight ring, finding it hard to force his tongue inside. His hand abandoned Hiei’s cock and it came with a whimper of disappointment. He placed his middle finger inside his mouth to make sure it was coated. The next touch was done by the fingertip, pressing into the tight muscle. He let out his own cry as it went further into the hot tunnel. He went right for the boy’s sweet spot. The finger did the trick and Hiei was soon crying out as he prepared him. “Tell me you want my cock inside you.” It left his head free and he captured the boy’s girth between his teeth.


“Please, I......” A burst of pleasure took him by surprise. He was going to cum again. Another finger was being forced inside. He wanted it so bad, he wouldn’t put it to words. It would be as intense as last time but he wanted it. It was wrong but he needed to feel the man buried deep in him, taking him. “Give me your cock.” Give it to him before he burst from the burning need. The heat was almost unbearable, so fucking good he was shaking.


“Close enough,” Saitou ended all the torture and climbed from the bed. The shirt was pulled off first, then the pants were shoved down and stepped out of. He made a quick trip to the table to retrieve the bottle of lube he’d bought. A dark brow lifted seeing him palm it, “What?” He took up his former spot between the parted thighs. He placed the bottle in Hiei’s palm and fisted both in his own. “Would you like me to apologize for being prepared? Or do you just want me to be honest and admit that I had every intention of trying to fuck you tonight? In either case, do it. I want you to open the bottle and prepare my cock. Touch me, Hiei.”


It took three tries before he got the blasted cap off. Hiei kept his eyes on the large erection settling between his thighs. Saitou helped him sit up and he reached out to explore. The head was slightly enlarged and it was longer than he’d first thought. There was no way all of it had entered him last time. The bottle was snatched from his grip. A good amount was poured into his palm and his bossy lover wrapped the hand around the strutting cock. The harsh cry from the larger man made him bolder. He stroked the entire length, covering it in the gooey substance. Saitou’s eyes were closed and his head was thrown back. It was awkward but he managed to point the tip downwards and brushed it across his opening.


It was all the incentive he needed, he grabbed the hand and placed it over the boy’s side. His frame covered the smaller one beneath him. He rested on his elbow noticing that the head only came up to his chest. His lover was so small, he felt the need to be gentle. The other hand lifted a leg up, opening him up more. With a steady motion he pushed past the ring and into the warmth. His cock was being swallowed by the tight sheath. His throaty cry was drowned out by the one beneath him. Arms came around his back pulling him closer.


His nails dug in as the width stretched and filled him. This was what he wanted, Hiei drowned in the knowledge that someone forbidden could make him feel so alive. His body trembled with every thrust that sent the jolt of intense heat. His cock was wedged between them, jerking against his lover’s navel. “Faster,” the pace was sweet but torturous. Saitou was taking his time and being gentle. He wanted more, more of the cock in his ass. With the distance remaining between them, there was no way he was getting all of it. “Deeper, don’t hold back.” His back arched as he took more than he thought possible. “Yes, all of it. I want all of you. Give me all your cock.”


“Very well, but just remember you begged for it.” Saitou placed his hand on top of the thick mat of hair stopping any upward movement on Hiei’s part. With a hard thrust he impaled himself as far as he could go in the position. He wasn’t sure if the scream was of pleasure or pain but he wasn’t told to stop as he repeated the action. The fingers pinched at the flesh upon his back, the boy was making soft noises that came out as pants. Hot breath caressed his chest as he rocked vigorously. The tight walls were pulling and squeezing his cock. He was driving into Hiei’s ass so hard the headboard started to slam into the wall announcing to any neighbors what was taking place. “Fuck, I’m going to cum.”


Hiei was forced to release the embrace. Saitou moved away from him enough so that the hand that had been holding his leg could fist his cock. It was all he needed to be sent over the edge. The cock buried in his ass was making short work of him, striking his spot repeatedly. His cum filled the palm jerking on the throbbing tip. The pleasure spiked, a hard pulsing echoed against his contracting walls. His breath caught and held as he spent himself.

The smell of pine was overlooked knowing he was about to get a decent meal. Hiei glanced at the menu, he couldn’t make up his mind if he wanted a steak or some type of burger. The triple decker cheeseburger looked good but he’d eaten a burger earlier today. A nice large rare steak would probably hit the spot. Most likely they’d be getting fast food tomorrow for lunch. Since they wouldn’t make it home tomorrow either but the next day. The waitress came up all smiles for them and asked if they’d decided yet. “I’ll take the sixteen ounce t-bone, rare with fries and a side salad.”


“I’ll take the same but make the steak medium instead and more coffee please.” Saitou leaned back as the waitress went to fetch his coffee. He noticed that she was pretty, young and admiring Hiei as she fetched the pot. His stepson didn’t seem to notice the attention. Nor had the younger male given the female a second glance. Was Hiei not interested in the fairer sex at all? It was probably best, he had no plans on sharing with male or female. “You wanna tell me why you are squirming? What’s on your mind?”


“Why did you come for me? You have explained why it took so long but have yet to tell me why you would bother going through the trouble.” He couldn’t stop thinking about it. Why would the man bother coming for him? His mother hadn’t asked it of him so why would someone that barely knew him? They had fucked the one time and he sincerely doubted it been good enough to make his stepfather go through the extra trouble of bringing him home. Neither had spoke since they gotten up from the bed and dressed. The diner was near the hotel so they’d walked over for a late dinner.


“Why do you think?” Saitou waited as his cup was topped off and the girl gave Hiei another smile. He tapped his fingers as she asked if they needed anything else. “No thank you, we are fine.” They’d be better than that as soon as Hiei realized what the situation was going to be. The girl nodded and walked away leaving them alone again. The diner was empty except for an elderly couple in the far corner so they had a small amount of privacy. Since Hiei had brought the topic up now he might as well answer. He just hoped the boy was prepared for the answer. “I’ve only been part of the family for a little over two months now but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about what happens to you. I took you in as well as your mother and sister. If you want the straight truth, I care more about what happens to you than them. Don’t look upset or pissed, you know exactly why. I married your mother mostly for appearance sake and we get along most of the time. As it stands any physical form of a relationship has ended. I’m sure she’s been keeping herself entertained during my absence and it is just as well. We have an understanding of sorts. Even if I didn’t care for her ways I’d still keep her around. I will allow her to stay because it means you will remain also. I wasn’t sure what to expect when she suddenly informed me she had two children. I was disappointed at first but things have changed. I have no interest in your mother or your sister. You on the other hand are a different story. I wish to take you as my lover. Blunt? Perhaps but you did ask so I answered. I still would have came for you either way because you don’t belong in some facility that won’t take time with you. No one in those places give a rat’s ass how you turn out; I do. As I already stated, I see potential in you and I’d hate to see it go to waste. Me being attracted to you was unexpected, so was your response.”


It was more of an answer than he’d been expected. Hiei fidgeted with the fork sitting on the table. His lover! What did he mean by that? As in them being a couple? What exactly did the man want from him? He knew there was no way they could show anything in public so what did he expect? Did he have a choice in the matter? Did he want to become the lover of an older man that happened to be his mother’s husband? It sounded so wrong when he thought about it so why was he getting excited at the thought? “What exactly do you want from me? And do I have a choice in the matter?’


“Of course you do, I don’t do rape. I will give you the time to think about it. Just laying my cards down on the table. Due to our situation, relationship and my job it would be a hidden relationship. We’d have to act as our status claims in public; stepfather and stepson. Especially in front of anyone that might cause a scandal. As we both know your sister and mother are rarely home at night so there would be no problem with us spending evenings together. But as I said, the choice is yours. Take your time and think about it. You never have to answer if you decide it’s not something you want. You may do as you please as long as you stay out of trouble and keep your nose clean.” Saitou saw the waitress coming with their plates. “Make sure you eat all your dinner, I plan on eating my breakfast when we get it tomorrow. Weren’t they feeding you in there?”


“If you call that slop food. If I felt like eating it some bastard thought it was better served off of the floor.” He almost drooled as the smell hit him, he’d savor this meal. Eating gave him an excuse not to comment on the offer he’d just been given. Was it an offer or a suggestion? Did he want to enter some type of relationship with the man? His lover, the chance to experience more of the sex he’d already sampled. Could it get any better? If it did he wouldn’t be able to handle it. His body was still in overload over what had occurred. He hadn’t known he could feel that way. The man he’d sworn to despise the day his mother got married had shown him a side of himself he hadn’t known existed. He barely knew Saitou but could that change? Did he want to get to know him better?


“This is actually pretty decent.” Saitou cut the rest of his steak up. He was only halfway done with his meal and Hiei only had a few fries left to finish up. So he’d had some trouble while in the center. Figures, the other ones in there would have taken one glance at his size and pick him as an easy target. They wouldn’t know that beneath the small form was a very strong personality. Hiei was small but wasn’t the kind of person that would take anyone’s shit. Even if the person was stronger, he’d fight back. Perhaps one of the things he found he liked about him. Such a crude little smart ass under that cute demeanor. He also had the urge to protect him from all those that would treat him badly. “If you’d like you could order something else to go. That way if you get hungry later tonight there will be food there. There is a drink machine but nothing else at the hotel.”


“Okay,” Hiei glanced up at the clock on the wall. It was a little after seven. He’d slept for a few hours so he doubted he’d want to sleep when they got back to the hotel. He hadn’t bothered to check out the channels on the television. Usually the movie channels you had to pay for. “Don’t suppose you’d let me order a movie when we get back. I doubt they’ll be anything good on to watch.” He also couldn’t imagine just sitting in the room filled with silence. A movie would help pass the time until they both fell asleep. There was only the one bed and he didn’t think Saitou planned to take the floor.


“If that’s what you want to do. I’ll probably take a quick shower then get some sleep.” Saitou waved the waitress over. He was extremely tired and needed to crash. He’d left as soon as he got the necessary paperwork taken care of then hit the road. He hadn’t slept since then and all the driving had worn him out. If he wanted to drive tomorrow then he’d need some rest. Besides he’d give Hiei some time to think about what he wanted. “I’ll be needing the bill plus we’ll need a few things to go. Go ahead and order what you want Hiei.”



The credits began to roll and Hiei punched in the code to order the next movie. He was wide awake and felt restless. No matter that the movie had great graphics and plot, his mind kept going back to the man laying next to him. Saitou had come back and jumped in the shower then to bed. Within minutes Hiei had heard the steady even breathing signaling slumber. He must have been really tired to fall asleep so quick. Hadn’t the man slept any while driving up here? If that were the case he was stunned to think Saitou would rush to come for him. Why would he do that? The room was slightly chilly even with the heat on but he was hesitant about climbing under the covers. The lights had been out except that from the television, enough light so he’d seen that Saitou had climbed in without anything on.


Did he want to be with him again? His body already had it’s own answer but his mind was still contemplating. Not like he had anything to lose if he agreed to it. The sex was very enjoyable but could they be together and get along? Saitou hadn’t been harsh so far today unless he counted when he’d told him to go to sleep. What kind of relationship would theirs be like? A big part of him wanted to find out but he was weary. He’d never thought to get in one with anyone before now. So what was so different about this man that made him need? Would it hurt to try and find the answer to that question?


He had a few questions to ask Saitou before he made any decisions but the answer would most likely be yes. Sitting up all night killing his brain wasn’t going to help matters. As the next movie came on he got ready for bed. He didn’t have any boxers to sleep in so he stripped down. Not like the snoring man would notice. The clothes were folded and put on the table for tomorrow. After tending to his needs he turned the volume down and climbed under the covers. It was easy to relax with the distance between them. Saitou hadn’t moved since he closed his eyes. He placed the pillows behind his head and got comfortable.


Thirty minutes passed before any movement came from beside him. An arm was slung towards him as Saitou rolled off of his side onto his back putting him closer. The blanket had slipped down leaving half of the lean chest bare. Even sleeping he could see the hidden strength underneath, making the man dangerous. Was he taking a big risk considering becoming Saitou’s lover? Not like he had anything to lose. His mother would never notice that the man wasn’t occupying her bed. If he wasn’t going back to school there was nothing to do but pass the time. Home schooling couldn’t be that hard. If he took the test to get his diploma then he would never have to endure being at that school again. That was a plus since he hated getting up early. He wasn’t smart like Kurama and most of the students tended to get on his nerves.


Was the chest as hard as it looked? Were the nipples as sensitive to touch as his own? Would the man wake if he were to reach out and see? The television had been blaring for hours now and it hadn’t woken him. Feeling really stupid but curious he moved closer until he was laying right next to his bed partner. The twin peaks were slightly darker than his own. There was no reaction from his fingertips touching the corded muscles near his target. The steady breathing continued urging him to go further. The little bud tightened and hardened under his thumb.


Saitou almost tensed when the small hand left his nipple to explore the planes of his abdomen. The boy must be curious, it was the only explanation. He didn’t move or open his eyes knowing it would stop if Hiei found that he had woken. At the first touch his mind had registered the need to wake. He normally slept with a television on so that hadn’t disturbed him. Being touched didn’t happen often, feeling Hiei’s hands on him were enough to make him bolt right out of sleep. The palm was caressing him gently, as if he didn’t want to be too bold. Just how far would he go before stopping? Saitou wasn’t going to complain about the attention. If he hadn’t been so tired he might have been tempted to persuade Hiei into accepting his offer. In the end it was out of his hands, Hiei would do what he wanted.


His gut jerked seeing the large tent forming under the blanket. Hiei was shocked that the sleeping man was growing erect from the slight exploration. Was his touch the cause or did Saitou have exotic dreams? He glanced back to make sure the eyes were still closed. The cock was straining under the material but the chest movement had remained the same. Could he do what he wanted and get a closer look at the cock that had been used on him? His breath caught but he kept going and removed the blanket. The thick girth was laying proud under his gaze. It was hard to believe this was what had been thrusting deep into his body. No wonder he felt stuffed, but it had felt good too. Maybe he was sick in the head or liked some pain. Heat flooded his own cock remembering the sensations that had taken place earlier that evening. He wanted it to happen again, there was no denying that his own cock was growing hard with lust. The screen flickered sending more light into the room. The smallest amount of pre-cum was seeping out of the slit. What would the older man taste like? He knew he wouldn’t be any good at performing oral sex but he found himself wanting to run his tongue over the tiny opening. Just to see what it’d be like.


A timid hand encased his length, pulling it away from his groin. Just what was Hiei planning on doing? If the boy decided to retaliate and try snapping his dick off he’d be very disappointed. It was very hard to keep his eyes closed and wait it out. Finally, he jerked in reaction at the first touch of something hot and warm along the tip. He stilled when the tongue stopped it’s ministration. “Don’t stop,” he reached down to lightly apply pressure to the top of Hiei’s head. It was the last thing he’d been expecting but he wasn’t about to complain. Able to open his eyes, he peered down to see nothing but the raven hair as the boy adjusted his position on the bed.


Hiei noticed the hand running through his strands weren’t demanding, only gentle. He brought the tip of his tongue back out to try the moisture collecting. It was salty but not enough to make him gag or want to stop. The tip of the engorged head was incredibly smooth and soft. Even the flesh beneath his fingers was silky to the touch but hard as steel underneath. A shudder passed through the man as Hiei took the tip between his lips. It felt odd having the girth stretching his mouth, even more so when he took more in. Before long it was hitting the back of his throat. He was sure Saitou had been taking his own deep in the throat. His throat cried out and his gag reflexes had him jerking away. There was no way he’d be able to deep throat the large cock.


“Just use your tongue Hiei,” Saitou smiled as the inexperienced mouth went back down on him. It was exciting in itself to know what was taking place. It was a good sign that Hiei was initiating the sexual contact on his own. If the boy didn’t like the idea of being his lover then this wouldn’t be happening. If things kept going at this rate he’d be tempted to move the boy in the room with him. It could never happen without causing suspicions but wouldn’t stop him from wanting it. The tongue dipped into his slit to probe, “that feels good.”


He began to use his hand to stroke the lower half while concentrating on sucking the tip. He was getting more aroused as he used his tongue to lick the thick vein on the underside. He was sure he sucked compared to his lover when it came down to it. But Saitou was making soft little noises to indicate he was enjoying it enough to let him continue. Hiei moved until he was on his knees leaning over the taller man enabling him to be watched. Glassy amber eyes caught crimson as he managed to take more into his mouth hitting the back of his throat again. He broke the contact to look over at the night stand. The bottle of lube was sitting on it. Would Saitou be patient enough to let him do as he wanted?


His fingers dug into the sheet when his cock was released. Saitou wanted nothing more than to throw the boy on his stomach and ride him hard. That would have to wait. He knew that Hiei was even now making his decision. If he did something to rush it then he might make him change his mind. It was difficult but he remained still as Hiei leaned over him to reach for the lubrication he’d left on the stand from earlier. His cock twitched seeing the small frame starting to cover him own. Thighs draped over his groin putting Hiei on top of him.


Hiei put the thick clear substance on his fingers and reached behind him. The shaft had been resting against his ass. Once again he wasn’t sure how good he’d be at this. The cock was saturated with the moisture when he was done. Large hands went for his waist as he angled the tip straight up. The man was helping him lift his weight in order to hover just above the awaiting cock. He took his time but lowered himself down. He was in control the entire time. The head pressed against his entrance, the puckered ring gave way with a downward thrust. It stung slightly but not enough to make him stop or pause. His muscles were already expanding, letting more of the girth to invade.


The tight sheath was encasing him in a hot embrace. Saitou kept his eyes on where they were joined. He could see more of his cock disappearing while Hiei lowered himself. A quick cry told him the boy had just discovered how to give himself the most pleasure. Two hands came forward to rest on his chest, giving the boy support. He was being pulled out of the heat but he kept still. He’d remain still just a while longer until Hiei gave an indication he wanted more. Another downward thrust, had him impaling Hiei almost to the hilt. The boy better start riding him or find himself being fucked into the mattress. As if reading his mind, the tiny frame started bouncing over him in earnest.


‘There,’ Hiei moaned as his spot kept getting hit. Damn, that felt so good. Saitou was just laying there while he pleasured himself. The heat coiled, making him want to cum. The hands left his waist and went for the bottle of lube. His eyes widened in confusion seeing Saitou place some in his right palm. There was already enough to keep the penetration smooth and easy. “Ugh,” his balls tightened in need when the palm found his throbbing cock. He hadn’t thought to start touching himself yet. There was no way he wouldn’t be finding release very very soon. The hand seemed intent on that purpose. Starting out with long but swift strokes. The lube made the fingers glide easily and fast.


“Harder,” his hips left the mattress to thrust into the boy’s ass. His patience was gone feeling the muscles contracting as the Hiei got close. There was no protests so he kept moving. Saitou cried out as the tension became unbearable. Nails were digging into his chest hard enough to sting. The pain mixed with the pleasure bringing his peak to it’s breaking point. His hand focused on the tip of Hiei’s cock, messaging the head repeatedly. A gush of fluid shot from the slit, splashing on his stomach and chest. He pounded faster feeling his own release approaching. His was slamming so hard the noise of slapping skin filled the small hotel rom. White scorching pleasure swept through him, his cock exploding in the quivering muscles.


He fell forward onto the hard chest, forgetting about the mess between them. It smeared but his lover didn’t complain about being covered in his juices. Strong arms came around them, pulling the semi-flaccid member out. He winced slightly at the tenderness of the area. He needed a nice soak in the tub before he could manage to walk right again. The heater kicked on but he was already sweating. A shower was in need before he went to sleep. Maybe he should let Saitou get in first. It would be the other man driving in the morning not himself. “Want the shower first?”


“A shower sounds good but why don’t we take it together?” He was expecting some form of negative answer. Instead Hiei climbed off of him and the bed. The boy went to the sink and retrieved two towels and rags. That was his answer, he got up to follow into the bathroom. His cock was already twitching back to life thinking about a soap covered Hiei being pinned against the wall. He’d have to look into getting the room for another evening at this rate. He wasn’t expected to report back into work for another week. A day of rest would do him some good. If Hiei didn’t mind they could go fetch an early breakfast before retiring back in the bed for the day.

Hina smiled in the doorway as the tutor brought the thick ruler over her son’s fingers. Good, it was about time someone took the boy in hand. If she left it all up to her husband then she’d end up supporting the little bastard his entire life. It’d been over two months since he’d come home from the center. She hadn’t cared for the way Saitou had laid into her like she was nothing. Calling her a sorry mother, like she had asked to become one. She’d been on the pill when she’d conceived. So what if she’d accidently forgot to take them a couple of times. Just her luck she’d ended up carrying the twins. Her husband had wanted to keep them, so she had to please him. They were old enough to be out on their own but she kept them around for one main reason. Her and her ex had never gone through the courts for child support. He told her as long as she saw to their needs then he’d gladly give her the support willingly every month. She had to ensure that the lawyer saw them and that they were being seen to every month before handing it over. It was better than going to court. If she had done it that way then the support would have ended on their last birthday.


Of course she would have kicked them out on their asses the very same day if it had come to that. She preferred this set up. Her husband saw to the care of her and both kids while she got checks for her children. More spending money for her needs. Saitou was very wealthy, one of the reasons she’d kept him around. The bastard sucked in bed and was an eyesore. Now he was becoming an asshole towards her. He was actually trying to play daddy towards her children. Taking time with Yukina to make sure she graduated. He’d gone out of his way to get Hiei, oh well it stopped her check from being cut in half. The arrogant man had cursed her for everything he was worth. In the end he told her to hire a decent tutor for the boy, so he could continue his education.


She’d found Mr. Baryko, exactly what Hiei needed. Saitou didn’t get off of work until the evening so wasn’t here for the sessions. The older man was very strict and stern with his pupils. She’d warned her son before hand about his attitude. She knew that the judge had released him in his parent’s custody. Which meant when it came down to it she had the final say. She told him if he misbehaved or acted up then she’d send him back to the facility whether Saitou liked it or not. She wouldn’t let her own son think he could have things his way. If it weren’t for the money she’d gladly let him go back to that place where he belonged.


Hiei sneered seeing her in the doorway. She was probably getting off on the way the ugly man was treating him. His knuckles burned from the hard whack of the ruler. Instead of complaining he swallowed his rage and tried to figure out the equation. He should be pissed that Saitou had insisted that he get a tutor, then leaving it up to his mother to find one. The bitch had found the nastiest bastard out there. His lover asked him regularly how the lessons were going. He wanted to shout that they were hell. His mother had warned him not to complain to anyone about it. To accept that it was something he needed to learn, humility. He’d show her humility right after he shoved that ruler up the man’s ass.


Which meant he couldn’t complain to Saitou about the treatment. Not that he would, he had his pride. It was his mother’s way of breaking him. She wasn’t happy about him being brought home. She’d finally gotten him off of her hands but she wanted to keep her means of survival. She was stuck with him here and she was going to make him wish he’d have been left up there. Try to give Saitou the excuse to send him back without complaint. She had no idea that her husband snuck into his room every night. They didn’t have sex every night but even on the days his stepfather came home exhausted he’d come into the room. Those nights he let the man sleep with him.


It was strange but nice having someone laying next to him at night. He was shocked that no one in the house had picked up on it yet. Besides the nasty sheets, Saitou left his room every morning. Though the maid that came in to do laundry probably thought nothing of the sheets since his mother and sister lived under the same roof. And both of them were too busy with their own shit to pay any attention to him. It worked out well for his situation. At dinner he had to act casual and treat the man indifferently. He anticipated it every night, knowing soon he’d have company.


Hina tensed feeling someone beside her suddenly. The shadow that fell over her told her who it was. What was he doing home early? It was just a little pass lunch time, so he should still be at work. She lifted her eyes to meet those of her husband and tried to smile. Did he come home in need of something? She knew he hadn’t come home for lunch. The only thing that was served for lunch was cold sandwiches. He got a better meal at the cafeteria at the base. Amber eyes bore into her with a hard stare. He was probably here to ask the tutor about Hiei’s progress. Why he cared so much about her son’s education was beyond her. All she could think of was that the man was sterile and had wanted children of his own. Catering to her own filled some deep need the man had. She nodded and turned to look at the pair facing away. She almost swore when Mr. Baryko took that moment to slap Hiei hard across the back of the head. The boy grunted in pain but remained silent. The shrill voice echoed in the room. “That’s wrong, now get it right next time you stupid little shit.”


“What the fuck do you think you are doing?” Saitou yelled making the weed of a man spin around to face him. Just as he expected, Hina had hired someone not fit to teach a prostitute. He’d seen the bruising across Hiei’s palm and fingers. When he asked how things were going all he got was that it was going fine. Coming home early had been a splendid idea. He’d done so to make a few arrangements but had also decided to check up on the lessons. What he found displeased him. His lover was a very bright young man and didn’t need to be disciplined with hostility to help him learn. He crossed the room to the desk and snatched Hiei’s hand from the desk. A red tinge was already starting to form from being hit. He turned to the smirking tutor.


“Mr. Hajime I presume. It’s good to finally meet you.” He looked the glowering man over. Most parents got upset seeing their child get a whack or two. “No need to worry, I assure you that I’m doing my best by your stepson. Sometimes a little discipline is needed to help them straighten up their act. After all you are in the military, you should understand perfectly. Hiei has a tendency to let his mind wonder and not keep to the task at hand.” He saw the man frown at the statement. As long as he understood, the tutor nodded assuming his employer agreed. Pain erupted in his jaw and his body felt like a rock when it hit the floor. He groaned grabbing his throbbing face.


“What the hell made you think you had the right to discipline him? There is a difference between discipline and abuse. You do not try to give them brain damage so they end up as stupid as you. Nor do you try to break their damn fingers. Get your ass off of my floor and out of my house before I show you what it’s like to have your ass abused by someone that can fight back. Hiei, go to your room now and don’t come down until I tell you to.” A grunt was his only reply but the boy moved quickly enough. The tutor was trying to stand. “Here let me help you,” he snatched the man up by the collar and yanked him towards the window. The man screamed as he was shoved out into the lawn below.


Saitou turned to his wife who was still standing in the doorway with a wide-eyed expression. He’d thought to at least let her try and do right by her son and help him finish his schooling. Instead she hired that piece of shit and had probably known about the abuse the entire time. “You, what the hell do you think you were doing hiring someone like that? He needs to learn not have someone standing over him waiting for any excuse to take a swing. You will hire another tutor,” he smiled as she balled up her fists. “And this time get it right you stupid little shit.”

Hiei sat down at the dinner table next to Yukina. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to look at the end of the table. Saitou had yet to speak to him since he’d left the study. His stepfather looked to be in a horrible mood and Yukina was all cheery as usual. His mother was on the cell phone as the food was brought in. His stomach grumbled since he’d skipped lunch. Why had the man come home early today? Not that he wasn’t thankful. This way Hina couldn’t accuse him of blabbing to his stepfather about the horrid tutor. It’d been mere chance that it had been discovered. She’d probably just hire another, the next worse than the first.

Saitou waited for Hina to shut the phone before clearing his throat. That got all eyes on him including the maid
that was placing a plate in front of his stepdaughter. “I came home early today because I got an invitation for this weekend. It has occurred to me we haven’t done anything as a family together. An employee of mine has offered to let me use his fishing boat this weekend. I can pick it up tomorrow. So, I was thinking that maybe we could all go out fishing together.” He almost laughed at the disgusted look on Hina’s face. “I could bait your hook dear.”


“Disgusting, the kids can go with you but I’m not.” Hina almost gagged at the idea of participating at such a horrid hobby. She wasn’t going to bake in the sun while waiting to hook a fish. Not to mention the idea of the worms dangling on the hooks made her stomach curl. He could keep his family day to himself, she wasn’t interested. “They can go with you, I have plans already. As a matter of fact I’m late for my afternoon tea with the girls. Since dinner was served late due to having to find a new tutor. I’m sure they’ll enjoy themselves. If you’ll excuse me.”


Yukina watched her mother leave the dining room. She really didn’t care for fishing either. A day on a boat would be nice but she didn’t like to fish. There was also a party she wanted to go to on Saturday night. It was Thursday and she had a date tomorrow night as well. Her brother might like to go. Yes, Hiei would go so Saitou wouldn’t get pissed about all of them ditching out on his plans. “Um, I kind of have a date tomorrow night and there is a birthday party I want to go to on Saturday. Plus, I don’t like to fish. But I’m sure Hiei would like to go. He used to fish when he was little, he’s really good at it.”


“Is he?” Saitou almost laughed that both females reacted the way he figured they would. “How about it Hiei? We could leave this evening or in the morning, it’s up to you. Since your mother and sister have plans and you don’t have any school in the morning we could head out early and get some night fishing in. We can come back if you decide it’s not to your liking. Be a shame to not use the boat while it’s available.” The sooner he got the boy away the better. He was going to demand to know why he hadn’t told him about what was happening.


“Whatever, I don’t have any plans.” Hiei picked at his meat and wished for the hundredth time that Saitou would find a new cook. How many more people would be going on this fishing trip? He didn’t care to be surrounded by others. Figures his mother and sister wouldn’t come along. They didn’t believe in family anymore than keeping their legs closed. “Hn, tonight is fine but I’ve never fished at night before.” If they headed out he’d ask for something else for dinner.

Hiei kept quiet until they pulled into the docks. It wasn’t just a dock but a rental place. One of the more expensive ones. They’d driven about two hours away to the coast. Before coming here Saitou had dragged him into the store saying he’d need a few things. A few things consisted of a cart full of food and supplies. At least he’d gotten dinner on the way out. His bag was in the backseat along with the rest of the grocery bags. It was already after nine at night but there was someone at the shack. The area was cut off by a huge electrified gate. They were making sure no one stole their sail boats. It wasn’t a normal dock where a friend would park their fishing boat. “Hn, and your friend just happens to park his boat here.”


“So I lied,” Saitou downed his window and pulled up to the window of the guard shack. He already had the boat paid for, he just needed the key and the code so he could get the fucker out into open water. All these had security measures taken and the main being each one was locked behind a gate. Without the code it wouldn’t open. The guard greeted them with a frown, “Hajime, I’m expected.” That got a smile from the security officer, “Sorry, we stopped off for supplies.”


“No problem, sir. I was informed you’d be coming by tonight. I got your key right here and all the paper work. Just go straight ahead and park. The number you’re looking for will be on the right dock almost all the way to the end. Let me know if you need any help, things are kind of quiet around here.” The guard handed him the envelope with all the family would need. His boss had came up here to inform him of Mr Hajime renting and that he’d be allowed to come whenever. He’d already turned two other vehicles away. Couples looking to rent a sailboat for a few hours. After six the main office was closed, so if they didn’t have a pass they weren’t allowed in.


“Thank you,” Saitou didn’t think they’d need help with what they had. It would a take a few trips but they’d get the supplies on board. The main gate opened for them as he rolled up the window. He pulled out a cigarette knowing Hiei didn’t really care for the habit. “Don’t scowl at me, I could have left you at home. What would you have liked me to say? Tell your mother that I was planning on renting a sail boat so I could snatch you away for the weekend? This way she believes she escaped being forced to do something she didn’t want. I knew neither would want to come, my hunch paid off as usual.”


“Hn, I see. And what would you have done if I would have said no?” Hiei looked at the many sailboats still docked. It wasn’t warm enough for most people to think about going out on the water. Spring had just started so the nights could still be chilly. He wouldn’t have said no but he couldn’t help but try to rile the man. Saitou probably had known he would jump at the chance to be alone with him. Time alone with him, time away from the house where they wouldn’t have to worry about someone seeing them together. “Would you have come alone?”


“You had no choice in the matter, Brat. You would have come along if I would of had to hogtie you and toss your little ass into the truck. I started making plans at lunch on how to get you alone away from the house. Make no mistake, you are mine for the weekend. You’ll get a break from me when we pull into the driveway late Sunday evening.” He pulled into the parking space closest to their dock. “Come on, let’s get these supplies on board so we can get out.”

The last can went up in the cabinet leaving him only the canned drinks to either put up in the fridge or aside. Several twelve packs had been purchased along with a bottle of wine, he hadn’t known Saitou liked to indulge. There was still a lot he didn’t know of his lover. Their bags had been taken to the bedroom. There was two rooms on board, one that housed the kitchen and the dining area. The other was what held the bed and bathroom. As soon as they got everything on board he’d been asked to put away the food while Saitou got them out in the water. The motion of the boat took some getting use to along with the hum of the generator. If they were renting this thing for a few days then it must be costing a great deal. Why would the man go through with the trouble?


The sound of the engine had quieted down some time ago. Which meant the sails were going up or they were going to drift. What would they do for three days on the boat? They couldn’t fuck the entire time. He put a twelve pack in the fridge along with the wine. There were dishes in the cupboard already. Nice, it came prepared for overnight guests. The earlier words came rushing back to him. He was stuck on the boat with his lover the entire time. Had he really been wanting to get him away? What more could they do that they already been doing? The floor creaked as the man in question stepped down into the room.


Saitou was glad to see that all the food had been stored away. There was no work left to do, just to enjoy the weekend. He’d brought his laptop in case he got some free time. Hiei had to sleep some time. But before they got too involved he wanted to demand a few answers first. He had a good guess why Hiei hadn’t told him. It made him angry that Hina would tell her own child not to tell him. One of these days he was going to smack her ass around just to show her how it felt to be mistreated. “Now, tell me why you thought it necessary NOT to tell me that your tutor was using those methods on you?” And he better have a good fucking answer.


“Hn, what was there to tell? So I had an asshole for a tutor. What did you expect when you told my mother to hire him?” He wasn’t about to complain now either. He’d been willing to deal with it as long as he didn’t have to go back to the facility. Besides hating the place he had another reason to stay where he was. This was the closest he’d ever been to being happy. So what if his days were boring and empty, his nights were filled with pleasure and comfort. “It was nothing that I couldn’t handle. I refuse to discuss it any further.”


“I see but I have to admit I don’t like that tone Hiei.” Saitou almost laughed as the boy shrugged and turned from him to head into the bedroom. Was he being tested or dismissed? There was no way he’d allow it to drop at that. His hands were already going for his shirt as he strolled into the room. Whether Hiei was testing him or not remained to be seen. He stopped in the door and waited, keeping just his jeans on. The boy was getting ready for bed, slipping down into just a pair of black boxers. “Now, now, I think you know better than that. Take them off before I rip them off, you won’t be needing any clothes in bed while we are here.”


“And what if I wish to go to sleep?” Hiei pulled the cover down and didn’t bother to take his boxers off. His lover looked to be in a peculiar mood tonight. Just what would he do if the boxers stayed on? Would Saitou try to remove them? He suddenly found he wanted to test his lover’s patience. Every night when they were together it was always pleasant and tender. Nothing of the raw strength and passion he could see lurking in the golden depths. What would it take to make his lover lose control? “Hn, I would bait you into trying to remove them yourself but I think we both know better. Funny how you didn’t care whether or not you caused me a little bit of pain before you became my lover. I’ll take off my clothes when you stop treating my like a damn female.”


“You try my patience Hiei. If you wanted it rough all you had to do is say so.” Saitou smiled taking the bait, so Hiei wanted to play. He didn’t move from the doorway until his was naked. The jeans were left on the floor for now. He wasn’t sure if his stepson understood just why he was always gentle with him. Perhaps he should give him a demonstration. “Since you want to bring it up, I believe you are right. I have been too gentle on you lately. You have been deliberately keeping things from me. Maybe punishing you is what you need to remind you just who the hell you belong to.”


“Hn, if you say so.” Hiei turned in the bed to lay on his stomach, giving the man his back. It was a clear dismissal and rude. He’d see just what would happen now. He wasn’t to adverse to the idea of another spanking either. As long as it was happening while the man rode him. His body responded at the idea, he smiled into the pillow feeling the bed dip. Rough hands were going for the seams of the boxers. A nail scraped along his pelvic bone. He hissed in pain but let it continue. The material was tossed across the room for him to see. Well if the man thought he’d roll over for him then he was mistaken. Saitou would have to work for it.


With a hard jerk at the waist Saitou pulled the small ass into the air. The boy groaned at being dragged back. He didn’t stop until Hiei was on the edge of the bed, his calves hanging off. A hand pushed the knees apart. “You might want to be a good boy and use your hands to brace your weight, stay this way.” Just how he wanted him, on his hands and knees. He blinked and the ass was being moved away. He struck out to slap a pale cheek. “I said don’t move and I meant it. You wanted me to stop being so gentle you got it. You want to know I’m so gentle with you at home? It’s because I don’t think it wise to fuck you so hard that you wake up the entire house by screaming.”


“Like you could ever make me scream that loud. I think you need to come up with a better fucking excuse. Fine, if you want me to stay in this position I will but only to prove my point.” Hiei complied spreading his knees until they were where the man wanted them. It was to be in a position they hadn’t tried before. Good, he’d take whatever the man gave him. His own cock twitched hearing the bottle of lube pop open. Within seconds he’d be able to feel that hard cock thrusting into his ass. “What’s taking so long? Or did you forget where to stick it old man?”


“Shut up brat, you’ll get it soon enough,” he placed the bottle on the bed incase he would need more. He grabbed the tiny waist and guided his cock to the pink ring. He pressed forward, pushing through and into the warm passage. As much as he’d been taking indulging in the sexual activity as of late, he still found it incredibly erotic to slowly thrust into Hiei’s tight ass. The first initial penetration that forced the walls to accommodate his girth. No wonder the boy had become an addition, being inside him left Saitou in awe. Hiei was already starting to squirm feeling the difference in the angle of penetration. With a deep thrust he embedded himself in to the hilt. A loud cry filled the room, “Hn, not so cocky now are you. I just put it in and you’re already getting loud. But you wanted to know why I’ve yet to take you like this. Let’s see how loud I can have you screaming.”


The cock had just made him scream without fail. Damn, that had been intense. He had wanted rough but he hadn’t been counting on the odd angle. It had the cock going deep, stretching him quickly. His fingers tightened in the blanket, his hips were being yanked back to make him meet the next thrust. “Owe, oh,” he closed his eyes and prepared himself for the next one. A hand reached forward and pushed his head down, aiming it for the mattress. His ass was sticking high in the air. The hands went back to his ass, spreading the cheeks wide. “Oh fuck,” the riding began. He almost regretted his teasing as the pleasure was mixed with pain.


“Do you like that? Louder, you aren’t screaming loud enough. Do you need it harder? Or shall I make sure you get every inch deep while pounding into your tight ass?” He slowed his thrusts making sure to go as deep as he could. The soft cheeks were being punished with each thrust, being slapped without care by his pelvic area. His eyes remained on the sight of his length slipping in and out of the opening. He groaned trying to pry the cheeks further apart. He spread his feet further apart on the floor to get better balance. “Hmph, I don’t think this will work either.”


Hiei wasn’t sure what wasn’t working about it. He found it hard to disobey when he was told to get up on his hands. The hands left his ass and Saitou leaned over to reach for his left knee. It was brought up until the bottom of his foot was on the mattress and his thigh to knee was even with his stomach. He wasn’t sure how this would change the feel of the penetration. Only the tip remained in his ass for now. The bottle of lube was being picked up. He waited anxiously for it to start again. One hand went around his waist on the free side. The other made it’s way past his raised knee to rest on his shoulder. He felt his world spin when the slender hips jerked behind him sending the cock deep.


“Ah yes, much better.” Saitou licked his lips hearing the soft whimpering beneath him. A hand came up on the side, Hiei was trying to push him away. “I don’t think so, you’ll take it. Scream if you need to, you wanted to be fucked this way.” He drew out only to push back in. He took his time about it and got almost the same response. The smart little mouth was moaning. It was a good thing he’d waited for this. Even the neighbors would have been able to hear the deep throaty noises Hiei was emitting. It was a slow and steady pace, he made sure to give as much as he could before the boy would try to back off in pain. The sheath was clinging to him in need, “You feel so good, you make me want to cum.”


The need was also blazing in his groin. Hiei swore feeling the tension mounting and aching to be released. His dick had yet to be fucking touched and he was ready to explode all over the mattress. All he could manage to do was hold himself up as the man pumped behind him. All of his limbs were beginning to shake form the position and the pleasure. He didn’t care that he’d just been made a fool of. Saitou was making him eat his words but fuck they sure tasted sweet going down. The hand left his waist to find his abandoned length. “Oh gods, oh please.”


“Please what?” Saitou gripped the base of the shaft, keeping the release at bay. He lifted a foot to prop it on the bed where Hiei’s leg had previously vacated. He shoved his cock deep to hit the boy’s sweet spot repeatedly. He was going to cum soon, his control was about gone. “Say it Hiei, who do you belong to?” What sounded like you came out in a low jagged whimper. “Not good enough, you know what I want to hear. Who’s fucking you? Who’s giving you what you need? Tell me or I won’t let you cum. I’ll squeeze your dick even as I cum deep in your ass.”


“Fuck you Saitou, let me cum. You cocky bastard,” Hiei cried out when the smallest amount of gentleness disappeared. His balls felt about to break from the pent-up release. The mattress springs creaked as he was being yanked back hard onto the pumping girth. White pleasure shot through him at the abuse he was receiving. It was so rough but he didn’t want it to end. He just needed to cum first before he passed out from it. “Please, Saitou, I want to cum with you.” The grip let go of his base and the need was met. He found himself being jerked off into the palm as the waves washed through him. The hard pulsing beat against his walls as his lover found his release as well. “Harder, oh yes, you feel so fucking good.”


He was sure he’d never came so hard in his life. Saitou felt it in every nerve, his entire body was attached to his cock. His seed beat against the hot walls contracting around him violently. Semen dripped from his fingers as the last of his own filled his lover. He slid out with care, easing his cock from Hiei’s body. As soon as he did he rolled onto the bed landing on his back. “Come here,” he pulled the smaller form on top of him. Hiei groaned but came willingly into the embrace. The light amount of weight was simple to endure. He grabbed the chin between his thumb and forefinger forcing Hiei to look up at him. “I see I’m going to have to steal you away more often.”


Warm lips crashed over his own. Hiei opened his mouth even though he was still trying to catch his breath. The long tongue thrust into his mouth, seeking compliance. It never failed to send shivers down his spine. Just a kiss was enough to make him forget who they really were and why this was wrong. Hands were caressing his back, coaxing him to let go. He returned the kiss, leaving them both out of breath moments later. “Heh, don’t suppose I could convince you to make me dinner? I could also use a cold drink.”


“You could, I can look and find something quick to make. If I make you something then you have to eat out on the deck with me. It’s actually a nice night out.” He was loath to let him up. It’d felt good to hold the boy without any concerns of if they’d been heard or if someone would come into the room. Things would be so much simpler if he could kick everyone else out and just do as he pleased. What he wanted was to be more open with his lover instead of just showing him attention while in the bed. “If I agree to do the dishes, then you got to let me have what I want for dessert.”


The steady slow beating echoed beneath his ear trying to lull him into a peaceful sleep. The breeze coming from the north made him shiver. Night had fallen a long time ago. Hiei wasn’t sure how long he’d been laying next to his lover. Time seemed to be going by too fast. Tomorrow they’d be going back in. He wanted to stay out here but knew they couldn’t. They had to go back, Saitou was expected to return to work. He’d have to meet his new tutor and finish his studies and try to get a diploma. He smiled knowing that the only place to take the test was a few hours away. Another trip they’d take together when he was ready to try and pass the exam.


He nuzzled closer to the warm chest beneath him. Arms tightened around him but he was sure Saitou hadn’t stirred. They’d spent most of their time together on deck laying about in the nude. He found it oddly erotic to watch his lover cook while wearing absolutely nothing. While Saitou labored over the food, he couldn’t help but want to feast on something more tasty. As if knowing he was thinking about it, the cock resting flaccid along the trim stomach began to twitch with life. Hiei licked his bottom lip seeing the member so close. He couldn’t help but to enjoy hearing the soft little moans as he found things his lover liked. They’d tried so many things in the last two days but Hiei was still curious as to a few. There was no denying his body craved having the thick shaft buried deep in his ass. The look on Saitou’s face often sent him over the edge. What did it feel like to have the tight warmth surrounding his cock?


His head lowered on it’s own accord as his mind wandered. It came natural to him to wrap a dainty hand around the semi-flaccid shaft. Before his mouth found the tip it was already filling with blood. Despite him being older, the man was quick to rise. A fact that Hiei was coming to appreciate. His tongue darted forth to taste the silky head. The ache sprang forth in his groin knowing that as soon as Saitou became fully aware he’d soon be moaning in pleasure. They’d forgone any sexual activities this evening so far. A pleasant dinner had been prepared after some hard and steamy sex in the shower. Dinner had been served on the deck, then Saitou had laid down and invited him to do the same. He accepted that they both needed to rest sometime but they could do that after they’d returned. Right now he wanted to indulge in what time they had left.


Saitou moaned stirring at the feel of wet heat gliding across the tip of his dick. He still couldn’t get over how nice it was to wake up in such a manner. The boy seemed to like waking him up fully aroused and ready to fuck. He brought his hand down to entangle in the tousled hair tickling his abdomen. The hot mouth needed no other persuasion. It closed around the weeping tip, tonguing the slit. So much for him trying to be considerate and let his little lover get some rest. A learning hand cupped his aching balls and the moist cavern encased his length. He was definitely going to have to invest in a cock ring soon. At this rate he’d need it. He’d earned a reputation with his female lovers as to having excellent stamina when it came to lasting. With the inexperienced Hiei he found it hard not to cum soon after starting. Just the idea of taking his new lover had him needy for release.


Once again he was trying not to gag as the hips thrust up to force more of the cock into his throat. There was no way he wouldn’t take this chance to explore how far Saitou was willing to let him go. He shifted his position until he was settling between the parted thighs. He looked up to see the taller man had lifted himself up and was watching while bracing himself up by the elbows. Amber eyes devoured him as the tip left the sanctuary of his mouth. Growing bolder he went for the soft flesh nestled in his palm. He suckled on the skin covering the man’s testicles. The fingers gripping his hair tightened, showing him that the action was appreciated.


There was no cause for doubt as the tongue worked it’s way lower. Saitou was content to enjoy as Hiei finally got up the nerve to explore further. His thighs parted further letting the timid mouth dip lower. A hand was cupping his balls moving them out of the way. A second later the moist tip was brushing across his own entrance. His eyes almost rolled feeling Hiei mock the play he’d given the boy just this morning. The slick muscle probed at the puckered ring in earnest. It didn’t surprise him when a finger replaced the tongue. Obviously coated with saliva, it began to press into the closed muscle. He relaxed knowing that Hiei was taking his time, being unsure of what he was doing. He tensed as it made it’s way pass the ring and into his body. It’d been too long since he’d felt himself being prepared. “Don’t stop.”


Hiei reached over for the bottle of lube that was almost empty. Saitou used it on him even while doing this same treatment. He put some of it on his finger before sliding the digit back inside the tiny opening. This time it went in easier than before. He wanted to make Saitou feel the same pleasure he himself felt when his lover teased him. He lifted himself up to catch the cock in his mouth. A large hand was more than happy to assist in putting it back between his lips. He sucked on the tip while slowly pumping the finger within the hot passage. The walls were clinging to his lone finger, making him want to replace it with something bigger. Would Saitou allow him to do so? Foreplay was one thing but being topped by your submissive lover was another.


Another finger accompanied the first, leaving him wanting. Saitou knew Hiei was waiting for any indication to go further. In this prospect the boy was still a virgin, he’d yet to penetrate someone. His apt pupil had both fingers scissoring, stretching his walls. Hiei had already learned how to prepare him to be taken. Is that what the younger man wanted? He cried out when his own sweet spot was found. Damn that felt good, “stop Hiei. I want you to fuck me.” He wanted to see the lines of pleasure crossing that sweet face as he squeezed the boy’s cock in a hungry embrace. “Use your cock on me.”


He was so nervous he was shaking but Hiei pulled his fingers out. He worked his way up the long form beneath him. The wicked grin Saitou was wearing made him almost hesitate. The man was holding his own legs up and apart for him to get between them. The tip brushed across the oil drenched entrance. Plenty had been used prepping the hole, he shouldn’t have to apply anymore. The tight corded ring was hard to press pass but he managed with a harsh cry. Instantly the tip was being held with scorching heat. Saitou hissed but didn’t ask him to stop. He took moving slowly, letting his lover adjust to the intrusion. Hiei was also savoring the feel of being inside the tight sheath. It felt so much better than a hand or mouth. No wonder Saitou was wanting to fuck several times in one session. He couldn’t wait to start fucking the man’s ass.


That was the look he wanted. Saitou almost came seeing the astonished and exotic look cross Hiei’s small features. The eyes were barely open, the lush lips parted in wonder. The cock halfway buried in his ass was smaller than his own but felt wonderful as it pressed deeper. Crimson eyes opened to look at him, Hiei withdrew only to fully impale himself with the next thrust. Saitou took a deep breath as he was being stretched to accommodate the girth. The next few thrusts were slow, exploring and a tad awkward. His lover seemed to be concentrating on something. More speed was put into the movement, “That’s it. Do you like having your cock in my ass love?”


“Unhhhhh, it feels so good.” Hiei wasn’t sure if good described how it felt. The walls were making his cock feel so fucking abused. He didn’t want the friction to ever end. He shifted his angle of penetration and cried out as Saitou jerked beneath him. To make sure he was correct, he hit the same spot again. This time his lover moaned loudly from the feeling. Concentrating he was able to brush against the area with the next few thrusts leaving the more experienced man whimpering. Knowing how good that felt himself, he made sure to give Saitou the same treatment. It wouldn’t be much longer before he found his own release. His balls were already at their limit. As much as he was enjoying himself the sheath around him was too tight, too hot for him to be able to last long.


The urge to cum consumed him as Hiei relentless sent the jolts of pleasure through his body. He didn’t dare touch his own cock, he wouldn’t cum yet. He had plans for his lover as soon as Hiei found his own release. By the shallow pants Hiei was close. As if on cue the hard pulsing slammed against his walls indicating it was about to happen. A loud scream erupted from the boy, the first stream of hot essence burst forth. “Don’t stop, cum inside me.” Saitou wrapped his legs around the slim waist pulling Hiei down. The hard and fast thrusting had him panting along with his lover.


White pleasure washed over him as his seed splashed from the tip and into the awaiting hole. He didn’t stop pumping, he rode the man’s ass as his orgasm washed over him. The shaking made it hard to pull out but he managed only to feel the hard member that had yet to find it’s own release. Hands were stroking his back affectionately. Hiei felt touched that his lover was petting him instead of demanding that they continue. The lube was resting next to them, within easy reach. The least he could do was see that Saitou found release as well.


Saitou was elated as the small frame worked it’s way up his own. He was forced to put his legs down in order for Hiei to straddle them. A hand was applying some of the lube over his cock. He bit down on his lip to keep from crying out. The gentle stroking had him on the edge of coming. He sat up to wrap his arms around the boy. Warm lips crashed down to capture the other pair in a hot kiss. He reached between them to where Hiei was applying more oil over his cock. The slick liquid coated his fingers but he let the dainty fingers continue stroking him. Instead he embraced his lover with one hand while the other went for the puckered entrance he planned on fucking. He had to make sure Hiei was ready for him because he had no intention of taking it easy.


Hiei groaned as the finger toyed with his asshole, coating it with the oil. His hand squeezed the engorged head tight as it suddenly shoved deep. It went to fucking him in earnest, stretching him slightly. As much as he’d enjoyed being the one to do the fucking, he found himself growing excited beyond belief as the anticipation filled him. He loved having Saitou take him, be it with care or rough. Another finger joined the first, spreading the walls apart even as they found his spot. The searing heat coiled in his gut at the touch but it wasn’t enough. The fingers were nothing compared to Saitou’s length. “Enough, please I want it. Let me ride your cock.”


Hiei lifted himself as the fingers were removed from his body. He used the broad shoulders for leverage, letting Saitou guide the tip to his entrance. Arms encircled his back, embracing him tenderly so he could impale himself as he saw fit. The thick girth made him jerk, the swollen flesh pushing past the puckered ring. Thick hair slid between his fingers so he could pull the man’s head down for a kiss. A needy moan echoed between his teeth, telling him how much Saitou was enjoying it. A tongue darted deep in his cavern as he impaled the rest of the throbbing cock deep in his ass. The kissing continued, his hips flexed to grind his cock against the flat stomach.


The boy was teasing him and he was savoring every moment of it. The slow but steady grinding had him rubbing the tight walls, just enough to keep him on the edge without going over. There was no rushing, Hiei was taking his time with the motion. Saitou closed his eyes, probing the sweet inner sanctum of the boy’s mouth. There was no space between them, Hiei had wrapped both legs around him. His cock penetrated the hot passage with ease, the friction stoking the need to cum. His willpower snapped finally, he had to cum. His ass flexed, pushing his hips up as the boy grinded down. The legs came from around him to settle next to his hips.


The arms stayed around him as he got in the perfect position. He wanted to feel the man cum deep in his ass as he fucked him hard. Hiei lifted himself, leaving on the tip buried. Saitou screamed as he slammed down, bringing the entire length back into his passage. It was enough to not worry about being careful. He started riding the man’s member with gusto. His own sweet spot was being hit making it all the more enjoyable. “Oh fuck,” Hiei shuddered as the assault had him needing to find release once more. He couldn’t seem to get the right speed at this angle. He wanted it faster, he wanted to be ridden by his lover. Without warning he climbed off the other man which earned him a glare.


Saitou was about to swear as the boy abandoned him just as he was about to find release. The words stuck in his throat seeing Hiei get on his knees and proceed to lay his head on the pillow. That sweet little ass was sticking proud in the air, just waiting to be taken. He had no problems getting up and crawling behind his soon to be punished lover. “I got a much better idea, since you obviously want to be fucked hard.” He reached forward to grab the two pillows he’d been using. They were shoved beneath Hiei’s groin, the others were removed leaving the boy just the blanket to lay on. He used his knees to shove the shorter legs close together giving him enough room to lower him as well. The spine arched, Hiei seeking what he knew was close. Saitou covered him completely, making sure his cock was aiming right for the awaiting entrance. He placed his hands on the boy’s shoulders to keep him in place. “Scream my name.”


Hiei almost choked as the cock was shoved into his ass without pause. There was no time to get accustomed to it at this angle. Saitou was pumping into him vigorously, pounding into his core without fail. He wasn’t sure if what he was babbling was a name or not. All thought left him as his ass was being ridden by the thick girth. The constant brushing of his sweet spot had him whimpering in need. It was hard and rough, but had him aching. He was being fucked so hard his own cock was rubbing against the pillow lightly. The touch had him almost there, along with the jolts of white heat. Teeth nibbled on his neck, sending shivers of delight right to his cock. “I’m going to cum.”


The walls clenched his cock as he plowed the quivering hole. Saitou sucked on the soft flesh of his neck as Hiei found release. His own member was still throbbing slightly from his own release. The pent up release of semen hadn’t helped with his erection. Even as his spent himself, his cock remained thick with desire. The ass milked whatever he had left, “Hmmmm, you feel so fucking hot when you cum. I love the way your walls pull at my cock. Though you didn’t cum long enough brat. I’m going to fuck you until you cum again. Arch your back more, so you can take all of my cock in. Good boy,” he slammed so hard the sound surrounded them.


The joining of their bodies mocked the gentle pounding of the waves crashing into the side of the boat. Hiei clenched his fists as his passage took what was being offered. He had no doubt that Saitou had came with how easy and wet the gliding became. The moisture was starting to stream down his leg but the cock in his ass was still rock hard. It was going to be another one of those nights. Where he’d end up feeling it in the morning. He cried out as the thrusts became slow and even paced but each one was forceful, slamming all the taller man had deep. “Oh, don’t stop. Harder, ughhh, you feel so good.” His body began to shake as he was given exactly what he was asking for.

The gentle knocking on his study door had him smiling. It was getting close to that time, only thirty more minutes and Hiei would be done with his studies. It was a Saturday afternoon and they were supposed to head out to a movie and then dinner. He placed the pen down and called out for the visitor to come in. Even though he’d shared breakfast with his stepson just that morning he was looking forward to seeing him again. Only six weeks had passed since their little trip on the sailboat. It seemed longer than that to be honest. Perhaps because he’d taken to spending most of his free time with his new lover. He knew he was taking a chance but couldn’t seem to help himself. He had a constant need to be with Hiei that drove him to do things he normally wouldn’t. His smile faltered seeing it was actually his wife coming into the room to join him. “Hina.”


“Saitou,” she greeted him in the same manner. If he still wanted to be cold then that was his problem. She’d have her say before walking out of this room. She had grown tired of this man’s cold nature and his suddenly boorish attitude. She’d figured he’d found a lover to appease his own lusts upon. Not that she cared as long as he stayed away from her. Especially now with the new lover she’d acquired. The man had a nice income, very handsome and dashing, doted on her but the only problem was that he was lacking in the manly department. She could live with that but it wouldn’t have done well for her to be fucking Saitou and going to her new lover. “I’ve come to inform you that I’ll be filing for a divorce.”


“I see,” he’d been expecting this for some time. He knew about her new lover, well one of them. The one she was going to put him aside for. The man was younger but not as wealthy, she was taking a cut in her usual splurging. Unless the man was a total push over and would let her spend as she wanted. There was one thing Hina cared about and that was money. She could leave, he didn’t give a damn. It just meant he wouldn’t have to worry about hiding his relationship with Hiei while they were home any longer. Surely, Hiei would want to remain with him now. “You do realize that you won’t get anything in the divorce.”


“Of course, but I don’t see myself staying married to you long enough to benefit as your wife.” She smiled seeing the disdain in his eyes. The man really didn’t like her now it seemed. She almost laughed recalling the reason why. It had seemed odd that the man wasn’t trying to bed her any longer. Even if he had another lover most men couldn’t resist her many charms. “Of course, Mikachi doesn’t have as much money as you and I’d really hate to take a cut in my monthly allowance. I figure with what he’ll give me and with the child support for the twins I’ll be just fine for some time. I just came to let you know that we’ll be leaving in the morning.”


“You can go but the boy stays, you aren’t taking him with you.” Saitou narrowed his eyes at the nasty little smile the woman was wearing. She looked like the cat that had just cornered the mouse. Why did he suddenly feel like squeaking? He wouldn’t let her take the boy from him. “You can leave but I refuse to let you destroy your son’s life like you’ve done Yukina’s. The poor girl will never amount to anything under your care. He will remain here to complete his studies and make something of himself.” He’d stay right where he belonged. Saitou would kill the bitch if she thought to take him to whatever hellhole she was planning to wallow in.


“Oh don’t be coy love, we both know why you want the little shit to stay so bad.” Hina clucked her tongue at the hardened glare. “Now, the way I see things is I’ll be needing a little extra money since as you kindly pointed out that I won’t get nothing from you when we divorce. So, here is how I see it; you’re going to give me so much a month. After all I must maintain a certain lifestyle. Don’t scowl at me, it makes you even uglier. The way I see it you can give me the money that I ask for or I can go to your superior officer with some really interesting photos. I found it strange that you didn’t reek of a female even though you were obviously fucking someone. I knew I’d need some leverage for the divorce but I never thought I’d found out your nasty little secret. What is it about my son that you find so desirable? He looks absolutely nothing like me but you seem to like going to his room at night. Isn’t it really bad for someone in your career to be found out to be a homo?”


Saitou heard the threat of blackmail beneath that sweet little tone of hers. She was going to blackmail him into paying her every month to keep his secret safe. True, he’d be risking his career if it were to come out that he was homosexual. He doubted they’d go so far as to actually fire him due to it. He’d been in it too long and had earned plenty of respect. Hiei was of legal age so that wouldn’t matter. Would he be willing to take that chance? “Fine, you can have your allowance as long as it isn’t too high. Take your slutty ass out of my office but Hiei stays or no deal.”


“Don’t think to threaten me or call names you faggot. Let me tell you how it’s going to go. You are going to pay the amount I ask from you just to keep those pictures from unwanted eyes. Another thing, Hiei will be coming with me. Don’t think I’ll leave my son with you to be your fuck toy. As I said with what you’ll be giving me and my child support every month I should be able to live comfortably since my Mikachi isn’t as wealthy. As you already know my ex and I didn’t go through the courts. He gives me the check every month after ensuring that I am still seeing to the care of our children. It wouldn’t bode well for the lawyer to come in to do his monthly visit to learn that Hiei is no longer under my care. That means my check would get cut in half and I can’t have that.”


“You bitch! Even if I agreed to that what makes you think he’ll want to go with you? I can almost guarantee that Hiei will want to remain behind with me. Take the money I am offering, I’ll make sure it’s enough to cover what you already want and the half that comes from the child support. I won’t let you leave with him. He will only leave and come back here so you gain nothing by trying to force him to go with you.” Saitou hoped she’d agree to it, it was money she was after. He’d be willing to pay it as long as she let Hiei remain behind.


“A bitch am I? How about this deal my dear Saitou. You will pay me what I originally wanted to keep those pictures from getting out. Then you will pay me the half of what the child support would be anyways but Hiei will still be coming with me. You’ll pay the extra amount just to keep him from going back to the detention center.” She saw she had his attention, his jaw tightened in anger. “I see you understand who’s holding all the cards now. The minute the judge finalizes our divorce I am Hiei’s sole parent. Which means it is entirely my say-so if he goes back in. After all the judge released him to parental custody after all. I’m his parent, not you. Now you can pay me everything I have asked for, keep your fucking mouth shut as Hiei leaves with me or I go public with the pictures not only to fuck up your career but I believe those pictures would ensure I get a fast court date and Hiei will be sent back to the juvenile center before the ink on our divorce paper dries.”

The cackling laughter sounded distorted through the thin walls. It was better than the usual moaning he was growing accustomed to falling asleep to. Hiei rolled over to search for his headset as glass broke somewhere downstairs. Maybe he should be like Yukina and sneak out. But where would he go? His chest tightened at the answer; nowhere. Everything had ended over a month ago. His mother had destroyed his life along with a cold bastard he didn’t want to think about. Fingers clenched at the bed sheet, he didn’t want to think about it. He didn’t want to recall their last time together. The harsh words that had made him feel like giving into despair. He’d been upset at first hearing his mother boast that they’d be leaving in the morning. She was getting a divorce and moving in with her new boyfriend. It wasn’t anything new but explained why Saitou hadn’t come down to join them for dinner.


Hiei had sought out his lover to let Saitou know that he wanted to stay with him. What he found was the man casually sitting back in his recliner, the office filled with smoke. A cigar hung from the man’s mouth as he entered. He’d been so sure that he’d be able to stay if he wanted. Not like his mother wanted him around. Plus, he knew he’d come to love the man that had saw something in him. What greeted him was a man that didn’t appear to have any care or worries. “My mother just informed me that she’ll be leaving in the morning. I want to stay here with you. Tell her I’m staying here.”


A blank face turned to look at him, “No,” that answer had hit him like a sledgehammer. This wasn’t the face of the man that had held him the night before. A stranger confronted him, leaving him shaken. The cool voice penetrated his heart leaving him no room for doubt. “You said so yourself, I was just another one of your mother’s many supporters. Come on Hiei, we both knew that one day she’d move on. What did you really think was going to happen? That you’d remain living with me like a happy couple? Not going to happen. It’s over between us. Not once did I tell you to expect anything to come from it. I asked you to be my lover and you agreed. Now I am choosing to end that relationship since it’ll no longer be convenient for me. Need I also remind you that you are on probation? You have to stay with your mother until you are of age. Besides it’s time we ended things, I’ve started to grow bored. You’ll be leaving with your mother in the morning. Now if you don’t mind I was trying to finish up this paperwork.”


Hiei hadn’t seen him again after the cold dismissal. He’d gone down to the study later that night to try and talk to him again. In the morning his mother had coldly informed him that Saitou had left hours ago to an out of town meeting. Just like that he’d been dismissed by the one person he’d opened himself up to. Weeks and Saitou hadn’t tried to get in touch with him. He’d called the house several times only to be told to leave a message. It hurt to know it was over, he didn’t want it to be. He missed the older man so much, he found it hard to do anything but stare up at the ceiling and wonder what he’d done wrong. Maybe he should have told Saitou how he felt. Would the man had believed him if he’d admitted to the deeper emotions that existed?


The gentle knock on his door went ignored but Yukina came in either way to inform him that it was time for them to leave. Heh, he should count himself lucky that his mother thought him still worthy of feeding. Most nights he didn’t bother to attend. Instead he remained home and scrounged through the empty cabinets for something. What else could he do? His mother had moved him a hundred miles away from anyone he knew. He had no money, no vehicle, no friends, he had nothing. The one person he tried to call didn’t seem to want to talk to him. Why should Saitou care about what happened to him? As soon as the boyfriend got off his ass and hired a lawyer his mother would be getting her divorce.


While Saitou was free to do as he wished, Hiei was stuck. He’d already threatened his mother with leaving and she’d set him straight. One word from her and it was back to the center for him. He had to behave and stay out her face or he’d end up back in that shithole. His fist clenched thinking of how he was living now. This could have been avoided if Saitou would have just let him remain there but the man hadn’t wanted him around anymore. Now he barely had anything to his name, had to eat sparingly and rarely got to rest. It wasn’t that his mother didn’t have the funds, she had enough to buy booze and drugs for her boyfriend. Not to mention to pay for the apartment and her wardrobe. It was just him and Yukina that were going without. Well his sister was always out with her many new cocks.


His stomach rumbled at the mention of food. He didn’t have an appetite but would go and manage to get something down. He slipped his shoes on as a scream came from the living room. Heh, it looked like the two were already bitching at each other. Perhaps he should be like his sister and go into his own little world so he could ignore all the shit around him. It was hard to miss the blonde head leaning over the table snorting up the white powder. At this rate he’d be willing to risk going back to the center. His mother came out of the kitchen all smiles with a new outfit on. Nice, that had to cost a nice penny with the matching shoes and purse but the milk in the fridge had gone stale.


Climbing into the car took some effort without motivation. He climbed into the backseat with Yukina who was all smiles. His mother climbed in front of him to drive. The seatbelt clicked into place as the car started. Hina’s latest dick was the last to get in with a new bottle of grey goose in his hand, sitting in the passenger seat in front of Yukina. Hiei settled back to wait out the drive. Night had already started to fall. He was shocked to see the clock read after seven, he hadn’t realized it was so late. It had been happening lately whenever he thought of his lover, time passed without him noticing.


He wanted to go see him, to know if it were all true. That was his wistful side thinking, him being an idiot. Saitou had let him know exactly how important he was. He was so fucking important he’d been dismissed without a second thought. All that time together had meant nothing to the older man. Just another piece of ass to pass the time with and he’d been convenient. Free ass and Saitou never had to leave home. Not to mention how easily he’d given in. A few half ass words and he’d fallen over himself to be with the man. He was such a fool. Even bigger than his bitch of a mother in front of him. At least she was the one doing the using not the other way around. Hiei knew he’d been played and played hard.


“Put that bottle down. You aren’t going to want to eat anything when we get there.” Hina snapped at her
boyfriend as the bottle was put up to his lips once more. She was getting tired of him going through the booze like it was water. He was starting to spend her money along with his own. She would have to replace him soon for someone that didn’t have an indulgence problem. “I said stop drinking, at least wait until after you’ve eaten. I’m not going to carry you out of the place because you are too wasted to walk straight.” She frowned seeing the bright lights coming at her. She blinked then felt the pain erupt across her face. The slap took her by surprise and she blinked back the tears. “You bastard, you struck me.”


Hiei was shaken from his stupor hearing the second slap echo in that car. He turned his head towards the couple up front in time to see the bottle crack across his mother’s face. There was no time to get angry or interfere in the fight. The car jerked to the left as Hina’s skull hit the window. The boyfriend reached over to yank the wheel, and the car away from oncoming traffic. The hard pull on the wheel had them jerking back. Noise echoed around them from the side and the car began to spin. Someone screamed in the distance but all he could concentrate on was the ringing in his ears. A hard jolt and he was aware of the pain finally. He felt like hurling as his world spun out of control. What he thought was Yukina was screaming as another hard jolt hit the roof. What had landed on top of them?


Yukina screamed as the other car slammed into them from the back right corner of the vehicle. It sent them into a hard spin and in the other lane. The truck hit them on the driver’s side. Blood burst from her mother’s head as it slammed into the colliding vehicle. Hina’s top half was almost out of the car. She blinked only to see the next vehicle heading for them. Screeching tires, the car was trying to stop. She screamed as it hit them from an angle. The air seemed to rush out of her lungs, the car hit them hard enough to roll them over. It didn’t stop there, they were tumbling. Pain twisted in her gut as she reached up hearing the roof caving in. The jarring heat had tears coming to her eyes, her hand was hurting as the car came to a sudden stop upside down. She coughed and blinked through the tears. “Momma?”


The smell of gas had her gagging in fear. She should see her mother’s form slumped in the front, what was left of her. “Momma!” Blood soaked the woman’s scalp and her face was pale. Moaning got her attention from her side. Hiei was dangling in the seatbelt unconscious but alive. She couldn’t see her mother’s boyfriend, he was no longer in the vehicle. Her stomach was really hurting but she could smell the gas getting stronger as the seconds ticked by. Someone was screaming outside of their vehicle to know if anyone was alive. “Help me please.” It was hard but she put her feet against the passenger seat for leverage to give herself the slack to undo the buckle. She fell to the roof with an audible thud. She ached all over and blood was running down her face. A face appeared near her window telling her to get out. She couldn’t leave her brother behind, he was still breathing.


“Hiei,” she made her way over to the prone form. The left side of his face was bloody, he was breathing funny and he was almost as pale as their mother. Her fingers went for the buckle of the belt keeping him in. It didn’t want to unlock with his weight pulling on it. Someone yelled at her as an old man squeezed in through her window. He was extending a knife towards her, telling her to hurry. She took the blade and went to work cutting through the belt. The knife did the job in seconds. His limp form fell next to her, so she could pull on him. He groaned at the treatment. The outstretched hands weren’t anymore gentle with him as his body was pulled free of the vehicle. She followed behind him, letting the hands slide her from the debris. Another man was carrying her brother away from the car, “wait my mother is in there.” She let herself be dragged away and was going to ask one of them to go back and get their mother. The ground shook beneath her as the car exploded sending her to her knees. The older man picked her up as she began to cry.


“Hajime speaking,” Saitou picked up his personal line feeling a tad out of breath. He’d been stepping out of the shower when he’d heard the phone ringing. It had to be work again calling him at this late of an hour. It was already after ten. He was ready to head to bed and try to get some sleep. It was hard these days, the bed felt so empty. He didn’t want to think of that now. He’d done what he had to at the time. He had thought it through and knew Hiei would become upset if he were to learn the couldn’t be together because of his own mother. It was best if the boy hated him instead of turning on his own mother and then being sent back to the center. “Yes, this is he.” Yes, he was still married to Hina since she hadn’t seemed to file for divorce yet.


“This is Lieutenant Sakimora, I’m calling in regards to your wife sir. I’m afraid there’s been an accident. I’ll have to ask you to come down to the Terioga Medical Center,” Saitou hung up the phone before the man could say anymore. He raced up to his room to find something suitable to wear. He’d have to call in a favor but it was only a quick ride by plane or chopper. Hina was in an accident? How serious was it? It had to be serious if they were calling him to come in. Within minutes he was in his car driving to the base. How were the kids? Dammit he should have asked where the kids were but the man had said his wife. He needed a smoke, he didn’t need this right now. If Hina was just fine and had gotten herself into a tiff he was going to choke her. He better not be rushing there because she’s sprained an ankle or something. Fuck, he should have asked how serious it was before hanging up. But he hadn’t, all he’d thought about was rushing to get to Hiei.


Maybe he should call the hospital and try to see if he could talk to one of them. Find out how bad it was before he went in. He had little choice now but to go. He kept telling himself the same line over and over even as he got in the chopper. It was hard to relax not knowing just how bad things were. He doubted the cop would have told him anything over the phone. If she was in the hospital it meant she was alive so the cop wouldn’t be able to tell him the condition she was in to begin with. He’d have to wait and talk to a doctor.


Thirty minutes later he was trying to walk calmly into the ER waiting room. His nerves were raw seeing the doctor and cop standing at the counter. They seemed to be waiting on him, not a good sign. The uniformed man saw him first, he approached them. “I believe I was called, Saitou Hajime. I got a call about my wife.” The doctor frowned hearing his name but didn’t speak. Another bad sign, he turned to the officer, “Has she been brought in?”


“Mr. Hajime, perhaps you should sit down.” The officer hated delivering bad news. The hard cold glare made him fidget. “Very well, I hate to inform you that a little after seven there was an accident involving your family. I’m sorry but your wife was killed on impact. You and the father of the two children have been contacted. Both her children were brought in and are being treated as we speak.”


“I’m Doctor Akeshi,” the doctor extended his hand to the pale man. He had already spoken to the father on the phone about half an hour ago. “If you are wondering about the kids, I can’t tell you much. I worked on Yukina and she’s in recovery. She had some minor cuts, a broken wrist, but I’m afraid we couldn’t save the pregnancy.”


“The boy, where the hell is Hiei? You said both her kids were brought in, how is he?” Saitou felt his blood run cold. Hina was dead, they’d been in the car with her. An accident bad enough to kill the woman on impact. Yukina was in recovery but they hadn’t mentioned Hiei yet. He was brought here so he’d been alive, let him be okay.


“Oh, that must be the boy. He was taken into emergency surgery and I believe he’s still in the OR. From my understanding the car impacted on his side which was also the same side the mother was on. I can’t really tell you anything, I’m sure they’ll let you know as soon as there is word on him.” The doctor excused himself to let the man have some time alone. This all had to be a shock to him.


Saitou squinted as the short man came towards him. He knew who it was before needing to be introduced. There were similarities to the lover he was praying for, just an older version. This was Hina’s first husband and Hiei’s father. An even older female came towards him with a gloomy expression. The frown spoke of sadness but the eyes appeared to be kind. He didn’t feel up to exchanging pleasantries. He’d been waiting for over five hours for word of Hiei’s condition. He’d been informed that Yukina had been moved to a room and he could visit at any time. He was glad the small girl had made it but he could only think about one thing.


“Hello, you must be Mr. Hajime. I’m Rui, the kid’s stepmother. They told us they’d already informed her husband. We’re so sorry for your loss.” Rui placed a hand on her husband’s shoulder. This was too much for him. First to hear that Hina had been killed then to learn that his son was fighting for his life. “Have you heard anything about Hiei? We’re going to go up and visit Yukina as soon as we know more. All they would tell us is that he’d suffered from a head injury and internal bleeding. That could mean anything, it doesn’t tell us how bad it really is.”


“They haven’t told me anything, you knew more than me.” Saitou ran a hand threw his hair. It had to be serious with those details. He wanted to hit something, anything to release the pent up stress from waiting. Dammit, why couldn’t they tell him something? He had to know that Hiei was going to be alright. He’d make up for everything he’d done if only Hiei pulled through it. He couldn’t lose him this way. A doctor came out the back before he could pry anymore information from them. The man was coming to them, it had to be about Hiei.


“Morning, I was told that one of you is the father of my patient.” He turned to the shorter guy, this had to be him then the taller one. “You must be the stepfather, I guess you don’t have to leave. Well, Hiei has been taken into the ICU. It was rough going but he should pull through okay. There was some trauma to the head causing a concussion. Some internal bleeding from broken ribs, a broken leg and minor cuts and bruises. He’ll be out of sorts for a bit. Our main worry now is the trauma caused to the brain. In some rare cases the patient slips into a coma and doesn’t wake up. We won’t know how serious the damage is until he does wake up. One of you can go back there for now, he should be settled in the room.”


“I’m going,” Saitou gave the doctor a look that dared him to argue. He didn’t care how close their real father was to them. As far as he knew the man had never been around them much. They could go sit with Yukina, he was going to see Hiei. And when he recovered the boy was coming home with him. He’d kill anyone that had a problem with it. He shouldn’t have let Hina take them. He didn’t want to think how close he’d just came to losing him. Of all the mistakes he’d made it was letting the woman leave with Hiei. He’d be calling some favors in a few hours. First thing first, he wanted to see with his own eyes that Hiei was indeed going to be okay. “What room is he in?”

The sound of beeping was heard in the darkness. Why did he feel so comfortable in the pitch black surroundings? Was he awake or dreaming? The emptiness kind of bothered him but he was used to being alone. He’d spent most of his life alone and in the dark. Wherever he was the darkness was warm and comforting. If he was sleeping he didn’t want to wake from it. If he were dreaming then why was his sister’s voice swarming around him suddenly. It had to be her, no one else could sing that horrible. His thoughts ran wild at the questions. Where was he and why did he feel so horrible? He wanted to open his eyes but couldn’t bring himself to do so.


Yukina was telling him to wake up. Why? There was no need for him to wake up. It took some time but he remembered the last coherent thought in his mind. Yeah, he was laying in his bed listening to some music and feeling sorry for himself. He must have fallen asleep and it was time for them to get dinner. Wait, hadn’t they already gotten dinner? Why did he recall getting into the car but nothing else after that? He wanted to swat at the hand touching his cheek. Annoying little bitch, couldn’t she find someone else to bug? He wanted to go back to sleep and dream. Maybe a dream of being on that nice sailboat, laying on the deck entwined with a set of very long legs. The offending hand was caressing his cheek again, it was tiring but he jerked away from the unwanted touch.


“He moved!” Yukina called out to the nurse that was busy preparing the washtub. She was almost positive it had been intentional not reactive. While she had seen him twitch here and there at times, never had she noticed such a Hiei movement. Her brother had never cared to be touched by others. She was sure he was aware of it. For two months she’d been coming in here to get anything from him. Should she go get Saitou? Probably not until she had something more encouraging to tell the man. He wasn’t dealing with things as it was that well. If she gave him false hope it might make the disappointment even worse on the man. “Think he’s waking up?”


“Fu....o...” Hiei felt like his throat was on fire as he tried to tell her just where to stick it. He was going to shove her ass down the stairs if she didn’t leave him alone. Of course he was awake, how could he sleep with her bothering him? Who else was in the room? They should have gone off without him. What was so fucking important they had to barge into his room? The only person he’d been comfortable with coming into his room was gone. Or better yet left behind. The man didn’t want anything to do with him anymore. Even more reason to go back to sleep, he wouldn’t have to think about the man that had used and discarded him.


“Ahhh, he’s talking, he’s awake.” Yukina felt a very heavy weight lift from her shoulders. The nurse came over to the side of the bed to inspect her patient. Hiei grunted as the woman started to examine him. Yukina almost started crying when Hiei rudely told the woman to get her damn hands off of him. Her brother was awake. Yes, she needed to call Saitou, he’d want to know right away. “I’m going to make a phone call, I’ll be right back.” she knew she was wearing a large grin but her prayers had been answered. True, she still had her real father and stepmother to turn to but it wasn’t the same. Her and Hiei had never been close but she felt a certain bond with the brother that had went through the same hardships as herself. She knew despite his callous nature Hiei cared for her just the same.


She used the phone in the living room giving the nurse a few minutes to go ahead and check Hiei over and give him his daily bath. She dialed the number written down on the notepad. Finally, she was able to call their stepfather with some good news. The man had taken them both in after the death of their mother, that had been two months ago. He’d seen to it that Hiei was put under his care so he wouldn’t have to go back to that detention center. Then had her brother brought home instead of being put in a home for coma patients. Three nurses split the duties everyday to see to his welfare and care. A lady picked up the phone and she asked for the man only to be told to hold after informing the crude sounding female just who she was. A minute later Saitou was picking up the phone. The deep voice had her blurting her news out, “he’s awake. I’m sure, the nurse is tending to him now. Yes, he cursed me out.” With a promise to be home very soon, she allowed him to hang up.


Hiei blinked seeing what looked like Yukina hovering near him. What he assumed was a nurse was standing next to him hitting buttons on an IV machine. He was now truly confused about his situation. He’d felt the pain as she moved his limbs and washed him. It was a good thing his throat hurt or the woman would have gotten an earful. Now his sister was staring at him with tear filled eyes. The room he was in was oddly familiar. But why would he be back in his old room? Why was it so hard to try and move? The nurse gave him a crooked smile before informing Yukina she’d be back soon. Good he wanted to know what the fuck was going on.


“I’m so glad you’re awake, you had us worried. I’ll have to call father later and tell him the good news.” Yukina reached to grab his hand, not caring he might not like the attention. She’d come to close to losing him. It was bad enough she’d lost her mother, even if Hina had been a very bad one, she’d still been their mother. “I see you’re confused. Do you remember the accident Hiei? The doctor said you probably wouldn’t. We were on the way to dinner when it happened.” She didn’t want to recall the horrid details of it. Let him just know the basics of what had happened to him. “You were hurt really bad and for a while we weren’t sure if you were going to pull through. Mom’s gone, so it’s just you and me now. Well, Dad’s been calling to check up on us now that Mom is gone. Mr. Saitou has been gracious enough to take us in. Well, he was gracious enough to let me stay here also. I really didn’t want to go to stay with Dad and his wife. Things will get better now. The doctor said as soon as you woke up you’d start getting better. You’ll have to ask Saitou about what all the doctor said about your condition, I’m not really good at those technical terms but from what I understand all your wounds have already healed and it was the wound on your head that was keeping you from waking. How do you feel?”


Tired, hungry, weary, confused, hurt, upset, and horrified. His mother was dead, had been for some time it seemed. He’d been asleep for a while if his body was any indication to go by. Why did Saitou take him in? What would happen now that he was awake? What if he was tossed aside once more? He closed his eyes feeling tired and drained. So the man had felt responsible and had seen to his care. His heart almost rejoiced at the thought until his brain reminded him of reality. It was the man’s sense of duty nothing more. As soon as he was healed and capable of taking care of himself then he’d be shown the door again. His mother was gone so the man really didn’t have a reason to see to them after this. It left the burning question what was to become of him. He cringed at the idea of going back to the center as soon as he was well. Which would most likely be happening. His mother was gone, so his parental supervision would be revoked and he’d be going back. Why did he even bother waking up? He should have stayed in the dreamless state where there was no pain or memories.


Yukina almost worried when his eyes closed once again. The nurse came back in to reassure her that it was normal. Hiei would be tired after being awake again. Her stomach rumbled but she couldn’t bring herself to move. Instead she watched him sleep for about an hour. Even was content to notice the difference in his sleep now. The door of the bedroom opened to let Saitou in without knocking. The nurse must have informed him that Hiei was sleeping. “Hey, he’s sleeping but he was definitely awake. Never thought I’d be happy to hear him swearing. The nurse says he was awake the entire time she bathed him and it’s a good sign. Maybe he’ll stay with us this time.”


“Why don’t you go down to the kitchen? Dinner is waiting and you need to eat.” Saitou ushered the girl off not wanting to hear a protest. Without a doubt Yukina would come back after seeing to her own needs. His eyes went to the sleeping form on the bed. Had the boy really woken up and spoken? He didn’t think Yukina would lie to him. The door closed behind and he sighed in relief. He walked to the edge of the bed to see if he could see any difference. His weight caused the mattress to sink, “Hiei?” He didn’t expect an answer and got none. A light sound came from the parted pale lips. He reached out to cup the smooth cheek of his former lover. He couldn’t think of him as his stepson anymore. Hina was gone and with it that relationship.


What he saw was the young man that he wanted regardless of what it would cost him. He didn’t care right now. All that mattered was that Hiei stayed with him. The still face turned into his palm, the warm cheek pressing into the contact. He’d done this many times and hadn’t gotten a reaction. Was he out of it? Had Hiei really came back to them? It’d been simple to get the probation adjusted since the boy’s mother had passed away. Now he was thankful Hina had stalled getting the divorce. The only problem was that he had to make sure Hiei’s real father had no problem with him taking over care for the boy. The man hadn’t wanted to relent at first due to guilt. Saitou had come out and told him that Yukina was welcome to go with the man and his family but Hiei was staying with him. Even if it meant he had to pull some nasty strings to get it done. Rui had been the one to make her husband cave in seeing that he wasn’t going to relent in the case. Hiei belonged with him, not with a family he’d never been around.


Now that Hiei was in his care, they’d concentrate on him getting better. He knew he should explain why he’d done what he did. As things stood there was a good chance the boy wouldn’t want to stay with him. He couldn’t see defiling Hina’s name since the woman was dead. He wasn’t going to add further resentment in the boy’s heart. Instead they’d concentrate on his recovery, then they’d discuss what the future held for them. He wanted more than a hidden relationship this time around. They could work things out, he was sure of it.


Hiei threw the bowl against the fucking wall, satisfied at the loud thud it made. Seeing the brown liquid stain the wall made him feel slightly better. The nurse slammed the door as she walked out of the room in a huff. Most likely to run to Saitou since the cold bastard was home by now. Fine, fuck that bitch and him. He wasn’t going to make things easy on them. That snotty little bitch was lucky he didn’t attempt to accidently kick her teeth in while she was doing his so called therapy. Since the doctor had proclaimed him to be on the road to recovery only one nurse came during the day. Leaving three hours to commit to therapy, bringing in a new nurse. A bitch he really wanted to shove out the window. He’d heard the woman on the phone when she thought he was sleeping. No wonder his former lover was acting like he didn’t exist, the bastard was fucking the nurse.


He’d heard the woman bragging about how well endowed the man was to the person on the other end. He felt like hitting something, anything to relieve the pent up anger and tears. The second time he’d woken up it was to find Saitou in the room with him. The man had asked how he was feeling. For a brief moment a hand had stroked his hair. He had barely listened as he was told that the doctor would be coming in to see him and that they would see about getting him back on his feet. Saitou had informed him that he’d be staying with him. It had given him hope, hope enough to look forward to getting back on his feet. He’d even tried the stupid therapy that left him exhausted and sore. He had to teach his body how to walk again and the simple things he’d taken for granted.


Weeks of torture, while the slut worked on his muscles. It had bothered him that Saitou wasn’t coming in to see him but he’d let it slide. Since his therapy ended by four, then he was usually already asleep before the man got home from work. All the while telling himself that he’d be better soon and things might work out between them. He’d let himself forgot the words spoken between them that one day. Wanting to see the man more he’d stayed up one evening although he was so tired his eyes burned. It was then he’d noticed the first signs of flirtation. The nurse acted totally different with Saitou than she did with him. The short temper was gone to be replaced by someone very charming and sweet. What was worse Saitou was all smiles for the female. A large toothy grin for the tart but had turned an expressionless face towards him when he inquired how things were going.


He bristled hearing the footsteps outside the door and crossed his arms. He hastily straightened his legs out before the door could open. He was sure Saitou was coming in to complain again about his attitude. Fuck the man and everyone else. For two weeks he’d lain up in this damn bed waiting for the man to show any indication that he meant something more than a responsibility. What he’d gotten was seeing the nurse’s suggestive glances when she complained about him. The bitch was probably complaining about him regardless of what he did. Just to get attention from her lover. So when she attempted to work on his legs he just remained limp and ignored her. As soon as the house was quiet he’d taken to doing the exercises while alone. He was able to move his legs freely whenever he wanted now but he hadn’t tried standing on his own again. There was no way he’d let Saitou know that he was quick on his way to walking again. He knew the moment the man knew then it was all over. Just because it hadn’t been brought up yet didn’t mean the man wasn’t thinking about it. At the moment he almost wanted to go back to the center. There he’d be away from the constant heartache.


The door opened showing the scowling man. Just as he assumed, the bitch had ran to her lover to complain. “What do you want? If you are coming in to bitch then spare me your lecture. I have better things to do with my time than to listen to your shit. Leave so I can get some sleep.” he wished he could roll over and turn away but he didn’t dare to let the man learn just how far he’d come along. The day Saitou found out he’d be sent away. If the detention center wouldn’t take him yet then one of those homes. Just like he’d heard the nurse suggesting to him right outside his fucking door. The bitch had told Saitou she thought it best if he were sent away. Of course she did, then she could spend her time here spreading her legs instead of working on his.


“I grow tired of your attitude Hiei. You have much to be thankful for but still insist on acting like a child. You will never walk again with the rate you are going.” Saitou sighed seeing the liquid cooling on his walls. More dinner that had been refused. What was he going to do with the boy? He wasn’t wanting to cooperate with the nurse and was catching an attitude with everyone. The morning nurse said it was common among patients. They start to feel helpless and discouraged not being able to do what they normally could. Still, Hiei could improve and get better, he just had to want to. The therapist thought it was best if Hiei was sent away. She was trying to assure him that the staff was use to this kind of thing and were equipped to handle his resistance. He didn’t want to see him leave for the short amount of time it’d take but what choice would he have if Hiei didn’t start trying? Another reason why he hadn’t sat down and told Hiei what he wanted. The boy had too much emotional baggage on his shoulders right now to cope with. He didn’t think it right to toss his own feelings onto them and pressure Hiei into a relationship when what he needed most right now was to focus on getting better. “Do you think being an asshole and causing the therapist to quit is going to make you feel better? You’re little tantrums aren’t hurting anyone but yourself.”


Hiei felt the unbearable strain in his chest at the cold question. Figures Saitou would be pissed that the therapist was threatening to quit because of him. After all Saitou liked for his fuck pals to be convenient. The man would have to go out of his way to get the pussy if the woman stopped using the excuse of working with him to come to the house. Why the fuck should he make things easy on the pair? It was him stuck in the bed having to sit here and listen to the bitch compare Saitou’s cock with her boyfriends. The man was probably counting the days until he left. “Fuck you, I don’t give a damn what you think. I don’t recall asking for the bitch to come here. If you don’t like my attitude, tough shit. Why don’t you just go ahead and send me to the fucking home like she suggested. That way we’d both be happier. I don’t want to fucking be here, don’t you get that!”


The words stung more than he’d thought possible. Saitou stiffened his jaw to keep the pain locked inside. Is that what was bothering him? Did Hiei not want to be here? He had to be going through a lot of emotional stress with being injured and the death of his mother. Was he hurting Hiei’s chances of recovering by being selfish and keeping him here? It was true, he didn’t ask Hiei what he wanted just brought him here because it was what he wanted. Perhaps the therapist was right and Hiei needed to be with professionals that knew how to deal with his emotion turmoil and get him working on getting better. “Very well, I’ll call first thing in the morning and see about getting you in somewhere.”


The slamming of the door brought the first tear to the surface. Hiei angrily found the first thing to throw, it happened to be his bottle of muscle relaxers. It hit the closed door instead of the man’s departing back. Stupid bastard, he should have never brought him here. He wanted to call the man back and apologize for the words. To cry that they weren’t true but his pride kept him from making an even bigger ass of himself.
He’d just told Saitou what the man had been wanting to hear. He was relieving the man of any responsibility that he felt for him. He wouldn’t be a burden on anyone especially that man. It didn’t matter that he really wanted to stay. He couldn’t stay and have what he wanted. Saitou had stopped wanting him that way before the accident. Why would the man want him? He was just a useless kid that didn’t know anything.

Soft humming stirred him from his slumber. Hiei rolled his eyes as the nurse continued with her morning ritual of preparing for his bath. He’d try tossing the tub at her but she’d just laugh and prepare another. The old woman had a spine made of steel, plus she was actually pleasant to him and didn’t deserve his bitterness. He was so tired he felt like there was grit stuck beneath his lids. His legs were killing him from the work out he’d given them last night. Even the pain in his body hadn’t overridden the ache in his chest. He kept wondering if Saitou would do it. Would the man send him away? A part of him wanted to believe that it wouldn’t happen. “Don’t suppose you’d get me a glass of water and something for my headache.”


“Sure thing hun, guess it’s the least I can do. Kind of sorry that I won’t be coming anymore.” She gave him a smile and came to the side of the bed. The breakfast tray was sitting where she usually left it. A glass of water was poured and she drew a pill out of the prescribed bottle. “I suppose I could always come and visit since the rehabilitation center is on my way home. I thought you were coming along just fine but what do I know? Your stepfather and your therapist know what’s better for you I suppose. What do I do besides wash your ass. Still, I was shocked when Mr. Hajime informed me when I came on duty that this would be my last morning with you. The place is very excellent in therapy care, you’re in good hands. You’ll see what I mean in the morning when they come for you. I know it’s for the best but I’m a tad disappointed to be honest.”


In the morning? Rehabilitation center? No, it wasn’t possible. Saitou wouldn’t really send him away to some unknown place. “Thanks, why don’t you go ahead and head out. No point in you hanging around.” Hiei saw her about to protest, “I can go one day without you fussing over me. Besides, not like anyone will know. My stepfather will be at work still, I will be just fine on my own. They need not know you left early. I fully intend on taking this and getting some rest.” He didn’t want the woman here now, not when he was about to break. He was barely holding it together. “Please go. But before you do, do you know if my therapist will be coming?”


“Yes, she’ll have to come due a final check in and make sure you are ready to go in the morning. Well, I’ll be sure to stop by and see how you are faring Hiei.” she leaned over to give him a quick kiss on the forehead. “Take care of yourself dear.”


The door shut quietly behind the woman leaving him to this thoughts. Despair filled him at the news. He’d only just spoken the words in anger last night and Saitou had already secured him a place elsewhere. It was just a little after ten in the morning. Had the man woken up at the crack of dawn to see about removing him? He really wasn’t welcome here. He’d been allowed to stay here at one time and that was when he’d been a source of amusement for the man. Is that what it’d take to have the man change his mind? Offer him something even if it meant being used again?


Would he want to be used again? What did it matter what he was willing to do? Saitou didn’t want anything to do with him. Obviously the man wouldn’t be happy until he was rid of him for good. It had happened once when his mother had decided to leave. She’d relieved the man of the burden of getting rid of him. Due to circumstances Saitou had been forced to suffer his presence once more. He should swallow the unwanted emotions and leave with some dignity still intact. What would it take for him to finally give up? Even knowing what he did, he didn’t want to leave. The thought of leaving left him feeling hollow. He wanted nothing more than to be with the older man. That had never changed despite what had occurred between them. Being told he’d been nothing more than amusement and a convenient fuck hadn’t changed his feelings. He’d loved the man then and still did, it just wasn’t returned.


Sleep eluded him for some time as he debated on what to do. Accept his fate? No, he couldn’t. His harsh words were spoken in anger and jealousy. He didn’t want to leave, he couldn’t take being sent away. His hope of being loved had kept him from giving up after waking. He wasn’t sure he could handle accepting that it wasn’t returned or would never be. If it meant begging the man to let him stay or crawling on his stomach to apologize he would. He’d try to understand that Saitou would be with whomever the man chose. It meant swallowing his pride but he’d do it. Why would his life be spared just so he could spend it alone and away from the one person he wanted to be with?


Sleep found him because he opened his eyes to find the therapist walking around the room looking very irritated. She was shoving things around, the noise filling the room. So she was upset too that she wouldn’t have an excuse to come back. He’d been hoping Yukina would come in to see him. He knew he wouldn’t make it out the room before collapsing but he wanted to talk to Saitou. This might be the only way to get Saitou to come to him. Surely the man would care enough to come speak to him if he asked him to. “Can you do me a favor?”


Juri glanced up towards the little brat that was probably going to make her day even worse. She was tired of this job and of the boy’s callous nature. She’d been enjoying this assignment to begin with and now she was glad Hiei was going into a center. This way she could get assigned to a patient that didn’t hate the world. Her boyfriend was also getting on her case because she’d been wanting to quit. She’d be damned if she stayed for the last session. She’d take care of what she had to do and get the hell out of here. She took in the boy’s sullen expression. Probably didn’t want to be sent away but what the fuck did he expect when he was refusing to cooperate for those that were trying to help him. “What?”


“Can you go down and tell Saitou that I want to talk to him? It’s important,” Hiei saw the woman stiffen but she nodded and left him alone. He shifted in the pillows hearing someone walking back up the stairs. The door was ajar bringing every sound to him. Damn, he felt so nervous, he had no idea what to say but wouldn’t let this last chance slip by. He didn’t want to go in the morning or any other day. He’d play the role as stepson if that’s what it took to remain. A seething Juri came stalking back into the room to grab her duffle bag. “Well?”


“Well, I told him and got bitched out I’ll have you know.” She shouldered her bag and glared at the little punk. She’d told Saitou to come up and see to Hiei and had gotten told off for her trouble. “He said he didn’t have time for one of your little fucking tantrums and that he had things to see to.” She scoffed when the boy’s features fell. Her anger at her own problems had her lashing out at one person who’d seemed to love causing her grief. She’d just been trying to do her job. “What the hell did you expect? You’re not even his real son. The man does the dutiful thing and takes you into his home and how do you repay him? You show your little ass and make things hard on everyone around you. I would have sent your ass away to begin with. I’m sure he’ll be better off with you gone. By the gods, I know I’ll be counting my blessings.”


“You know I tried to put up with your shit when he said he felt responsible for your condition. I tried to understand when he informed me of your situation. It’s one thing to feel like you are responsible for someone because their mother died. You got that poor man drinking himself to death. I’ve never seen someone so stressed out in my life. The biggest favor you could have done him was to have the decency not to wake up. It’s no wonder why he is sending you away, being charitable only goes so far. You should repay the favor and just go quietly and not give the man any more grief.”


Her words rang in his ears as she stormed out the room to leave him alone. The dull throbbing pulsed in his veins, the truth of them shaking him. She was right, Saitou had taken him in when he hadn’t needed to. What had he done in return? Thrown little childish tantrums because he couldn’t grow up. He’d been causing Saitou unnecessary grief for no valid reason. There was no way he could make up for that. Could he really blame the man for wanting to send him away? It didn’t change the fact that he wanted to stay with the man. He already had his answer to that request. No actions or apologies would make Saitou change his mind about sending him in the morning. It hurt to realize that this was really the end.


If Saitou had come to speak to him then he might have tried. Might have admitted to what he wanted and how he felt. All he was to the man was a bother, an annoyance that didn’t appreciate anything. He shouldn’t have woken up, he should have died in that accident. Everything would have been fine then. Saitou could have gone on without him like the man really wanted and he could have died while still retaining some desperate form of hope. The only thing left for him to do now was to do what he could to make amends. As long as he was around then he’d be trouble for the man. He couldn’t live without Saitou and he couldn’t live knowing that the man was grieving because of his being here. He would only have one regret. Not being able to tell Saitou how he felt but that itself would only cause more of a burden to weight down the man’s soul. Best to end things now. He didn’t want to be anywhere else when it happened. He would go in the room where he had his most cherished memories of the man.

Juri tapped on the door not wanting to be screamed at again. She was already feeling slightly guilty about the harsh words she’d spoken to Hiei. A quick glance at her watch, she was late for their date. Her boyfriend would be livid but she’d forgotten her house keys on Hiei’s dresser. Only a few lights were on inside the house. She’d left two hours ago and had gone to see a friend. After calming down and talking she knew she’d done wrong by coming down so hard on the boy. She had no idea what it felt like lose your mother and wake up to find that you were dependent on another. She also knew that Saitou wasn’t sending the kid away because he was tired of him. The man appeared to love him very much even if it wasn’t his real son. The door creaked open and said man quirked an eyebrow. “Sorry, I left my keys. Mind if I run up there and grab them real quick?”


“Go ahead,” Saitou let the woman inside and closed the front door. He’d been about to jump in the shower. A chill ran down his spine as she trotted up the stairs to fetch her keys. He’d thought it might be the director stopping by so he could fill out the rest of the paperwork. The longer it took for the man to get here the more he was debating actually going through with it. Which was why he hadn’t bothered to tell Hiei yet. He’d already fired the nurses but that was going to happen either way. The director had discussed several options with him. One was to send him to the facilities, the other was for him to get rid of the nurses. Said if Hiei had a willful personality then he was probably taking to being helped by complete strangers the wrong way. The boy didn’t seem to like having to depend on someone else to help him.


Perhaps all that was needed to fix the situation would be to get rid of the outsiders. Yukina had said she’d do what she could to help out. It might mean taking some time off of work but he would do it. A few weeks to be here to help Hiei get back on his feet. His only worry was whether or not Hiei would want to remain. He didn’t want to send him away, but would his suggestions be listened to? It was worth a try, at least before he sent him somewhere else to recover. He swore hearing Juri screaming for him. The stupid female should have just grabbed her keys and came back down. If Hiei was giving her hell then he wasn’t sure he could find it in himself to scold the other male.


“SAITOU!” Juri screamed as she was digging hastily in her purse for her cell phone. What the fuck was taking the man so long? Panic, fear and guilt swept through her as the older man came into the room looking peeved at being called. It’d only taken one look at the boy to see what was wrong. His pale complexion, the blue lips, shallow breathing, and he was cold to the touch. She had the empty bottle in her palm. The operator picked up as Saitou looked over at his stepson, “I need medical assistance at,” she quoted the address trying to talk over the man’s frantic shouting. “An accidental overdose, yes I know. Please hurry.”


“Hiei,” the cheek was cold under his touch. The shallow breathing didn’t sound too good. Saitou popped him in the face to get some kind of reaction. “He’s not waking.” The sting of tears were threatening seeing the blue tinge to the small lips. This couldn’t be happening. He had been sitting down there indulging in a bottle of brandy as Hiei lay dying right above him. “Wake up, dammit.” He slapped at the hand reaching for the boy. His arms tightened around the prone form in denial.


“Let him go, we need to get him on his side. Saitou,” Juri hit the man on the head to get his attention. “Do it, or he’ll suffocate before help gets here. Help me move him please.” She didn’t want to panic as well. She’d been trained for these instances but it felt different having to try and decide on how to best serve her patient. Besides keeping her fucking mouth shut next time she felt like venting. The man did as she asked and she got the small male on his side. “We need to make sure his chin stays tilted so he can breath and he don’t drown.”


His vision blurred but he trusted the woman to know what to do. The breathing seemed to be easier than before.
He made sure not to move Hiei from the position she’d placed him in. Instead he sat next to him and waited as the wail of sirens came closer. Juri left him to show the paramedics in. Saitou stayed by his side as they diagnosed him and placed him on the stretcher. He wanted to climb in the back of the ambulance but was told that he couldn’t. Instead he went willingly with the nurse offering to drive him. If Hiei died then they might as take his life as well. He didn’t want to imagine going on without the other. How the hell could he not have known this was about to happen?


“I’m so sorry sir,” Juri saw the flashing lights fading in the distance as they rushed the boy to the ER. The man in the passenger seat didn’t speak. “It’s my fault, I yelled at him earlier. I could see that he was upset. He asked me to get you and I did but you yelled at me so I took it out on him instead. Even though I saw you not coming had upset him further, I took my anger out on him. I should have tried harder to get you to go up there but I never once thought he’d do anything like this.”


He wanted to slap the woman for the admission but wouldn’t risk getting in an accident himself. He would like to place the blame entirely on the woman’s shoulders but knew he couldn’t. Whatever she’d said wouldn’t cause Hiei to want to do this. He swore knowing that Hiei had been wanting to talk to him earlier. Instead of hearing the woman out he’d yelled at her figuring she was coming down to complain again. That was his mistake. If he’d known that the boy was asking to see him he’d have gone. He had a feeling he was mostly to blame for the boy’s current state. His refusal to go up had upset him further. Then why hadn’t Hiei called down to him?


He was really tired of waking up to find a fucking nurse smiling down at him. Hiei felt like sneering as she asked him how he was feeling. He wanted this fucking thing off of his face. He knew how to breath. Why the hell was he still breathing? He’d taken enough of that medication to do the trick. Within minutes of downing it he’d fallen asleep. Who had found him? He’d been sure that no one would check on him until the next morning when they were to come in and transport him. He’d been wanting to get taken to the morgue not the hospital. What idiot had decided to get him medical attention?


“Hello Hiei, I’m Doctor Akechi. How are you feeling?” A really old man in a white trench coat stepped from out the other side of the curtain. He was speaking in an even but soft tone. He knew the best way to handle the situation was to speak calmly to the patient. He needed to discover if the boy was a suicidal risk. Not to mention the guardian was standing behind him with a menacing scowl on his face. Some parents got too emotional in these cases, half the time the cases were accidental. “Can you tell me what happened?”


Hiei knew a double worded question when he was asked one. The man was wanting to know if he’d tried to take his own life. He was still being treated for almost overdosing. There was no way in hell he’d admit to failing at the task to this fool. Someone like him wouldn’t understand. No one could understand just how much pain seeing the other man in the room was bringing him. Once again he was being a burden. He couldn’t manage to kill himself right. Saitou was standing behind the doctor waiting for the answer as well. It’d be another reason to ship him off to some home somewhere. “Legs hurt, took one of the tablets nurse left. It was on the table, don’t remember what happened after that. I think I woke up once but I’m not sure.”


“So you don’t recall just how many tablets you took after the one?” He searched the face for any form of deception. What he saw was confusion and questions. Most likely the boy had been in pain and without a nurse there to supervise the intake, he’d taken it too soon. Perhaps he’d been out of it when he’d taken the other ones as well. Being in pain and incoherent, brain not registering that it had already done the task. Records showed that the boy had recently suffered head trauma in a car accident. Memory lapse, him remembering only taking one. “Very well, we’ll need to keep you for a few days. Someone will be back in a bit to check up on you. Try to get some rest.”


Hiei nodded, relieved that there would be no more questions for now. He wanted to be alone so he could kick his own ass. He would have done better to jump in front of a speeding bus. He knew that as soon as the staff left his so called stepfather was going to tear into him. He was costing the man more money and making a nuisance of himself. He blinked rapidly trying not to succumb to sleep. Saitou was standing there watching the doctor leave. Yes, he was definitely in for it now. Where was that little button he could push? He could tell them to remove the man. Or just pretend to fall back asleep. That wouldn’t stop the argument from happening but postponing it sounded really good right about now.


Saitou moved as soon as the door closed behind the two. He didn’t buy the explanation. He’d heard enough from Juri to put the pieces together. Hiei had been stressed enough to try to kill himself. He’d hunt the other nurse down as well for opening her mouth. How could he make Hiei listen to him when the boy believed he had really wanted to send him away? “If I weren’t concerned about your health I’d be sorely tempted to beat your ass.” The boy tensed even though he kept his voice low. He’d been so worried that he’d made a grave mistake. He’d been trying to give Hiei his space but had almost ruined everything. “Don’t you ever do that again.”


“Hn, well I’m sorry if I’ve inconvenienced you again. I seem to have a bad habit of it. Next time don’t bother calling for help. Leave me there until it’s time to call the morgue. It’ll be cheaper in the end.” Hiei turned to give the man his back. It hurt but was well worth the small amount of pain. He didn’t want to talk to the man nor see him. As it was he’d be under constant supervision until they decided he wasn’t a risk to himself. Saitou would hang around doing what was expected of him. His chest swelled with emotion sensing the man walking around the bed to face him.


“You turned over and I also see that you have good use of your legs. Just what have you been keeping from me Hiei?” Saitou wasn’t angry seeing that Hiei just now realized what he’d done. “Answer me, tell me why you felt the need to try and end your life. Did you think I wouldn’t care? Or perhaps you thought you were doing me a favor. I never did care for that nurse but I saw the progress you were making at first and thought she’d work out. I didn’t realize you wanted to see me. All I heard was her bitching again and didn’t want to hear it. I would have came up if I’d known. Then I would have slapped some sense into you. Do you have any idea what it felt like to walk in that room and think that you were dead? You should have waited before doing something so stupid.”


“And just when would have been a good time to get your approval?” Hiei closed his eyes not wanting to believe the emotions he saw buried deep in those amber eyes. Once upon a time he’d have been elated to see them. Now they were probably stemming from guilt. “Would you have bid me farewell before they shoved me in the back of a van? Or perhaps in a letter after I was settled in some shit smelling home somewhere? Or would you have needed to find time between work and your active sex life before finding time for me? No thank you, why don’t you do us both a favor and leave. It is just us two here there is no need for you to pretend that you care. Leave me so I can go to sleep.”


“You’re right about one thing, we are alone so there is no point in pretending how I feel.” he ended at the side of the bed and leaned over. His hand went for the respirator covering the boy’s mouth. “If you can talk like that without getting winded then you can go without this for a few minutes.” It was hard but he found the parted lips. Hiei had went completely still as he captured the trembling lips. The kiss was soft but firm, needing to feel the warmth. “Don’t ever do that again. You were the one that said you wanted to leave. Not once did I ever say I didn’t want you there. I went through a lot of trouble to ensure that no one could take you away from me again. I’ll stop anyone and that includes yourself. I suffered for a whole month wondering how to get your mother to bend. Only to learn fate had tried to take you away from me permanently. I never wanted you to leave, not once.”


“Spare me your lies. I don’t care for the fake show of sympathy. If you feel guilty then keep it to yourself. I have no use for those pathetic sentiments. I appreciated it more when you were at least being honest with me.” Hiei felt the strong urge to give into the tender pressure but he wouldn’t allow the man to appease his own guilt by a little display of affection. He hadn’t done what he’d done as a means of seeking attention. It was the last thing he wanted from anyone. Warm breath caressed his mouth, making him want to give in. Timid knocking made him jerk but the fingers refused to release to hold on his face. The door was opening, a cheery voice was calling out to them.


Saitou grunted at the timing of his stepdaughter but didn’t pull away. If she was to continue living under their roof then she’d have to accept the relationship. The girl paused but didn’t comment at how close they were. He needed to go speak to the doctor and see about a few things. “I’ll let you two visit for a bit, I’ll be back very soon to continue this discussion.” He pressed against the tight lips choosing to ignore the stunned expression. “I’ll bring you both something up when I return since you don’t care for hospital food Yukina.”


“Thank you, that would be nice. I forgot to get lunch.” Yukina wasn’t shocked to see the display. She was more curious as to why they hadn’t let their relationship known before now. She figured it might have something to do with his job. Mother was gone now so there was no one to get in the way. As much as she had loved her mother she’d discovered a few things that hadn’t sat well. That was in the past though, all that she and Hiei could do was to go forward and make the most of what they’d been blessed with. “I should scold you but I won’t, I’m sure Saitou has already done so. You should really be more careful with what you do. I just hope this doesn’t cause him more stress. Never thought you’d be so stupid. Then again you’re not the brightest.” She laughed when he scowled at her without much malice. She wasn’t as stupid or ignorant as most tended to believe. She was more than aware of what went on around her, she just chose to keep to herself. It’d been hard to keep her nose out of their business when they’d first come back but she’d seen the happiness and hope in her brother’s eyes when he’d woken. She’d assumed that they had worked things out. But that didn’t explain her brother’s sullenness as of late. The nurse said it was most likely because he was discouraged. She didn’t think it was that either. She’d come home late at night to hear him in his room exercising. “How long are you going to hold a grudge? It’s the only reason I can see for your sucky disposition. It’s not like he didn’t have a good reason for not wanting you to stay.” Yukina tried not to snap but as much as she loved Hiei, her twin could be an ass at times.


“What the hell would you know of it?” Hiei didn’t want to let on that he was surprised to learn that his sister had been aware of their former relationship before the little display. He’d assume that they’d gotten careless one night and she’d overheard them. Then why hadn’t she said anything or let on? He was sure she hadn’t said anything to there mother either. Or the woman would have left Saitou long before she’d found her new lover. “I’m shocked you had the time to notice while sneaking into the house at an odd hour. You may know of our prior relationship but don’t assume you know what the fuck is going on. You know nothing.”


“You might be right, there is a lot I don’t know. I try to take care of my own life and stay out of others. I know that Saitou visited you almost every night the first time we were living with him. Which struck me as odd that you didn’t stay behind with him when mother moved on. Of course I have no idea how you feel about him but I do know about the blackmail. Which is why I don’t understand why you’d still be so bitter. You were more withdrawn before the accident so I assume you were missing him. But everything is okay now, isn’t it? I knew you’d be okay when he came for us. I know he cares for me but he loves you. I’m kind of jealous to be honest.”


“What the hell are you talking about? What blackmail?” Hiei was sure his sister had been indulging the night before or had gotten into his stash of painkillers before he’d tried to down the rest. He meant nothing to Saitou, she was letting what she knew and just sen affect her mental state. Had someone been blackmailing her or his mother? He squinted at her wanting an answer. What was she talking about? “Tell me now, what blackmail?”


“Oh,” she bowed her head in shame. Had she said too much? Why hadn’t Saitou told him about the blackmail? Of course the man hadn’t mentioned it to her either, she’d found out on her own. “Maybe I shouldn’t be the one to tell you. I’m sure he’d tell you if you asked him about it.” Okay, that look said she best spill the beans and quickly. “Right after we moved I rode to the bank with mother, she was going to cash a check. I happened to look at the check, it was a personal check from Saitou. It struck me as odd that he’d be giving her that much when she just left him. I didn’t ask her about it, I knew she would tell me to mind my own business. Well, I checked the mail the day before the accident and saw another letter addressed to mother from him. Being curious I opened it, I was kind of hoping he’d be asking about us or at least you. It was another check for the same amount. The only thing I could think of was that he wanted to make sure we were taken care of. Then I snuck inside, taped it closed and handed it to mother. Her boyfriend was in the room with her and made a comment that bothered me. He said that she should squeeze more out of him for keeping their mouths shut. I knew then that the money was being blackmailed from him but I didn’t know about what. While you were in the coma Saitou and I went to the apartment to take care of our things and mother’s. I was in her room when I found a large envelope.” She blushed recalling what she’d seen. “There were pictures inside; ones of you and Saitou together. I gave them to him and that was the end of it. I knew not to ask or speak of it. I was just happy that we were okay and would be taken care of.”


Is that why Saitou had sent him away the first time? Had his mother been that cruel? Not like she would have wanted him with her, so even if Saitou were being blackmailed why not still let him stay? Or had he been pissed that he was being forced to pay to keep word of their affair secret? So many questions and he’d get his answers. Saitou had just said he had never wanted him to leave, was it true? That didn’t excuse the man’s relationship with the therapist. Or his lack of attention since he’d woken from the coma. “Hn, and do you not find the idea of me with him distasteful?”


“Of course not, you’re my brother and I want you to be happy no matter who it’s with. I was actually kind of glad when I discovered that you two were together. I’ve always liked him, he’s been kind to us when he didn’t need be. And I can’t say I see a problem with it. It’s not like Mother was in love with him. She was only using him after all. Besides if any of my dates made me moan the way I heard you doing then it’s fully understandable why you are so smitten. Maybe I should see about finding me an older guy as well. I can’t live with you two forever.”


Most likely he wouldn’t be staying with Saitou very long either. Despite what he’d learned the fact remained that he was scheduled to be placed in a rehabilitation center. It helped to know that it was possible the man hadn’t meant the horrible words. Before he could comment another knock sounded on the door. Yukina called out to the person behind it. Hiei rolled his eyes seeing the red head appear in the doorway. Great someone else that was sure to lecture him to no end. A bouquet of roses was in the man’s hand. “Really, isn’t that pushing it?”


“I thought they were a nice touch.” Kurama knew his friend appreciated the gesture. “If you don’t like them then Yukina can have them. They compliment her better anyways, she’s much sweeter than you.” He gave a grin to the blushing female. He knew she had a slight crush on him, had for years. It wasn’t that he didn’t find her to be very pretty, she just wasn’t his type. As she and Hiei both knew his tastes ran to the same sex. Just as Hiei’s did apparently, Yukina had been full of information. He wasn’t sure what Hiei saw in the older man but to each his own. “So, when are you getting out?”


“I don’t know, the doctors haven’t said anything. I just fucking woke up you fool. You should know this or were you and Yukina too busy gossiping about me to discuss what was important? I swear you are worse than a female at times.” Hiei crossed his arms and gave them both a reprimanding glare. He had no doubt that his best friend knew of his affair with his stepfather by now. “You should concern yourself about your own sorry hide instead of mine. I’m not the one fawning over someone that doesn’t know I exist. Wait, he acknowledged you long enough to toss your ass in the garbage can the one time. Don’t look so down Kurama, or I’ll be tempted to toss your ass out the window right along with my loudmouth sister.”


“No need to be rude Hiei.” Kurama took the nasty remark with a grain of salt. Hiei wasn’t good at dealing with his emotions so it was his way of lashing out. He was use to his friend’s demeanor. He’d also come to accept how things were long ago. Karasu might be his current boyfriend and he was content with that. Only a few people knew of his secret crush on Yusuke. He didn’t want to think of the male that he’d seen just this morning on his way in. They’d be graduating next month and it probably be the end of the crush. Him and the other male had never ran in the same circles. Yusuke was the guy all the girls at school wanted to be with and he was the school’s queer. He knew of a few others there that shared the same tastes but they hid it from their fellow peers. “Speaking to me like that I’ll start to think that you don’t care. I know you miss having me around. Besides I know you’re jealous that I’m chasing after someone and it isn’t you. Maybe your Saitou has need to worry after all. He might not like finding out that you’re lusting after your best friend.”


“You better hope not or he’ll have to find himself a new one after you’ve had an unfortunate accident.” Saitou smirked as all eyes turned to him. Yukina was the only one that smiled at him in greeting. He did nod towards the redhead in acknowledgment. He wasn’t the least bit worried about this one any longer. If the two were attracted to each other they’d had plenty of time before him to act upon it. And if the pretty boy touched what belonged to him he’d just have to see about breaking all those slim delicate fingers. He handed the bag of food he’d brought back with him towards Yukina. There was a variety of side dishes and grilled chicken for the girl. He’d brought a box of spaghetti for Hiei since the nurse had informed him the respirator was going to be removed when she came back in. He knew Hiei was picky about his food and wouldn’t eat the cardboard the hospital called food. He wouldn’t drown the redhead in the toilet since he’d been wise enough to refer to him as Hiei’s. “There’s plenty in there if you are hanging around.”

The soft brush against his cheek caused him to stir. He knew by the feel that it wasn’t his sister bothering him again. Only one pair of lips could be that soft while remaining firm. His eyes flickered to find he was correct. A chair had been pulled near the bed but Saitou wasn’t in it. The man had made himself at home on the bed as well. A soft shove and it’d be so easy to plant the man on the hard cold tile. All the lights were out in the room. He must have fallen asleep listening to Kurama and Yukina gossiping like old women. “You might want to take the reclining chair or you risk someone seeing you in the bed with me. Doubt the nurse would find it suitable.”


“Your point? She left about thirty minutes ago and said the next nurse would be in after midnight when they change shifts. So that means no one should be coming in for another three hours unless we call for them. I told her to see to the other patients and that I’d call if she was needed. Now that we are alone and you are awake you are going to finish our discussion. Want to tell me why you’ve been such an ass lately? If you were so unhappy being back with me you should have just said so. I wouldn’t have insisted you stay with me if you wished to be elsewhere.”


“First why did you even bring me back there? You could have left me in the hospital. Why bother doing so if you weren’t going to acknowledge my being there in the first place? Or were you not planning on being distracted by your new piece of ass? Or was it you thought to do your duty and got an extra bonus for doing it?” Hiei jerked away from the hand so close to him. He didn’t want to be touched. He wouldn’t be persuaded to forget everything that had occurred. He wanted to know how Saitou felt about him. A surge of hope had shot to his heart hearing the casual threat towards the redhead.


“What new piece are you referring to? I have not been keeping my distance due to having someone on the side. I thought you needed time to get over the accident and the loss of your mother. I didn’t want to put the added stress of working on starting a new relationship on you while you were concentrating on getting well. I was also putting in some extra time at work so I could take a much needed vacation. Yukina already knows of my plans to take some time off work. I was planning on surprising you once you were recovered. I’ve already made reservations for another outing on the boat. Except this time I was going to take two weeks off for it. Besides I did come to see you but you were usually already resting when I got home. I assure you that I have had no other lover since you.”


“Then would you mind telling me just how Juri knew how big your cock is? Don’t tell me she didn’t either.” Hiei saw the look of horror fill the stern features. Figures, so it was true. He’d fucked the woman and hadn’t known he’d known about the occurrence. The lying bastard would lay next to him and speak that garbage about doing something special with him and that he’d never had another lover. Bullshit, he was tired of all the deception and lies. “Get out, I don’t want to hear it. There is only one reason she’d know what you had and it’s because you fucking gave it to her. I heard her bragging on the phone about what you had to offer. She saw nothing wrong with informing whoever the fuck she was talking to about your huge cock. She even made mention of the scar above your base.”


“Keep up that tone and I will forget that you aren’t that well.” Saitou was going to have a long talk with that bitch later. “She knows what it looks like because I came home early one day and took a shower. She didn’t know I was home and came in looking for a towel. She came in as I was getting out and got an eyeful, nothing more. She stammered about you needing a towel and there were no fresh ones in your bathroom. I have never touched that woman or have intentions of doing so. Is that what crawled up your ass? You were stupid enough to think I’d lower myself to fuck your nurse. I don’t know whether to laugh or to choke you. You could have asked me then instead of showing your ass. As much as I like the fact that you are jealous over me but not when it interferes with your well being.” He swore seeing the disbelief in Hiei’s eyes. He knew he was in a bad spot. He hadn’t thought much on it as the girl reached under the counter. In his mind she’d seen plenty of naked flesh in her occupation. Hell, she’d often bathed Hiei off after a session. It hadn’t bothered him that she’d looked at him. Only indifference had been there, he had no interest in her. The one he wanted had been in the other room. “Shall I call her? I have no problem with confronting her with your suspicions. I didn’t touch her. I had no need for taking another lover when I had every intention on resuming the relationship with you as soon as it was possible for you to wrap your legs around my waist without assistance.”


“Fine, then why didn’t you tell me that my mother was blackmailing you?” Hiei knew he had the upper hand when the hand fell to the man’s side. Was it true? What had the woman gotten out of it besides money? He had to know if that’s why Saitou had turned from him. “Is that why you sent me away? What did she say to you? Or did you mean what you said? Was I nothing more than a convenient fuck for you?” The bitterness came with the words, he still hurt from the man’s little speech.


“I see I have to talk to Yukina about keeping her mouth shut. What was I to say? That your mother came to me informing me that she was leaving me the next day and had every intention of taking what she knew I wanted away? I was willing to give her what she wanted but she was greedy til the end. I would have paid her whatever it took to agree to let you remain but she wasn’t having it. She took you away to ensure I’d be just as unhappy as she was. I know not her reasoning behind it but I did what I thought needed to protect you. It hurt to lie to you and say what I did but it was something I had to do. Your mother was the only thing keeping you away from me. And her threat of sending you back to the detention center if I were to come near you again. I would rather have had you hate me than go back. I should have told you after the accident but didn’t want to burden you. Or try and taint your memories of your mother. It is in the past and you are with me now. That is if you do not wish for me to still send you away.”


“No, I want to stay with you.” Hiei placed a hand against the hard chest so near his own. He felt like a child pressing against the tall form. Their faces were both even with the pillows but his hips went down only as far as the man’s stomach. Saitou’s sock covered feet were dangling off the edge as well. He let the mouth claim his, opened for the probing tongue. The kiss swept through him leaving no doubt that he’d take whatever the man was offering. He couldn’t go back to being without the man. He met the probing muscle halfway in a weak attempt for dominance. His body tingled at the sheer force of will being put into the kiss. With just a thrust of tongue Saitou was destroying any form of resistance. There was no doubt to whom he belonged for as long as the other male wanted him. Heat flared in his groin feeling the erection pressing into his thigh. The flimsy hospital gown did nothing to separate him from the thick shaft. It jerked and continued to expand as the excitement built in his own. He was a horrible person for causing the grief he had but if Saitou still wanted to be with him then he would count his blessings. “I want you now, please.” A low moan coaxed him into reaching down between them to brush a hand over the needy cock. Seeing Saitou would need a little more persuasion he let go of the cock for a brief second to toss the blanket off of him. His top leg came to rest on top of Saitou’s hip. “I might not be able to run a mile but I can definitely do this.”


“Hiei, you are pushing me. Don’t think I won’t jack that gown up and fuck you regardless of where we are.” Saitou sucked in a deep breath feeling the button come undone on his jeans. The noise of the zipper going down had him flustered. Gods, he was already aching with need but this wasn’t the time or place for it. Hiei might be able to move his legs but still needed to recover. “Ah fuck,” the hand was removing his cock from the restraints of the jeans. The tender caress had him pressing into the palm. He looked towards the dresser next to the bed. “Hold that thought for a minute. I refuse to hurt you no matter how much I want it.”


Hiei rolled his eyes hearing the lock on the room door. The nurses might flip if they tried to come in but seems the man didn’t care to be interrupted. He went to work reaching down to pull the flimsy gown up. He had on boxers beneath and wanted them off. Fingers grabbed the seams from behind and proceeded to pull the offending garment down. Saitou grabbed the bottle of lotion next to the box of kleenex. It wasn’t what they’d usually use but he didn’t care. His mouth was watering in anticipation at being taken. He longed to hold the man and take his time touching but he didn’t think he had the patience nor the time. If the looks of the straining cock was any indication Saitou wasn’t going to play around. He went happily into the man’s embrace as he rejoined him.


“Be patient love, you’ll get it soon enough.” Saitou captured the sweet mouth trying to calm down his own raging hormones. He was a bastard to take what Hiei was offering so soon after the brush with death but his body wanted it. Wanted to find the joy and pleasure that he could only find while being with his lover. The snap of the bottle of lotion opening bounced off of the walls. He heard the slight purr from Hiei, the slim thigh was already making it’s way back up his own side. The boy was opening himself up to him, allowing him to do as he wished. Making sure one finger was coated he reached around to slide it between the narrow crack of the smooth ass. Trembling shook the small form as the digit came in contact with the puckered entrance.


Hiei rubbed his hand along the massive piece of flesh between them. The bottle of lotion was discarded so he went for it. He paused feeling the digit slid into the opening. It was hard not to cry out as it pushed deep into the tight sheath. Instead he focused on putting some of the cold lotion on the shaft in his other hand. He worked on massaging and coating every inch of the cock as the finger pumped in his ass. His foot dug into the man’s ass when his spot was hit. “Hurry, I need it.” Another finger and he started pumping the length in his fist. It’d been a while and he could tell. The fingers scissored, stretching the walls to the point of being painful. It was going to take a bit for him to come adjusted to his lover’s size once more. “Now, I don’t want your fingers. I want your cock in my ass.”


“Impatient as always,” he really didn’t mind it. Saitou removed the fingers and Hiei was already moving his bottom portion so the tip of the shaft could be directed towards the awaiting victim. He pressed close to the ring of muscle, trying to take it slow. Hiei was showing he was stronger than Saitou had thought possible. The boy was helping to guide the head in, guiding his body down popping it into the first inch. “Fuck, you’re so tight. I’m not going to let you out of bed once we get home.” Pleasure rippled down his spine, every hot inch squeezed his cock. He nuzzled the soft shell of Hiei’s ear once he was fully imbedded deep as he could go in this position. Even if he couldn’t go all the way in he was content being able to hold his lover.


The possessive clinging of arms around his back had him wanting to beg the man never to leave him. He let his own reply be heard with meeting the slow movement of hips. He rocked to meet the cock being pumped steadily into his body. It felt so good, the feeling of being joined with the man. The stretching verged on being painful. He relished the fact that it was Saitou’s cock doing the stretching. The friction had him whimpering into the short hair. Teeth nibbled on his neck, “ungh, you’re going to make me cum.” the tip brushed against his spot as Saitou pulled out only to thrust hard and fast. “Oh yes, you feel so good. Don’t stop.” Gentle kisses trailed along his jaw line tenderly, total opposite of the rapid thrusting of the cock. He let himself get lost in the sensation of being penetrated rapidly. The lips captured his in a hard kiss, the tongue not taking no for an answer, shoving it’s way in. Hiei moaned into the moist cavern, emotion swelling with every thrust. He was going to cum. The arms were holding him so tight it was wedged between them like a vise. With each entry his member was being rubbed along taut flesh. “Oh yes, oh Saitou take me harder, make me yours.”


“Mine,” the orgasm had the walls clenching around his girth sending him over the edge. Warm fluid splattered on his stomach as his load emptied deep inside the hot tunnel. Saitou held onto to the trembling form as both panted heavily from the release. Hiei shifted more into his embrace, seeking the contact. He placed a kiss on the sweaty forehead. “Was I too rough on you?” The leg was laying limp around his waist. Had he been too careless? A negative shake helped him to relax some. He wanted to cuddle and remain on the bed but knew he had to get cleaned up and unlock the door. The next nurse would be coming in and didn’t need to find her patient messy from a bout of sex. “I’ll have to sleep on the recliner tonight. It’s for the best so you can get some rest. I should be able to take you home in a few days. Then you’ll get a proper scolding for what you tried to do. I see I’ll have to go ahead and move you into my bedroom just so I can keep an eye on you. I got a nice spot in my bed you can have.” A grunt had him smirking. Hiei would stay with him now. As long as he didn’t do something stupid again things would work out. Then again if Hiei acted up he could always give the boy a sound spanking. The idea had some merit, everything had started with a show of discipline.


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