Kurama's Lies
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Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
2,777
Reviews:
9
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Currently Reading:
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Chapter Two
Kurama's Lies
cienne
Chapter Two
*****
*Yusuke’s P.O.V*
I love him.
Hiei with his sad yet beautiful ruby eyes and childlike face. The fire demon that would stop at nothing to fulfill his goals and to protect those who were important to him. The Forbidden Koorime Child who did not think of himself worthy of anyone’s affection.
I love him… but he already loves someone else. Kurama, who, with gentle eyes and soft smiles managed to break down Hiei’s barriers. Kurama had waited, patiently, for years until Hiei was able to accept his love and give his love in return.
I loved him, but I had been afraid. Afraid that Hiei would reject me and never show his face again. Afraid that instead of understanding, our friends would reject the idea of two males falling in love. Afraid that I would hurt Keiko once she realized the truth.
So, instead of wooing him, I encouraged Kurama’s courtship with him. I ignored the ache in my heart whenever I saw them together. I suffered in silence when Hiei and Kurama finally decided to become mates. Keiko left me when she found out my secret love for Hiei. Koenma chastised me, for he didn’t want to have any trouble within the group, but I reassured him that I would not interfere with my friends’ relationship.
Kurama understood me.
“It’s hard not to fall for him…” he had told me with a sad smile. “I don’t want to hurt him, Yusuke.”
That sentence had left me puzzled, but he remained smiling, sadly, almost bitterly. “I finally found the one, but fate decides to play another joke on me.”
“What do you mean…?”
Kurama turned to me, green eyes blazing, a hint of gold in his gaze. “Yusuke, promise me something.”
“Y-yes…”
“Promise me you’ll never stop loving Hiei.”
My brows knotted and anger quickly replaced my confusion. “What are you thinking? Are you leaving him? Kurama, answer me!”
My friend and team mate remained silent for a while before letting out a sad sigh. “I’ll never leave him, Yusuke. I love him too much. I can’t… I can’t…”
Then he buried his face in his hand and my heart sped up in worry as I realized he was crying.
“Kurama, what…?”
“Just promise me that, Yusuke. I want your word that you’ll never stop loving him.”
I took a deep breath and nodded. “Even if you never asked me, I would never stop loving Hiei, and you know that. I can’t stop loving him, Kurama. You have my word.”
Kurama nodded and left.
Five years later and I was growing desperate for Hiei. And, as if my prayers were answered, Kurama left. Hiei, with his trust betrayed and his heart broken, swore never to love again. But this time I was determined. I wanted Hiei and I wasn’t going to let him get away so easy. While he was pregnant with Kurama’s child, I wooed him. The wall that Kurama had destroyed was slowly fixing itself, but I didn’t give up. Inch by inch, brick by brick, I broke down Hiei’s defenses. This time, I promised a life together without lies. I wanted to give him what Kurama could not, and that was free reign to my thoughts so that he knew my lips spoke the truth.
Hiei’s suspicious eyes soon began to smile again. The sparkle returned after they were lost when Kurama left.
When Hatsuharu was born, Hiei had been depressed.
“He looks so much like him...” he complained and refused to touch him.
Haru, with his silvery hair and red-gold eyes, had awakened the past. But I refused to let that destroy Hiei, again. I pointed out how Haru would cry tear gems whenever Hiei refused to carry him.
“Is Haru another unwanted forbidden child?” I asked Hiei.
This was like a slap to his face and soon enough, he was mothering Haru, almost never wanting to let go. What he did not experience as a child, he made sure Haru would. The love of a mother and a loving family. I was glad that Hiei was slowly recovering, but still, his eyes would look distant at times, remembering.
When Hiei asked for another child, I was ecstatic. It was the sign I’d been waiting for that Hiei had truly accepted me in his life.
But still, there were days when I felt that Hiei was still wondering what could’ve been if Kurama had not left him.
*****
Author's Notes: Thank you to all who reviewed. I really appreciate it. For more Kurama/Hiei fics that'll make your day please look for arigatomina, the best Kurama/Hiei fic writer ever since sliced bread. I love you, Art! (Even if you don't know me. *sniffles*.)
Thanks to Boss-chan (aka DarkLight) for beta-ing. Somehow, something is missing here... is it me or is it better to have Kurama boinking Hiei rather than Yusuke...?
cienne
Chapter Two
*****
*Yusuke’s P.O.V*
I love him.
Hiei with his sad yet beautiful ruby eyes and childlike face. The fire demon that would stop at nothing to fulfill his goals and to protect those who were important to him. The Forbidden Koorime Child who did not think of himself worthy of anyone’s affection.
I love him… but he already loves someone else. Kurama, who, with gentle eyes and soft smiles managed to break down Hiei’s barriers. Kurama had waited, patiently, for years until Hiei was able to accept his love and give his love in return.
I loved him, but I had been afraid. Afraid that Hiei would reject me and never show his face again. Afraid that instead of understanding, our friends would reject the idea of two males falling in love. Afraid that I would hurt Keiko once she realized the truth.
So, instead of wooing him, I encouraged Kurama’s courtship with him. I ignored the ache in my heart whenever I saw them together. I suffered in silence when Hiei and Kurama finally decided to become mates. Keiko left me when she found out my secret love for Hiei. Koenma chastised me, for he didn’t want to have any trouble within the group, but I reassured him that I would not interfere with my friends’ relationship.
Kurama understood me.
“It’s hard not to fall for him…” he had told me with a sad smile. “I don’t want to hurt him, Yusuke.”
That sentence had left me puzzled, but he remained smiling, sadly, almost bitterly. “I finally found the one, but fate decides to play another joke on me.”
“What do you mean…?”
Kurama turned to me, green eyes blazing, a hint of gold in his gaze. “Yusuke, promise me something.”
“Y-yes…”
“Promise me you’ll never stop loving Hiei.”
My brows knotted and anger quickly replaced my confusion. “What are you thinking? Are you leaving him? Kurama, answer me!”
My friend and team mate remained silent for a while before letting out a sad sigh. “I’ll never leave him, Yusuke. I love him too much. I can’t… I can’t…”
Then he buried his face in his hand and my heart sped up in worry as I realized he was crying.
“Kurama, what…?”
“Just promise me that, Yusuke. I want your word that you’ll never stop loving him.”
I took a deep breath and nodded. “Even if you never asked me, I would never stop loving Hiei, and you know that. I can’t stop loving him, Kurama. You have my word.”
Kurama nodded and left.
Five years later and I was growing desperate for Hiei. And, as if my prayers were answered, Kurama left. Hiei, with his trust betrayed and his heart broken, swore never to love again. But this time I was determined. I wanted Hiei and I wasn’t going to let him get away so easy. While he was pregnant with Kurama’s child, I wooed him. The wall that Kurama had destroyed was slowly fixing itself, but I didn’t give up. Inch by inch, brick by brick, I broke down Hiei’s defenses. This time, I promised a life together without lies. I wanted to give him what Kurama could not, and that was free reign to my thoughts so that he knew my lips spoke the truth.
Hiei’s suspicious eyes soon began to smile again. The sparkle returned after they were lost when Kurama left.
When Hatsuharu was born, Hiei had been depressed.
“He looks so much like him...” he complained and refused to touch him.
Haru, with his silvery hair and red-gold eyes, had awakened the past. But I refused to let that destroy Hiei, again. I pointed out how Haru would cry tear gems whenever Hiei refused to carry him.
“Is Haru another unwanted forbidden child?” I asked Hiei.
This was like a slap to his face and soon enough, he was mothering Haru, almost never wanting to let go. What he did not experience as a child, he made sure Haru would. The love of a mother and a loving family. I was glad that Hiei was slowly recovering, but still, his eyes would look distant at times, remembering.
When Hiei asked for another child, I was ecstatic. It was the sign I’d been waiting for that Hiei had truly accepted me in his life.
But still, there were days when I felt that Hiei was still wondering what could’ve been if Kurama had not left him.
*****
Author's Notes: Thank you to all who reviewed. I really appreciate it. For more Kurama/Hiei fics that'll make your day please look for arigatomina, the best Kurama/Hiei fic writer ever since sliced bread. I love you, Art! (Even if you don't know me. *sniffles*.)
Thanks to Boss-chan (aka DarkLight) for beta-ing. Somehow, something is missing here... is it me or is it better to have Kurama boinking Hiei rather than Yusuke...?