Unwanted Feelings
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Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult ++
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Category:
Yuyu Hakusho › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
9
Views:
6,506
Reviews:
56
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own YuYu Hakusho, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Disclaimer: I don't own YYH, all property, images, etc belong to their respective owners. Don't sue me because I don't have any money anyway.
I'M BACK! Finally.
Thank you to all my reviewers:
Midnight Vixen : Thanks. I'm glad I stayed in character because I always get annoyed by OOCness.
Lady Aqualyne : Oh the song and artist were in the disclaimer. It was Christina Aguilera
LittleKitsune : LOLS. I don't think we'll find out until chapt 6 or 7 WHOOHEHE.
SweetMisery1 : Thank you so much here's my next chapt. =]
kurayami_ni_koorime : LOLS that was my fav line too. When I was proofreading i was like, I WROTE THAT? lols
Yamistar : Thank you, it's such a BIG compliment for me. Here's chpat 2 =]
Koorime1905: OOOHH THANK YOU!!! Here's the letest =D
Fuzzy Eared : thank you so muchies =], I'm definitely trying to make this more than just that avergae does he love me back thing.
Lythande: LOLS. I do that all the time. Here's the update.
Unwanted Feelings - Chpt 2 - Make
The loud continuous beeping reached Kurama ears and awoken him. Eyes were blurry when he opened them. Forgetting why his body was so fatigued, he stretched his limbs. The sun shone in, lighting the sheets, slick and sticking on his body. Legs hung out from under, and every muscle was lined. His arms ran over a particularly warm sport next to him. He looked over and was certain it was not the warm summer sun that caused it. The Koorime had recently left his bedside, but that was not unusual. He had done it before, probably off to run some errand, and he would be back that night. But there were those times when he stayed, where Kurama would watch the sun dance on his sweet face. This was just horrible. These feelings that had come about in this relationship. He didn't remember when it had all started either.
Perhaps it was how he fell for all of Hiei's sweet caresses during their lovemaking. No, not lovemaking, just sex. He liked to pretend it was lovemaking, like Hiei held him dear. Or maybe it was the small demon's small whispers as the moved together in perfect unison.
"Slower, softer."
Even now the deep rich voice echoed in his head. He was always more gentle to Hiei than usual, always wanted him to feel more pleasure then pain. He wanted to be the one that healed Hiei, not only physically either. He wanted to be the one Hiei thought of as he slept. He wanted to be the one that Hiei LOVED. He couldn't confess until he was at least a bit sure of Hiei's feelings. The last thing he wanted was the love of his life to run out on him. The situation they were in certainly did not help. It was hard to tell, his human emotions and stereotypes got the best of him. They were sleeping together, and in the ningen world, that meant there was at least something. Hiei being a demon made things so much more difficult.
He still remembered everything. Even right now he could feel Hiei's hot breath on his neck. He could feel those strong calloused hands caressing every inch of his body. When he would pretend they were making love, but he knew better when it all ended. Rarely was there any sound at their climax. He wanted to scream Hiei's name so every being in the three worlds could hear. But he held back every time. He knew. He knew that, he couldn't. No, not could not, but he should not.
This was definitely a forbidden love. The irony of it was that it was for the Forbidden Child, as Hiei had become known in the Makai. Kurama decided it was best to get out of bed, their sanctuary. He had to wash Hiei off of him, wash away memories that haunted him on lonely nights. He closed the bathroom door and stepped into the shower. He jumped when the cold water first hit him, but he stood and the water began to warm. The water ran down his body, running over every curve. Nothing helped; everything reminded him of the exotic demon. The warm water was just like the Hiei he knew: gentle and soft. Kurama had never been at a lost for words before he met Hiei. He knew Hiei probably thought nothing of Kurama's tenderness, but did he know that every time he touched him, Kurama turned to jelly? Did he know that he took Kurama's breath away more easily than anyone else had ever? Kurama felt his legs give way and he slid down to the floor of his shower.
"With my head in my hands I sit and cry." ~ Don't Speak, No Doubt
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A/N: I took so long to update! I really procrastinated and wrote half of a paragraph a day. So I hope this was a good chapter, I tried to keep in the mood and everything. I know it's a bit short, but anyone who knows me, knows I'm bad at long chapters. And I'm planning 8 Chapters for this fic, especially b/c without 8 chapters, the titles of the chpaters wouldn't make sense.
I'M BACK! Finally.
Thank you to all my reviewers:
Midnight Vixen : Thanks. I'm glad I stayed in character because I always get annoyed by OOCness.
Lady Aqualyne : Oh the song and artist were in the disclaimer. It was Christina Aguilera
LittleKitsune : LOLS. I don't think we'll find out until chapt 6 or 7 WHOOHEHE.
SweetMisery1 : Thank you so much here's my next chapt. =]
kurayami_ni_koorime : LOLS that was my fav line too. When I was proofreading i was like, I WROTE THAT? lols
Yamistar : Thank you, it's such a BIG compliment for me. Here's chpat 2 =]
Koorime1905: OOOHH THANK YOU!!! Here's the letest =D
Fuzzy Eared : thank you so muchies =], I'm definitely trying to make this more than just that avergae does he love me back thing.
Lythande: LOLS. I do that all the time. Here's the update.
Unwanted Feelings - Chpt 2 - Make
The loud continuous beeping reached Kurama ears and awoken him. Eyes were blurry when he opened them. Forgetting why his body was so fatigued, he stretched his limbs. The sun shone in, lighting the sheets, slick and sticking on his body. Legs hung out from under, and every muscle was lined. His arms ran over a particularly warm sport next to him. He looked over and was certain it was not the warm summer sun that caused it. The Koorime had recently left his bedside, but that was not unusual. He had done it before, probably off to run some errand, and he would be back that night. But there were those times when he stayed, where Kurama would watch the sun dance on his sweet face. This was just horrible. These feelings that had come about in this relationship. He didn't remember when it had all started either.
Perhaps it was how he fell for all of Hiei's sweet caresses during their lovemaking. No, not lovemaking, just sex. He liked to pretend it was lovemaking, like Hiei held him dear. Or maybe it was the small demon's small whispers as the moved together in perfect unison.
"Slower, softer."
Even now the deep rich voice echoed in his head. He was always more gentle to Hiei than usual, always wanted him to feel more pleasure then pain. He wanted to be the one that healed Hiei, not only physically either. He wanted to be the one Hiei thought of as he slept. He wanted to be the one that Hiei LOVED. He couldn't confess until he was at least a bit sure of Hiei's feelings. The last thing he wanted was the love of his life to run out on him. The situation they were in certainly did not help. It was hard to tell, his human emotions and stereotypes got the best of him. They were sleeping together, and in the ningen world, that meant there was at least something. Hiei being a demon made things so much more difficult.
He still remembered everything. Even right now he could feel Hiei's hot breath on his neck. He could feel those strong calloused hands caressing every inch of his body. When he would pretend they were making love, but he knew better when it all ended. Rarely was there any sound at their climax. He wanted to scream Hiei's name so every being in the three worlds could hear. But he held back every time. He knew. He knew that, he couldn't. No, not could not, but he should not.
This was definitely a forbidden love. The irony of it was that it was for the Forbidden Child, as Hiei had become known in the Makai. Kurama decided it was best to get out of bed, their sanctuary. He had to wash Hiei off of him, wash away memories that haunted him on lonely nights. He closed the bathroom door and stepped into the shower. He jumped when the cold water first hit him, but he stood and the water began to warm. The water ran down his body, running over every curve. Nothing helped; everything reminded him of the exotic demon. The warm water was just like the Hiei he knew: gentle and soft. Kurama had never been at a lost for words before he met Hiei. He knew Hiei probably thought nothing of Kurama's tenderness, but did he know that every time he touched him, Kurama turned to jelly? Did he know that he took Kurama's breath away more easily than anyone else had ever? Kurama felt his legs give way and he slid down to the floor of his shower.
"With my head in my hands I sit and cry." ~ Don't Speak, No Doubt
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A/N: I took so long to update! I really procrastinated and wrote half of a paragraph a day. So I hope this was a good chapter, I tried to keep in the mood and everything. I know it's a bit short, but anyone who knows me, knows I'm bad at long chapters. And I'm planning 8 Chapters for this fic, especially b/c without 8 chapters, the titles of the chpaters wouldn't make sense.