The Feeling Of Being Loved

AN: Well this is my latest story. It’s another Kuwabara/Kurama. I need to write ses wes with him getting some action. Any way, Kurama and Kuwabara enjoy a wonderful day together. And Kuwabara asks Kurama a life-changing question. Please read and review.

Title: The Feeling Of Being Loved
Author: Sesshoumaru-Dono
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Kurama/Kuwabara
Feedback: desired.
Characters: People in this story are from the anime/manga Yu Yu Hakusho (YYH)
Disclaimer: Sadly none of these characters belong to me. If they did I doubt the storyline would have been the same.

“Oh God…KUWABARA!!!”
Kurama’s body started to convulse violently and Kuwabara’s actions soon followed. It was a nice summer day; Kurama was asked what he wanted to do for his birthday. He suggested going to the beach. As they were driving around in Kuwabara’s ’86 Buick he had gotten a hankering for the larger man to be inside of him. Seeing him in his white wife-beater and swim trunks had turned him on. Kurama loved how he filled out his pants so well, even when he wasn’t hard. He began to blush at the naughty thoughts running through his head. He asked his mate to pull into a secluded area of a parking lot. He smiled at him seductively as his hand wandered to the bulge he was eyeing earlier. He unbuckled his seatbelt and leaned over so he could lightly nibble and suc Kuw Kuwabara’s ear lobe. His hand slowly slide its way inside of his shorts and brought his manhood into view. He smiled again and kissed his lover feverishly upon his lips. He left his lips and brought his mouth to his lover’s cock. He sucked him until he came and continued sucking him until he was hard again. Kurama grabbed a condom and a tube of lube from his beach bag and handed it to Kuwabara. Kuwabara prepared himself as Kurama slide out of his shorts and put a condom on himself so he wouldn’t cum all over the car. He climbed on top of Kuwabara with his back facing him. He reached behind him and rubbed the tip of his dick against his opening. He slowly lowered himself down his shaft. Soon he was rocking his body against Kuwabara’s hardness. Kuwabara’s hands traveled along the damp silky skin that belongs to the smaller man. He moaned and closed his eyes relishing in the pleasure he felt when he felt the smaller man contracting around him. Kurama loved having sex in random places, he always loved how Kuwabara was always up for it. As they came closer to finishing he felt Kuwabara’s hands tighten around his hips, and heard him mumble something incomprehensible and knew his lover was ready. After a few more moments of feverish thrusting………“Oh God…KUWABARA!!!”

Kurama rested his head on the steering wheel of the car. He slipped his tongue across his mouth tasting the dew of his sweat that had gathered on his upper lip. A smile crept across his face. He felt he was the luckiest guy in the world to have Kuwabara. He felt Kuwabara’s hand gliding across his back sweeping the damp strands of hair across his skin. He shivered at the touch of Kuwabara’s soft lips against his defined shoulder blade. He let out a whimper as he enjoyed the simple pleasures that his lover gave him.

Kuwabara wrapped his arms around the smaller man’s body and brought him to his chest so he could lightly suck in the sensitive skin behind his ear. Kurama let out a moan and tangled his fingers in Kuwabara’s curly locks. He kissed his way to his lover’s shoulder and planted and long hard kiss there. Kurama knew what this meant. It meant that it was time for them to carry on with the plans they had for the day, but they could have more fun later. He reluctantly removed Kuwabara from his entrance and slithered back over to his side of the car. They cleaned themselves up and Kurama put on his shorts. He leaned over and planted a kiss on his lover lips. Kuwabara broke the kiss and gave his guy several tiny pecks upon his mouth and told him to put on his seatbelt. He took his own advice and started the car.

“You know Kuwabara I was thinking…” He said.
“Yeah?” He questioned.
“I don’t want to go to the beach anymore.”
“Why not? What’s wrong? Don’t you feel well?” Kuwabara asked concerned placing his hand on his lover’s forehead.
Kurama grabbed the man’s hand and brought it to his lips and planted a kiss upon it. And smiled, “I’m fine Kuwa. It’s just I want us to be alone.”
“You want to go back to your house?” He asked.
“No. There’s this place I go sometimes when I want to be peaceful.” He said remembering the time he spent there as a child.
“Are you sure you want me to go?” He asked pulling onto a side street and parking.
“Why wouldn’t I?” He said puzzled.
“Well, it’s a special place for you. I don’t want to ruin that.”
“You can’t ruin it. You can only make it better.” He said kissing Kuwabara on the hand again.

Kuwabara smiled and brushed his fingers along his lover’s cheek. For the first time in his life he felt like he was loved and he was important. Kurama had been the only person in his life that didn’t criticize him if he made a mistake. He didn’t call him stupid if he didn’t do well on a class assignment. And mostly of al did didn’t call him ugly, or a bad example of humanity has to offer.
“Kuwabara are you okay?” Kurama asked worried.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” He said snapping out of his trance.
“You sure? Your eyes were glassy.” He asked again in the same tone.
“Yeah…so are you going to give me directions to this place.”
Kurama smiled and gave him the directions. Kuwabara drove there in a half hour they arrived in a grassy field with small flowers and large weeping willows that gave them some privacy.

Kurama opened the door and got out. He looked back into the car and asked if he was coming.
“Yeah I’ll be right there. Go ahead and get the picnic basket and set up.”
Kurama smiled and got the picnic basket and his beach bag from the back seat. When Kurama wasn’t looking Kuwabara pulled a black velvet box from the glove compartment. He smiled to himself and got out of the car and joined Kurama under one of the trees. He sat down on the blanket he had placed on the ground and rested his back against the tree trunk. Kurama had made some tea and chicken salad for them to eat. Kurama handed two thermoses to Kuwabara. He then grabbed a fork and the bowl of chicken salad and sat next to his lover.

Kurama opened the container and took a forkful of salad and held it to Kuwabara’s mouth. He parted his lips and let his lover feed him.
“Is it good?” He asked.
“Anything you make is good.” He answered.
Kurama smiled and took and took a forkful himself.
After they finished their food Kurama sat in between Kuwabara’s legs and curled up to his body. Kuwabara rested one hand on Kurama lower waist and the other played with his red locks of hair. Kurama closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling of his body being against his lovers, the feeling of being safe, and the feeling of being loved.
“Kurama?” He said unsteadily.
“What?” He said looking up at him.
“We to to talk.”
‘Kuwabara sounds so serious.’ He thought to himself. “Okay.” Kurama sat up and looked Kuwabara in the face.
Kuwabara grabbed his arm and pulled him back to his chest and started pulling his fingers through his silky red strands once more.
“Did I ever tell how I felt when I first meet you?” He asked.
“No.” Kurama answered.
“When I saw you for the first time I thought ‘wow, who is that? They’re beautiful.’ But you know for a while I didn’t like you. I thought you were a show off. You’re smart, graceful, and just so…. So beautiful. Now that I think about it think about it I know it was envy. I wanted to be you; I wanted to be with you. You were popular and everybody loved you, but no one paid attention to me. I remember the first time you talked to me. It happened because of an assignment in science class.

~Flashback~

“Students today we will begin the study of human anatomy and sexuality. I want you to pick a partner and when you have raise your hand so I can assign your section to you.” Mrs. Tanaka said.
Everyone jumped up and ran towards Kurama who was sitting at a station he shared with Kuwabara. Kuwabara was looking down at the ground waiting to be partners with whoever was left.
“Kurama can I be you partner?” A boy asked
“No pick me.” Another boy said.
“No me I was here first.” A girl said.
They started to shove each other.
“There’s eed eed to fight. I already have a partner.”
Everyone stopped and stared. They were all excited to hear whom he picked.
“Kuwabara?”

He looked up at Kurama. “Yeah?”
“Would you like to be my partner?” He said smiling
“Kuwabara, you can’t be serious. He’s ugly and stupid. Why would you want to work with him?” The girl said.
“He’s not ugly nor stupid. If anyone is ugly and stupid it you guys. How can you say such a thing about someone, eh? You have an ugly spirit because you think such horrible things. You’re stupid because when ever there’s an assignment you run to me for help. Have you ever tried doing it on you own?”
“That’s exactly why he does so bad in all his classes.” The girl responded.
“Everyone has their way of doing things. Kuwabara is a responsible individual. He never relies on other people to do his work his does it himself. I need a partner who will do their share of the work.” He finished and turned back to Kuwabara and smiled. “You never answered me.”
“Sure, I would like that.” He answer surprised.

“Good…Mrs. Tanaka Kuwabara and I are ready to receive our assignment.” He said raising his hand.
The teacher walked over to them. “Well since you have picked a partner first you can choose what you want to do.”
Kurama opened his book to the table of contents and turned to the page that listed chapter ten. He closed his eyes and randomointointed te ofe of the titles. He opened his eyes and read.
“Sexual Attraction.” He turned to Kuwabara. “Is that alright?”
“Fine.” He said.
“Well it settled them ‘Sexual Attraction‘.”
“Very well.” She said writing down that they were partners and what they would be presenting.

~End Flashback~

Kurama laughed at little remembering the faces of the people in his class.
“That was the first time someone stood up for me. That‘s one of the reasons I love you…you always make me feel so important. I have never felt so loved before. And that’s why I wanted to ask you to be my life partner.” He finished.
Kurama sat up and looked at Kuwabara. He didn’t smile, he didn’t frown; he just stared at him.
Kuwabara swallowed hard wondering if asking him was a bad idea. Maybe Kurama was just dating him for the time being until he found something better; maybe he was just a rental.

Kurama brought his hand to his lover’s cheek as a tear fell down his face.
‘I knew it. He never wanted me that way. He was just using me to satisfy his own sexual need. And now he feels sorry for me because I fell for him. He just told me he loved me because he wanted ass. I was just a piece of ass to him. I am stupid.’ He thought to himself feeling the grief swell inside of him.
Kurama leaned in and placed a kiss upon Kuwabara’s lips. Usually Kuwabara would have kissed the smaller man back, but this time he didn’t.

“Kuwabara?”
“Yeah?”
“About being your life partner…”
‘I was right he doesn’t want me.’
“…Nothing would make me happier than to spend my life with you.” He said looking into Kuwabara’s face.
Kuwabara looked up to meet Kurama big emerald eyes. A sighed of relief escaped his lips and tears started to stream down his face. He pulled the smaller man to his body and placed several pecks upon his lips and face.
“I was so worried. I thought you didn’t want to be with me. Because when I said it you didn’t respond. I thought you were thinking of a way to tell me that you didn’t love me and I was just a piece of ass and that you hadn’t planned for the relationship to go that far and…”
Kuwabara was silence by Kurama placing his finger upon his lips. Kurama readjusted himself so he was straddling him. He removed his finger and replaced it with his lips. He slowly traced the outline of Kuwabara’s lips with his tongue before asking for entrance. Kuwabara moaned into the smaller man’s mouth before breaking the kiss.

“I have something to give you.” Kuwabara said going into his pocket.
He pulled out a small black box and handed it to Kurama.
“What is this?” He asked smiling.
“Open it.” Kuwabara responded.

Kurama opened the box to find a silver band with a small ruby in it. He smiled and put it on his ring finger.
“I know it’s not much, but I’ll get you something better when I get the money.” Kuwabara said.
“No,” He said holding it to his hand to his chest. “I like this ring. I don’t want another one.” Kurama said still smiling. “I have a surprise for you too.”
“What’s that?”

Kurama smiled and put one of Kuwabara’s fingers inside of his mouth and began to suck on it as he playfully rubbed is manhood against his. He removed his finger and placed his lips on his.
“I love you Kuwabara.” Kurama said between kisses.
Kuwabara response was pulling their bodies closer and deepening the kiss. Kuwabara broke the kiss and his lips made contact with the*soin of the smaller man’s collarbone. Kurama tilted his head back and opened his mouth in a silent cry. He slowly ran his fingers up and down the outline of Kurama spine as he kissed his way up to his neck and sucked on the skin that was undes eas ear.

Kurama moaned when Kuwabara gently took his skin in between heetheeth. As he sucked on Kurama’s neck he managed to lay them down upon the blanket. He removed his shirt and laid on top of Kurama. He slowly slipped his tongue inside if his lover’s mouth. Kurama wrapped his arm around the larger man’s neck. His hands explored the defined muscles of Kuwabara’s shoulders and arms. He whimpered and his lover’s lips left his to explore the other regions of his body. Kuwabara slowly kissed his way down to Kurama’s hardened and erect nipples. He licked around and over it before taking the nub into his mouth. Kurama closed his eyes and enjoyed the warmth of his mouth on his body. He ran his hands through the curly locks of his lover. The other man kiss his way to the o nip nipple giving it the same amount of attention before kissing his way down his lover’s stomach. He surpassed his genitals kissing his way down his smooth thighs and delicate calves. He sat up and grabbed Kurama ankle. He brought his foot to his face and kissed the arch of his foot. Kurama curled his toes when he did this. Kuwabara took his big toe into his mouth and began to suck on it. Kurama moaned feeling the warmth and wetness of Kuwabara’s mouth around his toe sent shivers up his spine. The larger man graceful traced the dip along the backside of Kurama’s knee. Kurama let out another moan. He then moved his attention to the other foot gaining the same reaction as before. He slowly kissed his way back to Kurama’s thighs.

He grabbed the waistband of his shorts and pulled them down, exposing his lover’s erection. He lips found their way back to Kurama’s thighs. He licked and sucked on his inner thigh letting his cheeks lightly brush against his balls. His lover moaned his name begging to be taken. Kuwabara smiled and he let his mouth barely touch Kurama hard-on. His hand played with the red pubic hair. Kurama whimper pleadingly asking to be taken, Kuwabara figured he had teased him enough and took his manhood into his mouth. Kurama propped himself onto his elbows to watch his lover please him. Kurama threw his head back and opened his mouth to let out a cry, but was only able to moan. His hand found it way to the small of his back. That caused Kurama to arch his back and buck into Kuwabara’s mouth. He sucked slowly, drawing out each pleasurable sensation. He heard his lover cry his name as his breath became ragged.
“I’m so close…”

At those words Kuwabara removed him from his lips. Kurama grunted in protest. Kuwabara told him to lie on his side. He did as he was told and rolled to his side. Kuwabara went to the beach bag and pulled out the lube. As he walked over to join Kurama he pulled his shorts off and lay on the blanket behind him. Kuwabara applied some of the gel to his fingers and inserted them inside of his lover. He moved his fingers round until he found what he was looking for…his sweet spot. He applied prre are and smoothly moved his fingers upwards along the small bump. This cause Kurama to let out a cry and grabbed onto the blanket.
“You want to cum now…don’t you?”
Kurama drunkenly nodded his head.

“Well I’m not going to let you cum now. I’m going to draw it out as long as I can.” Kuwabara chuckled at little. He kissed Kurama on the shoulder as he rubbed his finger against that spot once more before removing his fingers. Kuwabara prepped his harden manhood to enter his lover. Still lying on their sides Kuwabara lifted Kurama’s leg and he slide himself inside of him.

He moved his hips excruciatingly slow back and forth every so often letting his dick hit that soft bump deep inside Kurama’s body, which caused the smaller man’s body to jerk. Kurama turned his torso so he could nibble on Kuwabara’s ear lobe. Kuwabara hit that soft spot again and it caused the smaller man to moan in his ear.

Kuwabara moved his head and their lips met. He stuck his tongue inside of the smaller man’s mouth. Kurama let out another moan into his mouth. He brought his hand to Kuwabara’s face and lightly brushed his cheek with his delicate fingers.

Kuwabara broke the kiss and grunted loudly. “I God…I’m cumming…ugh”
Kuwabara started to pump himself in and out of Kurama faster now. Hitting Kurama’s sweet spot every time.
“Ugh…ugh…make me cum…Kuwa…ughah” Kurama was panting heavily digging his nails into the blanket. He let out another moan as he felt the ball of pleasure building inside of him. He was so close he tried to hold of for a little longer, but couldn’t he needed to let himself go.
“…Kuwabara…ugh, ugh…oh God…” Kurama whispered his lover name into the blanket as a wave of pleasure took over his body.

“Kurama…I love you…. Ugh” A wave of pleasure took over Kuwabara as he dug his nails into Kurama’s inner thigh. After the feeling of pleasure had passed Kuwabara let go of Kurama’s leg and planted kiss all over his neck, shoulders, and back.
After Kuwabara removed himself Kurama rolled to the other side so they were face to face. Kurama’s cheeks were flushed. He smiled at Kuwabara still breathing heavily. He leaned in and kissed Kuwabara on the lips.
“That was incredible.” Kurama said. “We have to do this again.”
“Absolutely.” Was the only thing Kuwabara could muster to say. He ran his fingers through the red locks of his lover and kissed him on the lips.


AN: I think this turned out well. Please excuse anything with grammatical errors of misspelling. My Beta hasn’t read my story yet and it’s been two weeks already. I won’t have access to a computer for a week or so because I’m going back to college next week. YEAH!! Yeah right any who I wanted to put this up so I can read some reviews when I finally get a phone connected. Well I hope you like the story and please, please, please leave a review.