"seeing" is believing

You are a seer, happy go lucky, innocent...you don't remember a thing before you met the Yu Yu gang aside for your name... you are complete even with out knowing your true past and what you were ment to do. But things come tumbling down as you are now running from your once perfect world. Pregnant and alone... Kurama/occ Hiei/occ along with other pairings...read and review i guarentee it's much better then it sounds. this may verywell be my best work yet LEMON IN FIRST CHAPTER!


Pain every where, Running, I was running as fast as I possibly could. I’d have to run faster though, if I was to get away. The tears clouded my sight; I could see nothing save for the images of betrayal. My grey/brown eyes stung as the wind hit them. I could feel nothing but pain and not just the pain in my legs from running. The pain that stung my heart. I needed to get away and fast. I arrived at a near by park not really knowing why I decided to stop here but I did. I caught my breath smoothing my long black hair back that was now currently ruffled and sat in one of the tunnels knowing he would come. Yes, my good old best buddy surely he would understand just why I had to get a way, Then again maybe not. I sighed, and the tears started pouring out a new. He was after all the best friend of …

Maybe to full understand we should head back, all the way back to the beginning of my new and exciting life. Yes all the way to my first memory.
It was cold that day well for summer at least. I had no idea where I was at the time. I didn’t even know my own name. I was in a room, perhaps that’s why it was so cold. But how’d I know it was summer when I didn’t even know my own name? Funny, yes ah, the irony. The room was a plain one white ceiling white wall and just a bed where I had been slept on, that too had white sheets. I heard voices there coming towards me, 5 male voices? Yes they were male.
~~~~~~~~~~~~Flash back#1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“she awake” called one of the voices
“hn” replied another
“who is she anyways?” said the third voice
“I don’t know for sure, but let’s ask her Kuwabara.” Stated a younger voice
“Yeah she is just in the next room you know” said the 4th voice

“hi” I said with a small wave sorta surprised that my voice worked or maybe the sound of my voice I can’t be too sure

“hi” they all said or almost all of them said

It was at this point that my head began to pound at least for a brief moment as though I had been smacked or something. It still sorta stung but…

“You, you are Yusuke” I said as I somehow launched myself on the poor unsuspecting boy.

“Yeah, but..” he began before I interrupted him

“Your blood is…familiar” I said making an odd face because I wasn’t sure if I was wording it right making my dimples clearly visible.

“What?” he question also making a face

“And… and you are Kuzama?” I asked the boy with the carrot top hair

“Better know as Kuwabara, though.” I continued

I could tell by the shocked looks on their faces that I was weird-ing them out but I couldn’t help my self the information just kept pouring in my head and it felt like I was being slapped repeatedly not too hard though but enough to make you feel it.

“And you…you are Hiei, you’re a fire demon and you…you have a Jagon eye” I continued, to this the said Hiei twitched visibly.

“You are…wow you have a lot of names don’t you” I said to the red haired one before I was stopped

“So you know who we are! Who the hell are you?!” exclaimed Yusuke all of a sudden

“Me…I’m, I’m well to be honest I don’t remember.” I said looking up at the ceiling in thought

“hn” replied Hiei thoughtfully as he proceeded to look in her mind

His eyes widened with surprise as he gasped ever so slightly.

“What is it Hiei?” asked Kurama

“She’s a seer” he said somewhat robotic

“Or at least that how...” he started but never continued

“oh yes, that’s right, I need to do something, what am I supposed to do again though?” I asked my self

“The hell if we know” replied Yusuke

“Why are you so familiar? Hmmm, are we related?” I pondered aloud with a finger posed on my chin

“I doubt it” mumbled Yusuke

“No, she could be right. At least Youko believe she’s right.” Said Kurama sniffing the air a bit

“Err…that was just plain freaky” said Kuwabara who had been standing in shook through out the whole conversation causing everyone to sweat dropped.

“Slow” was all I could say

“That’s it you are my twin brother!” I exclaimed hugging Yusuke which surprised him again

“I always wanted a brother…you’re so cool too! This is going to be so…much fun!!!!” I said freaking him out yet again

“I don’t think that that’s possible” replied Yusuke backing up slightly lest she jump on him again.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~end flashback ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
That’s the day when I first meet them. My twin brother , his friend and him…the one who captured my heart.

It was hard at first to make friend with them. I was after all very odd. I was naïve to certain things too. It saddened me that I had yet to make a lasting connection with your brother. It had been about 6 months.

It was the last week of school before spring break and I was bored out of my skull for several reasons. 1. They were away again on a mission and won’t get back till maybe tomorrow. 2. I was odd and therefore had no friends other than them. 3. I don’t know if they really though of me as a friend…4. Seer. That’s what I am but… it was a power that went on and off when it felt like it. I wanted to know all the answers to the questions now… and so I was left in thought …sighing…and boredom.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FLASH BACK #2~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I got home at about 3 as usual. Mother is drunk…and Hiei…wait Hiei.

Yes but…oh they finished early, well…well what it’s not as if they really wanted to be around me anyways they probably have better things to do.

“hi” I greeted Hiei before heading to my room

I opened the brown wooden door and went into the bed room and headed to the dresser to remove my watch

Hiei followed me for some reason.

“have you figured it out yet?” he asked me quite out of the blue as he sat perched on the window sill at the far right corner of the room
“no, not yet…it’s just blocked I guess.” I said not really paying attention to him as I placed the watch down.

“they’re at Genkai’s house huh?” I said already knowing the answer

“hn” replied Hiei

“so why are you here?” I asked looking at the floor as I sat on the bed
“just because…” he replied looking out the window

To this I quirked my eyebrow then automatically it came to me.

“oh” I said with a small smile causing my dimples to appear

“ I’ll try to be your friend too” I said as I smiled with glee

“You’re hungry” I announced causing Hiei to blush

Then he smirked a bit.

“Ok let go make something to eat” I said getting up from the bed and heading to the kitchen.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END FLASHBACK #2~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

That’s when I realized that I wasn’t alone in my feeling of not belonging that’s how Hiei and I got to be best friends. And from then on…I found meaning in my life even though I still couldn’t remember.

A week later I got closer to my brother as well he took me out one day just to talk. It made me happy to know that he cared…it made me happy to know that he would be there for me. I know felt accepted…but still not complete.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flash back #3~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I had met the girls about a week after I meet the boy. I hadn’t bonded with them either but hey, they weren’t really around much. That was until…well I had been getting these strange feelings lately …I didn’t know what to make of it. And that especially scared me… I only got them when I thought of Kurama…it was odd though because he and I hadn’t really bonded much…he was always nice to me and stuff and we talked on occasion but nothing other than that, save the occasion glances perhaps…what the hell did it mean it was so infuriating? Perhaps Hiei my wise Fire demon friend would be kind enough to shed some light on the subject.

He laughed. He actually laughed at me. Remember this is Hiei we are talking about here.

“baka onna” stated Hiei

“So… will you tell me what it is?” I asked Hiei with hopeful eyes

He sighed “you are in love.” He stated simply as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

“love…” I decided to try out the word myself

“oh…yes that’s it Hiei. Thanks for clearing that up. But what should I do now, Hiei?” I questioned

This caused Hiei to sigh

“that I can’t tell you, but I’m sure you’ll figure it out” he said closing his eyes

~~~~~~~Pov change ~~~~~ (author)

Hiei had had a somewhat similar conversation with Kurama earlier today, that’s why he had found Antonique’s predicament so amusing.

‘Humans’ he thought while mentally shaking his head

‘baka kitsunes’ too he added

In the next room Yusuke had just come home from his date with Keiko. Forced to endure the mindless ranting of crap he couldn’t understand.(Shakespearian play). He was more than willing to drift off to sleep. But first he’d tell his sister goodnight.

As he was about to go in the door when he heard

“you’re in love”

“oh…yes that’s it Hiei. Thanks for clearing that up. But what should I do now, Hiei?”

“sigh”

“that I can’t tell you, but I’m sure you’ll figure it out”

“in love?” question Yusuke to himself

Before he entered the room

“So, who do I have to kill!” he stated dramatically

“huh?” said Antonique looking quite confused

“I have to kill him it’s for your own good!” he stated again

“kill who?” she questioned giving him an odd look

“kurama” stated Hiei with a smirk

“kurama?!!!!!! What the fuck!” said Yusuke who was really surprised

“that sly fox!!! To think I trusted him and then he…he… and behind my back too!” continued Yusuke

All the proceedings appeared to amuse Hiei substantially.

“baka detective, he’s done nothing.” Stated Hiei a-matter-o-factly

“so then…wait…what?” said Yusuke

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END FLASHBACK #3~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There lies the beginning of the end…the start to my finish! The day I realized I was in love with ‘The’ Shuichi Minamino…what happen next…he told me he felt the same. It was scary. But I was in love. I was confused. But I was in love. He was now my boyfriend with Yusuke’s approval and a lot of rules that we broke anyways. I was at long last complete, it was also how I became closer to the girls they wouldn’t stop questioning me. They even helped me get ready for dates and took me shopping. Even with the knowledge that I would probably never gain my memories of what happen before I meet my …friends…I…I was complete.

This happiness lasted 3 months until we…well Youko being Youko decided to take me as his mate.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback #4~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was the first week of July nearly a year now since I met the gang. I was to meet all of them at Genkai’s where we planned to just hang out for the first 2 weeks of summer. She did have a beach very close to her house actually it was on her property too. She didn’t mind having us their in fact it was her idea.
Kurama was going to come get me and we were going to travel their together, however I knew that he wasn’t going to be able to meet me at home but I figured I’d just go with Yusuke.
“are you ready yet?!” asked Yusuke impatiently

“almost ‘kay(Yusuke’s nickname)” I said cheerfully noting his lack of patients

“hurry the hell up would ya we still gotta meet Keiko!” he yelled from the front door

“hey Yusuke, I was thinking maybe we should take a cab my bag is kinda heavy here.” I said while closing the overly stuffed bag

“Please you think that I can’t carry one li…jeez Antonique we’re not moving to Genkai’s, which part of pack lightly don’t you understand” he said with wide eyes followed by a small glare

“Sorry, I guess I got a bit carried away.” I said with a small apologetic smile

He sighed.
“Fine let me call Keiko and tell her” he said knowing that he couldn’t carry her bad his bag and then Keiko’s bag

“are you sure Kurama’s not coming to get you?” he said while pulling out his cell

“Yes, Yusuke I’m certain” I said with a sigh what part of Seer didn’t he understand Jeez

“I’m gonna go see if Hiei’s going too.” I said turning toward my room

“He probably already there” stated Yusuke while waiting for Keiko to pick up

“nope, he’s outside in the tree” I said while smirking

“Whatever” he stated just as Keiko picked up

“Hey Hiei, what’s up?” I said while doing a mental checklist

“hn, like you don’t already know” he stated with a smirk

This caused me to giggle a bit
“Well are you coming?” I asked with hopeful eyes

Sighs

“Somehow I’ve been persuaded” said Hiei while looking out the window

“yay! I shall have to thank Kurama when I see him then. Hey, Hiei…” I stated with a smirk

“What?” he questioned glancing over at me

“Cheer the heck up buddy! Come on you’re not going to die, I’ll make sure that you are entertained ok!” I said with a smile

“hn, I’m sure you will” he said with a smirk and a little twinkle of remembrance in his eyes

“ok I’ll meet you there, be good” I said causing him to snort and me to laugh

At that point Yusuke came in and told Hiei and Antonique the bad news… well almost both Hiei and Antonique already knew.

“awwwwwwww, I really wanted Keiko to come” I said but then I smiled
“hey don’t work ‘kay (yusuke’s nickname) she’s gonna come tomorrow apparently her parents are going to change their mind” I said with a smile

He sighed but lightened up a bit

“Stop that, one Hiei is enough!” I stated with a small pout receiving a glare from Hiei

“oh come on Hiei you know you’re the best-est!” I said while giving him the puppy eyes…yes it worked

2 hours later we were situated at Genkai’s house after unpacking.

“what do you mean your going outta town?” said Yusuke

“I have some business to take care of, I’ll only be gone for a week I’m sure you’ll manage not to kill yourself during that time right?!” stated a very sarcastic Genkai

This caused me to chuckle

“Fine but you don’t go getting your self killed either granny!” stated Yusuke in a huff while crossing his arms

This also caused you to giggle and Genkai to smile ever so slightly

“Poor dimwit” exclaimed Genkai before heading out the door

“What was that Grandma?! How about you say that to my face!” he yelled as she continued to ignore him

“Don’t worry Genkai, I’ll make sure Yusuke don’t mess up the temple while you’re gone.” I yelled to her only to receive a glare from Yusuke

“Who’s side are you on anyways?” he said darkly

“I don’t know” I said with a shrug.

“I’m bored Yusuke when’s everyone else gonna get here?!” I said while plopping down on the couch in the living room

Yusuke gave me a blank stare.

“Hey It’s not my fault I don’t know everything!” I exclaimed

“Kuwabara said he be here at about 5 and Kurama told me about 6:30” replied Yusuke sitting down on the couch too.

“Hey what do you want for dinner?” I asked knowing this question would cheer Yusuke right up
“fooooooooooooooood!!!! You’re the best sister in the whole entire world!” he said leaping of the couch with joy then pausing to look up at the ceiling in thought

“Um, I dunno what I want for dinner” he said after a while, causing me to sweat drop

About 2 hours later everyone was there excluding Keiko and Koenma who would be coming tomorrow.

Kuwabara and Yusuke were currently playing video games Hiei was training in the forest and Yukina and Botan were chit chatting while doing the dishes.


Kurama and I were talking a walk in the forest.

I was laughing at something amusing that had just popped in my head.

And Kurama was looking at me expectantly since I just broke the comfortable silence.

“Oh, it’s nothing really just Hiei and… well ok it’s funny…but it’s not going to happen for a while and therefore I can’t tell you.” I said stifling my laughter here and there

“That’s unfair” he said with a playful glare his green eyes sparkling with laughter

“Sorry, you know I’d tell you if I could” I said as we stopped by to the edge ot the cliff

“I know” he said after a while

It was quiet for a while until I sat down with my legs dangling at the edge of the cliff. He sat down next to me and kissed my cheek I turned to face him giving him a small peck on the lips in return. This caused him to smile and kiss me again and before I could turn away he deepened the kiss.

He proceeded to kiss me in his soft yet passionate display of affection. His tongue genteelly caressed mine, with his lips to mine, as he showed me how he felt. He growled deeply as my tongue found its way to the roof of his mouth.
Was it me or was every time we kiss better than the time before?

I was high. It was complete and utter bliss. I panted softly as we broke apart for air. His eyes were still closed but then he looked at me with golden glazed eyes, causing me to gasp. I couldn’t however tear my gaze away as I felt a blush rush to my cheeks.

“I love you” he said his voice a little different too.

I smiled and then I remembered he told me how he liked when I smiled because I had cute dimples, which caused me to giggle a bit before replying.

“kurama…” I started

“hmm” he said signaling I had his complete attention even though his face was still so close to mine that I could feel his breath at the crook of my neck.

“Do you think we’ll be together forever?” I asked softly it had been on my mind lately for some reason.

He paused and moved away from my neck to look at the scenery before us.

“I…I hope so…but we can’t be sure, now can we?” he said while glancing over
at me

“No, but I hope so too…because I love you so much” I said a bit sad thinking about not being with him
It was Quiet for a little while…
“Then lets make a promise to do everything we can to stay together forever” he said holding one of my hands

To this I smiled and let out a curt nod.

We stayed quiet looking, hearing and absorbing the wonderful scenery.

Then we went to the side of the hill to a cave…I had decided that it would be fun to explore it.

“Yeah then Yusuke would be mad at me” I said as we walked further into the cave.

“I don’t think so, ok…may be but he’ll forgive you easily as soon as you promise to make him some food.” He said with a slight chuckle

“Yes, I guess that’s true.” I said with a laugh of my own

Just then we heard a loud crash of thunder, which frightened me, causing me to hit my head on the wall. Ouch it really hurt.

I lifted my fingers to my forehead and then found my forehead to be bleeding.

“Are you ok?” asked a very concerned Kurama

“I’ll be ok it’s just a small scratch” I replied trying not to worry him

“let me see it…” he started

“it’s going to be a bad storm” I said as the thought just crossed my mind

“oh?” he said with an surprised expression

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~POV change(author) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Do you think we’ll survive the night if we stay here?” asked Antonique

“Um…I don’t think that’s a good idea…”said kurama

“Why not?” said Antonique quirking her head ever so slightly

‘Because I can’t control myself at night’ thought Kurama

“Because everyone will be worried about us” he said

“Yes, but it’s going to be really hard to get back to the temple when we can hardly see, and we could get sick from staying all night in the rain” she replied

“I…” said Kurama but he knew he was defeated

You see Youko was more dominate in him at night, and when he was around her at those times it was hard to keep certain thoughts from running through his mind; which was fine because she probably didn’t know and that fact that they weren’t alone to act out on those things helped a lot too!

‘so beautiful’ he thought
‘damn it’s started already’ thought kurama

“We should make a fire” said Antonique

“I’m going to look for some twigs and stuff In the cave maybe you can go out and see if you find something better that’s not too wet” said Antonique while sweeping some of her long black hair behind her ear.

‘she will be mine tonight’ said a voice in kurama’s head
This caused kurama’s eyes to widen in shock

“Are you ok Kurama?” asked Antonique looking at him tilting hr head a bit to examine him

“yes..” he kind of squeaked out quickly as he headed out of the cave to find some fire wood

10 minute later they had 3 pieces of fire wood and several leaves and twigs. They could only hope that it would work.

“Good thing I brought Joe, (her lighter that Yusuke gave to her)” she said as she started the came fire

Her grey/brown eyes glowed contently in the reflecting the fire, making her look so enchanted. She shivered slightly as a gust of wind flew in to the cave, causing her long hair to be blown behind her

Kurama has seated across from the fire trying to contain Youko.
“Look at her perfect breast…” were just some of the thought running through his mind

A while past and they were just sitting there.

“Kurama?” asked Antonique knowing that something was wrong but not knowing what.

He didn’t answer so she crawled to the other side of the small dying flame to him.

She reached out to touch him only to be pulled none to genteely to him.

She let out a surprise gasp and grew rigid as she was placed facing him in his lap. She relaxed when he put his nose to the crook of her neck and inhaled deeply.

“I want you” he whispered out hoarsely

There was no time to respond as he kissed her full lips

She shivered, but this time not from the wind.

He worked his magic on her mouth as his hands rubbed along her sides.
He stopped his sweet torture on her mouth and kissed her neck then stopped as he took hold of one of her hands and genteelly placed a kiss on each finger tip.

‘What was this feeling?’ thought Antonique as butterflies raged war in the pit of her stomach.

He looked up at her as he continued with the other hand, his golden eyes piercing hers and calling out to her soul.

She was confused by all the wonderful new feelings he was giving her but she dared not stop him in his conquest what ever it may be.
“I want you” he repeated while looking up in to her beautiful eyes that sparkled in wonder

She opened her mouth to speak but before she could he put a finger to her lips.

“Will you be my mate?” he asked in his new voice as he traced her lips with is fingers

“Huh?” she said tilting her head in confusion.

To this he smirked, and pressed his lips to hers again in a chaste kiss as he pulled away she moved with him not wanting him to stop.

“I want us to be together forever…if you are my mate then we will be” he said looking up at her with a hopeful expression.

“I want to be with you forever” she said breathlessly

Oh Gods what she was doing to him…

That was all that need to be said as he laid her down on the hard cave floor and kissed her with a hungry passion that sought to be for filled.

He pulled at the bottom of her shirt and ran his fingers along her skin, in feathery light caresses as he kissed her neck downward to her collar bone.
He got the results he was looking for as her scent grew aroused. He moved up again to nibble on her ear lobe causing a moan to escape her delicate yet swollen rose petals.

The sound was pure bliss that pleased his very soul. He then decided that it was time to remove her shirt it was a hindrance to his true goal. He wanted touch every inch of her.

He pulled the blue tank up and over her head causing her to gasp and blush then attempt to cover her still clothed breast.

He chuckled lightly as he continued his assault on her ear to take her mind off of the fact that he had taken away her shirt. It worked as she was soon moaning again and removed her hands from her chest to play in his red tresses. He was certainly enjoying the attention as he growled in approval.

She arched against him as his darted out to taste his new target which was her neck. He groaned again as her breasted were now pushed against his chest. His hands now moved their way to her the said breasted and cupped them molding them in the palms of his hands she gasped again as her breathing became more and more erratic.

“Kurama…” she managed to breathe out though her mind was filled with these new sensations and her body felt as though it was in sensory over load.

He groaned again as his arousal brushed her knee ever so slightly.

“mmm” he said as his tongue licked her left nipple which was now erect from his previous attention

“it...”but she couldn’t even finish her sentence as he unhooked her bra and kissed her lips as his fingers guided the fabric off her shoulders and down her arms.

He got up to kneel so that he could take off his shirt as well. She was blushing as he did so. He continued to her breast again to touch them with no clothes to interfere with his touch.

He was pleased to know just how much more she enjoyed his touch as her moans got a bit louder. The bulged in his pants now ached and begged to be freed. But it would have to wait for just a bit longer.

He now un buttoned her pants and pulled them off with a little help from her.

He then looked back up and into her beautiful grey/brown eyes that were now clearly tinted with lust and only for him.

He kissed her hip bone before moving to the other side to repeat the action. This caused her to buck her hips a bit and him to smirk lightly. He then inhaled deeply the lovely scent of her arousal and for a brief moment his golden eyes changed red. He ran is finger over the edge of her panties before discarding them in one swift motion he ripped them right off

He then ran his eyes over her full naked form, he was not disappointed. She too took the opportunity to look over his finely chiseled abs and broad shoulders. She then brought her fingers up to trace them causing him to come out of his dazed. And her to giggle as the muscled convulsed under her feather light touches.

She was now naked but he still had on his pants. She didn’t like that situation at all. So she brought her hands down to undo his pants. He looked down at her as she accidentally brushed his huge erection. He groaned, wishing that she would do it again.

Once his pants were removed it wasn’t hard to see just how much she had affected him.
Everything was silent as he removed his boxers as well. They now knelt before each other naked. He was huge! Her eyes widened a bit in realization before going back to her examination of the fine specimen in front of her.

He was beautiful all of him…how could someone so imperfect be so perfect.

He reached out to her to grab her hand touching his palm to her palm then started his assault on her mouth a new as he touched her velvet skin, enjoying the softness against his fingertips. She moaned again leaning into him pressing naked flesh against naked flesh. It was unbearable bliss they could take no more and in a flash she was beneath him once more.

“are you…(kiss) ready?” asked Kurama panting a bit

She merely nodded to overcome with the sensations her body was feeling to answer.

He situated himself between her legs causing his erection to brush against her thigh with in turn caused them both to inhale deeply and Kuruma to moan.

He was now ready to enter her but now she appeared a bit frightened.

“are you scared?” asked Kurama Huskly not knowing how much longer he could hold out for.

“a..a little” she replied in a small voice

“don’t be…it’s going to hurt for a while…we don’t have to if you don’t want to” he said not really meaning it cause he really wanted to but he … well he wanted her to want this too.

“I… I… I want...” she started before nodding and leaning up a bit to recapture his lips then bringing her hand down to caress his erection lightly running her fingers over the head

He slowly entered her. she winced and hissed a bit. It hurt already even before he broke her barrier, but she would do this…so they could be together forever.

“My gods she so tight!” thought Kurama

At last after a few minutes of staying still he entered her fully breaking the hymen. She bit her lip to keep from crying out and squeezed her eyes shut while holding on to Kurama’s biceps for dear life. She aloud her self to calm down a bit when he started to move very slowly in and out. It still hurt but not as much. He continued this pace doing his best not to hurt her but he didn’t know how much more of this sweet torment he could take before he lost control.

She moaned loudly as the pleasure started to replace the pain.
“ku…kurama…ah…mmmm(bites lip) go…fast..ter” she let out muffled as he looked down at her beautiful figure biting his lip to keep from going…hurting her further.

He complied not needing to be told twice. Then both of them moaned at the new pace her back arched as he hit a sensitive area, causing him to moan loudly as she contracted around him.

“Ku..Kurama!” she moaned out again

“Say it again” he commanded leaning down to kiss her neck and whisper in her ear.

She repeated his name this time loader causing his pace to increase even further.

“mmmm” she moaned out as one of his hands played with her breast

They were close now. Kurama was now slamming into her for all he was worth. In and out and she could no longer keep up with his thrust but let him know how much she enjoyed the attention by the loud sounds echoing off the cave walls.

She was the first to be released holding on to him tightly as he continued to pound in to her warm tight passage.

She let out a muffled version of his name and not to long after he followed with a fierce howl.

He then lean over and bite her neck claming this beautiful creature as his mate for all time.

“mine” he let out hoarsely eyes tinted with red

She merely nodded while catching her breathe

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End flash back #4~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

That was the first time we made love there was many more time after that too. It was hard explaining to the others and finding excuses all the time but somehow we did. Now we here the reason for my anguish the reason for my soul searing pain… the reason why I hurt all over…

~~~~~~~~~~~~Flash back # 5~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was early September; school had start about a week ago. I was feeling a bit weak and on top of the my menstrual cycle was late. It was 2nd period when I was taking my math test that I blacked out. Then I woke up to find my self in the nurse’s office…of course by now you may have guessed the cause for this…yes I was pregnant. I was …I didn’t know how to feel actually. I knew I wanted a child but… at 14! Wow just what had we gotten ourselves into… what would Kurama say to all of this? How would we mange to survive and what would our parents say…Yusuke would defiantly freak!!!!


Should I tell him? of course I had to!!!… But what would he say?

My head hurt just thinking about it!!!

A week later I was to meet Kurama at his house to …talk!!!
Yes it took me a whole week to work up enough courage to tell him I was outside of his apartment right now the door was open so I went in only to hear…

“mmmmmmm I like that Shiuchi!” said a female voice

I froze my heart thumped rapidly in my chest as fear enveloped my being.

“do you like that Maya?” He question in a husky voice

Then I moved closer to the open bed room door to see because surely my ears were deceiving me.

…perhaps I shouldn’t have looked…the sight was not pretty. MY mate was currently on top of another half dressed woman and now they were kissing.

I could not deter my eyes from the sight. By now the 2 of them were completely naked and …I couldn’t see any more the tears clouded my vision!

It was when he moaned out her name did my body start to work again. I turned for the door and I ran…I ran like hell one block became 2, 2 blocks became 3 and so on and so on till my lungs burned…till my legs ached till …well here we are…waiting …

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About an half an hour passed of me sitting in the tunnel crying, screaming, fighting away the horrible images that just wouldn’t go away…

He was here now…

“Anotonique?” he called in a small voice

I hiccupped I could say no more…my voice just wouldn’t work. Every thing hurt my world was spinning and I…I was in pain and the pain was everywhere…

(finally done with the first chapter!!!!! It took me forever I hope you enjoyed please review you as should know it’s an Important part of the process)